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Someone bought this shirt for me years ago but now it's lost and I can't find it anywhere on the Internet. Please help me.

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NSFW art sideblog got axed so I left it. NSFW Twitter art account is now shadowbanned at almost 1k followers, and I didn't even promote it on this blog. I've been grinding at it since January and nobody can see my stuff. It is fucking sad news bears.

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Nasty little witch

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Been going through some really scary stuff with my heart or whatever and like.

Don't get me wrong. I fully believe that I'm not entitled to anybody's time. But it's spring break and not even the people I care about (who live 10 minutes from me and I've known for years) will bother to spend any time with me. I try making plans but everything falls through. My partner is swamped with work. I feel very deeply alone for the first time in a really long time. I know it's probably temporary and I'm trying to make more available friends in my area but also?? I feel like I might for real die at any moment so I'm just kind of giving up

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lord forgive me for the things i’ve said and thought about this man made of pixels

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Haven't been posting here because I've been dealing with some health stuff and had an "AFib with RVR" episode in a fucking AutoZone with a bpm of 190 which landed me in the hospital and now I'm feeling generally weird about life because Im sort of like a walking stroke risk rn until I can see a specialist next week(?). anyways.

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i am in the mood to read some REAL good astarion work. if you’ve seen anything that has taken you aback recently then do send it my way!

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If it keeps you from killing yourself it's not stupid. This applies to anything btw.

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I don't have sleep apnea. I'm just having panic attacks in my sleep every other night lol

Got a doctor's appointment tomorrow to address my chronic fatigue and hopefully get tested for pots

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i dont hate you guys i swear i just have really shitty memory

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There's no reason for any character to be a cop like was Nancy Drew a cop? Naur she was just nosy as hell and I respect that

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Learned some really fun facts about myself during my personal training session today. Like how I have godlike strength in my hamstrings for some unknown reason, and that the color drains from my face when I'm about to faint

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Playing pokemon today and had a nice little picnic and I left it running for 5 minutes when I went to pee, and I came back to 6 fucking eggs in my basket. This is my party.

They are all male except my goddamn houndoom. I have 6 houndour eggs from when I looked away for a couple of minutes, and as someone with no idea about egg groups I have no idea who the father is.

Slut Shame Her.

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tragic. they found an angel stcuk tangled in the telephone wires outsside your house. sorruy. yeah we dont know how to get it out cus anyone who approached the divine light of their holy aura got obliterated. yeah we forgot their names. it'll probably get free sooner or later. dont go outside

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whoaa you're still here? I had the biggest crush on you. Thought you died. Be well, take it easy

Um thanks