take the wheel, drive me to insanity, if that what it takes to love you.
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“Have you ever lost a love who came back into your life much later and ask for forgiveness?”
“No. They don’t have to because I forgiven them already.”
“:-)”
“As much as I ask them for forgiveness before I move on.”
“I have said things which are harsh during times when I reacted to situations. Because I felt being treated unfair and cheated on. But I have trust in forgiveness too.”
“Yes. Sometime it become meaningless.”
“Forgiveness?”
“No all the things that we done to one another. That leads to the breakup. To point a finger at one another.”
“Faham. I guess that’s true.”
“If u ponder on it too much it will become the weight that drag us down.”
“These days, I ponder a lot about the experience that I had. The chance I got to actually love someone - I looked back and smile for the fact that I loved that person the best that I can, all the time that I was with her. And that makes me happy. I didn’t really think about the times when things went bad because I don’t know the person that she’s become during that time - for she has changed.”
“Betul. Or perhaps she has always been that person but in our mind and heart is the person we thought she was.”
“But being the kind of lover that we are - we think of our lovers the best way possible because that’s what love does - it is kind and forgiving and brings the best out of people.”
“Yes. I just give as much as I possibly could without asking it back by doing that lessen the burden of being disappointed and acceptance. I always tell myself that. What I hate most is being Chemburu. That one emotion that I detest!! I have so much of it.”
“I know. And I am the most jealous person I know! Maybe we give too much sebab tu kita pun cepat cemburu. And everytime I cemburu, I despise myself.”
“☝️I felt the same. The most tiring part is to remind tell yourself all the time not to be jealous.”
“Because I cannot control myself when I’m cemburu. And that triggers a lot of stupid things.”
“Same!!!”
Conversations I have on love early in the morning with another lover.
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“I hope you’re doing good Abby. You know - your sharings. They’re all so lovely and they help me so much.”
“Thanks Thomas. Healing also have its ups and downs. Awwwhhh bless.”
“You have no idea how many times I felt like giving up and then I see you being so truthful and honest and raw and I go - hey! if she can so should I and then I try.”
“:-)))”
“So I hope you know that you’re very special Abby. Always have been ❤️. I’m rooting for your healing too.”
“Thank you so much. And for you to see me that way means you’re special too.”
“Hope to see you very soon ❤️. Keep doing your magic please.”
Conversations I have with people who are healing too.
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“Love your writings Abby. Write more.”
“Awhhhh thanks Azlan.”
“And share more.”
“I will. InsyaAllah. After awhile, I enjoy conversations more than writing.”
“I don’t doubt that. Real human connections are always what we seek.”
“I write with my subconcious but it’s only prolific when it’s awaken. And sometimes your concious life takes more of your time.”
Conversations I have with friends who paid attention.
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