thedocfromhelll

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I dream about apologies that I will never hear and that will completely be my demise.

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shoutout to all the kids with good people as bad parents. the parents who were sympathetic, honest and kind to everyone until you were the next in line. the parents who loved the entire family except you. the parents who preached about acceptance, warmth and kindness, but never offered it to you. the parents who were understanding to friends, cousins or siblings, but not to their own children. the cognitive dissonance is surreal, but i promise it is not a reflection of your own worth. you deserve more.

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forever an "it's ok l understand" girl, with tears running down my face.

forever an "I'm sorry" girl, when didn't do anything wrong.

forever a "it wasn't even that important" girl, even though Im really disappointed & got my hopes up.

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All break up songs can be about your family if you're damaged enough

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This is so real😭

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how my bf's aloo paratha looks at me when I am eating boiled vegetables

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Me nowadays:

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Aren't we just...helping each other relax? [♡]

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so that 180 from main story to new banner huh

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my two boyfriends. zayne is a resident cardiac surgeon , sylus is an engineering student doing his masters and I am the resident neurosurgeon

NERD!SYLUS MY BELOVED :(

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Lolita is NOT erotica

Please do not, ever, talk about it like it's some well written smut scene with kinky elements. It isn't. It is about a man justifying his pedophilic tendencies, and about a girl who was abused by someone who should've protected her. It isn't smut/porn with a daddy kink. For reference, I'm talking about Lolita by Nabokov

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Always the girl who prefers calls over texts

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would you still want to work as a doctor working 80 to 100 hours a week if you had a husband who was kind ,not misogynistic and always provided for you ? You do not need to do chores because he would hire maids. For me it would be the dream life but sadly I have to work as a doctor because such men don't exist

I would still aspire to be a doctor even if I had the best husband in the world. Because it is my dream to be a neurosurgeon. I became a doctor not just because I needed money or because I had no rich man ready to provide for me. I became a doctor because it is my dream. Sure residency is dreadful , it breaks my back into 2 halves and ruins my mental health. But it is what comes with being a doctor. Being a doctor is tough but something inside me wants to pursue that profession . I do have a fiance who is ready to provide for me if I decide to be a housewife. But I still pursue my education because becoming a doctor is my dream not just a way to earn money

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I am so happy that I am born today and not back in the 17th or 18th century because I would've sucked at being the perfect wife

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I still think it's very silly that when Eren "died" in season 1, Mikasa was deeply shaken, but soon realized that she still had fight in her and wanted to live to preserve her memories of him. She chose to stand up and fight to honor him

And then there's Armin, who went catatonic, who wanted nothing more than to die with Eren, who tried to convince Mikasa and Connie to leave him with a blade so he could save them and join Eren...

I know it's often said that Mikasa was obsessed with Eren, or that she was too attached to him, but I think we're ignoring the real codependent mess here

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If I heard one more person say being an engineer is tougher than being a doctor I'll make you operate a person who is going to die while you were in the middle of sleeping after your 36 hours shift

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When zayniee tries to leave me so I cling onto him like Betal

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