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July 15 2023

3rd sesh of carbon laser peel.

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Nov 27

Black frida.... Saturday na pala.

😊

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May 19 2021

Got my upper earlobe pierced

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Dec 31 2019

It's already the last day of 2019.

I learned to love myself a tad bit more.

It just made me sad however, that in the process of doing so, im not able to get a job. I became a nuisance to my parents. Sometimes i wonder if it even was worth it. Although deep inside me, there are a lot of times and moments that i felt genuinely happy because i am finally happy with myself. But i cant blurt that out because i think that people will think it's lame.

M.agic shop of bts has also become one of my favorite songs. Listen to it and you'll feel majestic, "you gave me the best of me, so you gave u the best of you", as if someone understands you. But im so weird because im crying as i am writing this. Because i am so confused on the next road to take. I dont know what path to take. What now? Im too scared of the new things that'll happen.

I learned this headstand because it will supposedly help you to distress. Im not sure if it does but it feels good so ill keep on doing it.

I just sincerely, secretly hope 2020 will be a good year for me tho 😊 i know not a lot of people will understand my thoughts, as i also dont understand myself sometimes. But let's just hang in there, sai 😊 you will figure it out someday 😊 trust in Him. He knows. He cares. He loves you.

To the He above. Thank you also for mmm, for the k.pop world thats keeping me sane and my motivation to change some life habits that makes me feel like a better person, even if the people around me thinks otherwise. Please help me more to become a more useful person for 2020. 🙏

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Dec 28 2019

Went to Q.atar n.ational l.ibrary and m.useum today.

:)

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Nov 26 2019

Flexed abs with flash hahahaha yeah a reminder so that when i look back at my posts ill remember to keep my lifestyle in a healthy manner :)

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Nov 21 2019,

Dear diary,

Fvck you para pagsabihang nag babanjing lang ako.

Tanginang buhay to parang walang patutunguhan.

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I wouldnt even be heard, so why bother to speak?

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Nov 13 2019

Me asking random people for advice.

TIL (Today i learned) I am suicidal.

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Nov 6 2019

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OCT 31 2019

MAMAMOO WON QUEENDOM!!!!

IM SO HAPPY HEHEHEHHEHEHE

I think this os also the first time that i was of help to the girls by voting them 😂😂😂

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Oct 31 2019

Hehehe im. Just so happy watching queendom live with all my fellow moos 📺📺📺 so relaxing, exciting, nervewracking too.

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Oct 19 2019

Today I woke up with a tear in my eye because in my dreams, i broke up with a (boyfriend i didnt have) 😂

Lol this boyfriend seemed to be "shem"

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Oct 14 2019

Late post. Photos of my bday at ap.ple bees.

From these photos i realized how i always had my head down amd i dont like it. Gotta lift them up next time #learning.... Literally and metaphorically.

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Oct 14 2019

LE FLUFFY PANCAKE 😍😍

Recipe by d.dulgi frm youtube

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Oct 12 2019

Breakfast for the birthday gurl. +milk coz im craving hard for it abd im having it today baby! (even tho im lactose intolerant)

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Oct 10 2019

Today marks the Nth rj.