thecrimsonblade2

[thecrimsonblade2]

Tess (not her real name) from work flirted with me in the break room when we were alone. I definitely took notice, but didn't know how to respond to that type of closeness. I don't know how to tell her that I can't do relationships because of.. well, everything that's happened. I'm scared of fucking it up. Fucking it up for myself, fucking it up for her, not to mention the skeleton in the room, that only I can see. Maybe she's not expecting anything serious. I wish I could just have a normal life, and not worry about paranormal tech shit, but I've already decided last year that normalcy is worth sacrificing if that means I can finally make up for a mistake I made 12 years ago. Not depressed about it, but I've been thinking about a lot ever since Macabre got me deep into his group of associates.

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i hope you are doing well, make sure to take breaks and such between everything.

i believe you should only share info when you are comfortable to do so dear. don't feel pressured to share at all

PATIENCE BEARS REWARDS

~ M

[thecrimsonblade2]

have you been working with macabre on something?

We talk.

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I really hate to be cryptic, but I've been busy behind the scenes, not just with work.

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yo a new game showed up in seil's account, apparently we need a password but everyone is stumped rn

I know what this is. No clue why it's public, though.

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i have my own suspicions about who uploaded that but the skeleton man doesn't want me talking too much

In a new upload on the jake coullahan channel, there was a conversation between jake and another guy (jj) in the description. Who is jj? %he convo also took place during 2015 apparently

i wasnt around much in school and in general because i spent a lot of 2015 hospitalized, i dont know who jj is that whole mid period of the 2010's is almost a blur to me

[thecrimsonblade2]

i was wondering how you were doing.. and clyde too, how has he been?

clyde's been periodically checking on me and helping me with things i could be better

[thecrimsonblade2]

was sean an assassin's creed fan?

him and jake were yeah

[thecrimsonblade2]

In a new upload on the jake coullahan channel, there was a conversation between jake and another guy (jj) in the description. Who is jj? %he convo also took place during 2015 apparently

i wasnt around much in school and in general because i spent a lot of 2015 hospitalized, i dont know who jj is that whole mid period of the 2010's is almost a blur to me

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ive just been letting the questions pile up sorry

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This is the only time I'm gonna ever post about this, but I almost miss the fashion I used to wear just to spite my parents. Very overblown colors with sparkles, clunky accessories and chains (i always fiddled with them), skirts. Fucking loved that. I used to have piercings too, but I took them out to seem more professional.

Sean was a goth boy for a time, though he always kept it really subdued.. coward. (i dont actually mean that) we had such cool swag

[thecrimsonblade2]

My birthday came and went last month. I didn't even notice.

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clyde bought me a good pretzel today.

[thecrimsonblade2]

i know this is probably gonna sound stupid but. have you considered.. listening to macabre? as far as we've seen he only has good intentions..

it's up to you im just some random anon, it just seems to me that pushing him away doesn't seem to be accomplishing anything

Do you think I wanna be in a situation where I get put in a fucking coma for 2 months? Or better yet, get myself in a situation where the consequences are 10x worse? I almost went homeless and lost my job because I quite literally disappeared, not only that, but I still have to deal with the idea that my best friend is still alive, even after I attended his funeral, had my miscarriage and past abuse made public AGAINST MY WILL, do I need to keep going? Now I'm dealing with a fucking spectre watching me in real life. I just wanted to see Sean again, but now I also have to deal with the fact that he plotted to literally murder someone on my behalf, which is something I never wanted. But I'm supposed to listen to a skeleton ghost, or whatever, for whatever your or the marked goals are. I need a break, at least.

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he's been appearing to me on and off just saying cryptic shit but i never pay attention or tell him to fuck off

oh hes been watching you? how long has that been going on? and how o_O

been going on for a bit he hugged me this time i needed it

[thecrimsonblade2]

oh hes been watching you? how long has that been going on? and how o_O

been going on for a bit he hugged me this time i needed it

[thecrimsonblade2]

can macabre go the fuck away he's just been staring at me