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only one drink in for tonight and the planet earth documentarys already got me crying

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my fave little dickhead birdie

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the haunting mystique of brittany markert’s photography

1. a return to nature (2024)

2. repent (2024)

3. guided by her hand (2022)

4. shell of the past (2023)

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while i wasnt at commencement i graduated guys. i officially have my masters in art history ^_^

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she is upset that i have pointed out aspects of her parenting that make me feel small and belittled and shes using my gf as a scapegoat for her insecurities and emotions towards me finally standing up for myself. she seems incapable of compromising or bending or admitting fault. im thankful that i have the love and support of my family, and i know the way she loves is different, but it’s really too much now. and her response to me saying that i have grown so much as a person independently and with my partner is that shes not seeing it because i dont have a job lined up (except i do, a temporary few-months gig, but ig she expected a fucking 401k)

so facetime w my mom only solidified what i knew all my life but could never articulate. she’ll never ever apologize and she will be stonewalled in her ways till she dies.

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so facetime w my mom only solidified what i knew all my life but could never articulate. she’ll never ever apologize and she will be stonewalled in her ways till she dies.

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remembering the ones who have my back (my 100+ critically unlabeled google docs)

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india just fucking bombed four cities in pakistan, two of which are in kashmir

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^me preparing to solve these mysteries

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more yellowjackets stuff

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whatever. shaunanat be upon ye.

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which big celebrity event is more entertaining?

Hi everyone, I'm writing again on behalf of Eyad from Gaza, who's gfm is vetted #24 on this spreadsheet. He has started an on the ground mutual aid charity to provide necessities to his community. The Ever Mile Foundation distributes food, water and basic necessities to the people of Gaza.

Most recently Eyad and Ever Mile have been distributing cotton towels (pictured below) to families. Eyad and his fellow Gazans are suffering unimaginable pain in this genocide. Along with zero food entering Gaza, cleaning and hygiene products are also desperately needed.

Eyad and his community need of funds for medical, hygiene, and food resources. They are suffering. NO AID HAS ENTERED GAZA IN OVER 60 DAYS. On the ground, local-run aid operations like Ever Mile are the only ones providing aid to displaced and starving Gazans. There is so much demand and so little resources, but we can help!

I'm not trying to guilt or shame anyone with this post. I simply want to help Eyad and his loved ones. Gentle reminder that, if you're struggling with donating to individual family fundraisers, donating to charities run by Gazans on the ground helps many Palestinians get much needed resources. If, like me, you can't donate, please consider sharing this so this post finds those who can help.

CURRENT DONATIONS RAISED: $10K/$20K USD

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sorry for venting again but it is my blog (i.e. virtual diary) saur vent below

good grief my parents make me feel so crazy. i never really acknowledged or even really saw their flaws when i was younger but now that ive been more forthright in talking about how they make me feel, ive got emotional absentee father and stubborn headed mother. my dad used to be someone i could depend upon when my mom was making me upset, but now he either is too stoic a middle man or silently siding with my mom. and my mom has taken my grad stuff and twisted it to conform to her perception of my relationship. she’s like “it’s the communication, i cant ask you anything without you getting defensive, and when did i become this critical parent” and it’s like mom the things you ask or tell me whittles me down from an autonomous person, a young adult, to a sheltered and naive child. and my “defensiveness” is me collecting my thoughts, not raising my voice, but demanding respect. acceptance. acknowledgement of my growth as a person. and in the next few days im probably going to have to call her and have a serious talk but idk if she’s even going to take that, much less respect that. we are such a non-confrontational family but i also wanna flip the old “the phone goes both ways” on them, because as the parents they should have taken the initiative to express their concerns and feelings rather than bottling it up. and they shouldn’t be surprised their daughter did that too because that’s what they taught her. and none of my family fucking cares abt my relationship like they do, they’ve been very supportive and given me the familial structure i want from my parents! anyways love you if you read this and im not necessarily looking for advice but id take any suggestions at this point.

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getting older as a kid is like yippee!! wahoo yay!! but then immediately as u enter ur early twenties ur like whoa lol hold on wait wait hold upa minute stop

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So do you think anybody is going acknowledge that Hind Rajab should have been celebrating her 7th birthday today with her family? Do you think anybody is going to acknowledge that?

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she basically used this as validation for her feelings toward our relationship, which has become more distant, and my own relationship w my partner, which is why i became more distant. and my parents basically decided to call everything off

saur i was unaware that my application to graduate being three days “late” meant that i have no spot in my commencement ceremony my mom is gonna kill me 😵‍💫

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called my dad since he asked abt grad tickets and he ended up calling my mom even tho i said i wanted to call her. she texted me that theres no need to call her and she knows the situation and my long explanation message is now on delivered. at least the cat’s already out of the bag ig

saur i was unaware that my application to graduate being three days “late” meant that i have no spot in my commencement ceremony my mom is gonna kill me 😵‍💫