thechromaticghoul

[thechromaticghoul]

!!Charlie is going on hiatus for a little while. She’s going through a lot irl and I have no idea how long it will be until she is back. For now myself (mysterious moderator) and JK will be running the accounts, I’ll help roleplays Charlie has started as best I can.

For my own sake and for the sake of the other mod(s)— Let’s keep this SFW for now.

The ask box will be turned off on some accounts.

[thechromaticghoul]

“I haven’t killed,” Abel replied quietly. “Not with my own hands. Not in this body.” He sighed and looked down at the ground. Suddenly, he seemed a lot older than he normally looked.

“I know plenty of people who have killed, though. And all of them regretted it. I’ve met more killers than stars in the sky, I promise. Each of them has regretted it, even a little bit, and I have no doubt you will too.”

“I don’t think you will be contained by someone else. Not by me, not by Sister Imperator. Just by you.”

Abel’s hand reached down and picked the flowers, crushing them in his hand, letting the wilted, crushed flowers fall to the ground. They seemed to fade into non-existence as soon as they hit the ground, melting into the floor like ice before new lavender grew. This time, the scent was nowhere near as strong. It was barely there at all.

Tau thought for a split second that Abel knew.

But he didn’t, and that was that.

“I like this flower, it kinda matches your skin.”

Abel picked it and looked up at Tau, his eyes softening. The corners of his mouth tilted upward and he offered the flower to Tau, kind of wondering if the ghoul would even take it.

He's gone.

He's gone and I just got him back.

I just got better.

I just moved on.

I thought I got better.

I thought I moved on.

He's gone.

He's gone and he's not coming back this time.

He's gone and I'm not following the light this time.

[thechromaticghoul]

Abel seemed to watch him for a moment, but he turned his head away, off into the trees in the distance. They sat in a clearing in the garden, the green grass was tall, blowing in the wind, causing sounds like whispers through the meadow the ministry lied on.

His mismatched eyed flicked from Tau, to the ground, to the trees, and back to Tau. Chroma yawned and pressed a hand to the ground, watching lavender grow at a fast pace through ancient magic passed through generations. He let the scent curl around them, a scent not only strong to humans, but impossibly stronger to ghouls.

“Killing won’t to anything but hurt you. Getting rid of anyone will only make your life worse, the dopamine from the death of an enemy only lasts a few days. It’s not worth it in the end, especially if killing around here gets you locked up in a cell for six years.”

Chroma locked eyes with Tau as he spoke, his brown eye dark and his green eye seeming to glow. It gave off a certain effect, one that made it seem like he stared at Tau with only one eye.

He's gone.

He's gone and I just got him back.

I just got better.

I just moved on.

I thought I got better.

I thought I moved on.

He's gone.

He's gone and he's not coming back this time.

He's gone and I'm not following the light this time.

[thechromaticghoul]

I was going to… before you told me…

*plops down next to him*

I’ll stay until you calm down. Don’t want to… hurt anyone…

He's gone.

He's gone and I just got him back.

I just got better.

I just moved on.

I thought I got better.

I thought I moved on.

He's gone.

He's gone and he's not coming back this time.

He's gone and I'm not following the light this time.

[thechromaticghoul]

are you… okay…

He's gone.

He's gone and I just got him back.

I just got better.

I just moved on.

I thought I got better.

I thought I moved on.

He's gone.

He's gone and he's not coming back this time.

He's gone and I'm not following the light this time.

[thechromaticghoul]

!!CHANGING ABEL’S SPECIES.

he’s based on a Western Fence Lizard, however will remain brown and green :3

he used to be a white-tailed deer but I think a lizard would be kinda cute. No relation to his lore though LOL

[thechromaticghoul]

Deus meus, quare me dereliquisti?

[thechromaticghoul]

frater hates you.

I was asked to kill you :3

- @thechromaticghoul

Why is that?

[thechromaticghoul]

“That’s okay, Frater.” Abel’s tail swished back and fourth. “It’s okay… to not be.. okay.” Abel placed the plushia back on the desk, instead picking up a small grucifix necklace that laid on the table to look at all the details.

“Do you want… to go… on a walk with me?” He tilted his head again, the question hanging in the air for a long moment. Strange offer, Abel rarely even spoke to Copia. But Abel had realized recently how much Copia needed company.

The ghoul offered his hand out to Copia.

(!!if you are still down for roleplays; I lowkey want to develope Abel a little more :3)

“Frater…”

Abel walked into the room, knocking on the doorframe to get the man’s attention. The ghoul could hear that song playing again, the one about… someone crying? Someone who was done crying. Frater had been so obsessed with that song lately that Abel suspected he really liked it. He didn’t realize that Frater’s obsession came from such a deep hate.

Abel took a few steps into the room, looking around at everything inside. He picked up the plushia on Copia’s desk, tilting his head.

“How are… you doing…?”

He could feel the negative energy emitting from Copia. He felt the way he walked, the heavy steps, and he felt the whispers between the trees every single time Imperator walked outside; they felt everything, and so Abel felt it too.

He didn’t know why, though. He didn’t notice any other ghouls’ absences. He didn’t realize how much all of them meant to Copia, and how much it hurt the former Papa to watch them walk away, to watch them step onto the bus, to watch them drive away, and to watch them on the little screen in his makeshift office, smiling and having fun. Without him.

- @thechromaticghoul

// im always down for rps!! Just sometimes have no idea how to respond.. and just sit in my inbox.. haha.. yeah... \\

.

*Copia's eyes didn't move from his computer screen, he heard the ghoul knock.. and his voice. He only paused the video once Abel walked in, sighing under his breath as he thought of what to say. He had been watching Lachryma over and over again for weeks.. the guy had stolen all his outfits, all his fame.. who wouldn't be upset?..*

"Im... fine. Tired, but fine.."

*He was lying and he knew it. Everyone knew it. All his ghouls besides Cumulus had gone with V. Taken almost everything from him, like hand me downs he didn't want to be passed down. Was this how Terzo felt when he came in as Cardi?... Terzo was literally ripped off stage.. most of his ghouls now either back in the pits or.. somewhere. Besides Dew.. Copia mainly had Cumulus, but he hadn't been able to find her anywhere. He felt.. a lot right now.*

"How are you?.. I haven't, eh.. had that much time to talk with the tour and all and.. having to supervise it.."

[thechromaticghoul]

“…oh…” Well, no fighting that.

“I’m sorry. I’m still learning… about this… place…” Abel spoke slowly, choosing words very carefully. He had a pretty strange accent, too.

Abel’s eyes drifted from Apostle’s own eyes down to the floor. His tail flicked when he thought of something to say, looking back up at Apostle with a newfound innocent expression.

“You’re his… parent..? You know him?” The earth ghoul tilted his head, a small smile appearing on his face.

He had felt eyes on him.

This was quite a normal feeling for Apostle, actually, but this felt pretty real. And he saw them.

Mismatched eyes, one brown and one green. He hadn’t seen them physically, however in many dreams, they were watching him.

And outside, when he went into the gardens, there was always the strange sound of footsteps in the grass and even the occasional figure in the corner of his eye.

He’d finally caught him. Strange ghoul, Apostle didn’t recognize him. He was definitely an earth ghoul, the scent of the earth emitted from him and the brown and green color scheme gave away everything Apostle needed to know.

The ghoul had tried to run, but Apostle caught up to him, grabbing him by the back of the shirt.

The earth ghoul hissed at him, his tail thrashing around. Those were the eyes. The ones Apostle had seen in his dreams.

- @thechromaticghoul (!! I’ve never RPd with you, I suppose we can change that :D)

Apostle growled in response to the hiss he was given, his tail whipping behind him ready to strike. He was used to being watched, followed, etc. Always had some form of a target on his back, came with the job of being Sister Imperator's husband/ghoul after all. "You." Apostle snarled out, his claws almost poking holes into the ghoul's shirt. "Who are you? Why do you follow me?" He questioned. Why can't Apostle seemingly have one day where nothings happens?

@thechromaticghoul (OH shit yeah i've seen you pop up on my feed now and again :3 don't mind me i was laughing my ass off at my sister handing me a picture of chiikawa with no context and walking away)

[thechromaticghoul]

Abel walked around the desk, tilting his head at the computer screen.

Weirdly enough, Abel was like a ghost of what Phantom used to be like as soon as he was summoned. Curious about everything, mostly; it was like he was discovering the world for the first time. Positive, too. Abel was always smiling at him.

Now, Phantom and the rest of the pack were gone. Moved on it felt like, in their own little world. In the simplest terms, they grew up. And it felt like they’d left Copia behind, in the past.

“I’m doing. Okay.” Abel turned to look at Copia. Bug eyes, the same ones he’d seen on so many other new ghouls.

“But you don’t look okay… are you sure?” Abel took a step closer, his tail wagging behind him. “Do you… need something? You look… how do you say that word… luctus… umm… distressed.”

(!!if you are still down for roleplays; I lowkey want to develope Abel a little more :3)

“Frater…”

Abel walked into the room, knocking on the doorframe to get the man’s attention. The ghoul could hear that song playing again, the one about… someone crying? Someone who was done crying. Frater had been so obsessed with that song lately that Abel suspected he really liked it. He didn’t realize that Frater’s obsession came from such a deep hate.

Abel took a few steps into the room, looking around at everything inside. He picked up the plushia on Copia’s desk, tilting his head.

“How are… you doing…?”

He could feel the negative energy emitting from Copia. He felt the way he walked, the heavy steps, and he felt the whispers between the trees every single time Imperator walked outside; they felt everything, and so Abel felt it too.

He didn’t know why, though. He didn’t notice any other ghouls’ absences. He didn’t realize how much all of them meant to Copia, and how much it hurt the former Papa to watch them walk away, to watch them step onto the bus, to watch them drive away, and to watch them on the little screen in his makeshift office, smiling and having fun. Without him.

- @thechromaticghoul

// im always down for rps!! Just sometimes have no idea how to respond.. and just sit in my inbox.. haha.. yeah... \\

.

*Copia's eyes didn't move from his computer screen, he heard the ghoul knock.. and his voice. He only paused the video once Abel walked in, sighing under his breath as he thought of what to say. He had been watching Lachryma over and over again for weeks.. the guy had stolen all his outfits, all his fame.. who wouldn't be upset?..*

"Im... fine. Tired, but fine.."

*He was lying and he knew it. Everyone knew it. All his ghouls besides Cumulus had gone with V. Taken almost everything from him, like hand me downs he didn't want to be passed down. Was this how Terzo felt when he came in as Cardi?... Terzo was literally ripped off stage.. most of his ghouls now either back in the pits or.. somewhere. Besides Dew.. Copia mainly had Cumulus, but he hadn't been able to find her anywhere. He felt.. a lot right now.*

"How are you?.. I haven't, eh.. had that much time to talk with the tour and all and.. having to supervise it.."

[thechromaticghoul]

Abel struggled against Apostle’s grip, swiping at him a little, but not truly trying to hurt him.

“I’m Ad— Abel. scented… that… V guy.. on you…” Abel hissed again, his tongue flicking out like a snake’s. The earth ghoul snarled at Apostle.

“Frater hates him, you know. He… well… he’s obsessed… I don’t know… Est fucking cerritulus…”

“Well you’re not… him… who are you?” A slight glint of confusion flashed across Abel’s face before he was back to being hostile.

(!! Translation: It’s fucking weird…

ALSO HI IT’S ME CHARLIE [@/frjimdefroque] I think Chain and Apostle have interacted like once but Idr 😭)

He had felt eyes on him.

This was quite a normal feeling for Apostle, actually, but this felt pretty real. And he saw them.

Mismatched eyes, one brown and one green. He hadn’t seen them physically, however in many dreams, they were watching him.

And outside, when he went into the gardens, there was always the strange sound of footsteps in the grass and even the occasional figure in the corner of his eye.

He’d finally caught him. Strange ghoul, Apostle didn’t recognize him. He was definitely an earth ghoul, the scent of the earth emitted from him and the brown and green color scheme gave away everything Apostle needed to know.

The ghoul had tried to run, but Apostle caught up to him, grabbing him by the back of the shirt.

The earth ghoul hissed at him, his tail thrashing around. Those were the eyes. The ones Apostle had seen in his dreams.

- @thechromaticghoul (!! I’ve never RPd with you, I suppose we can change that :D)

Apostle growled in response to the hiss he was given, his tail whipping behind him ready to strike. He was used to being watched, followed, etc. Always had some form of a target on his back, came with the job of being Sister Imperator's husband/ghoul after all. "You." Apostle snarled out, his claws almost poking holes into the ghoul's shirt. "Who are you? Why do you follow me?" He questioned. Why can't Apostle seemingly have one day where nothings happens?

@thechromaticghoul (OH shit yeah i've seen you pop up on my feed now and again :3 don't mind me i was laughing my ass off at my sister handing me a picture of chiikawa with no context and walking away)

[thechromaticghoul]

Nine hundred and thirty years.

six thousand years. no end in sight.

[thechromaticghoul]

DO NOT EAT THAT. THROW IT AWAY. BURN IT. SEND IT TO HELL.

have a sunflower

im really tired

but have to stay awake

anyways have a sunflower

🌻

- @thechromaticghoul 🌿🍎

Aawwh thank you abel, here have this apple some snake gave me, maybe it’ll give you some energy.

🍎

[thechromaticghoul]

i love you green. i love you forests. i love you smell of damp earth. i love you feeling before the storm breaks. i love you moss. i love you rivers. i love you streams. i love you thunderstorms. i love you sunlight shining through leaves.

[thechromaticghoul]

thee shall know.

eventually.

trust no one.

heaven is not what you think it is.

-🌿

@thechromaticghoul

I am sure you would know, huh, ghoul?