My name is Caitlin and I created this blog specifically for writing and the occasional reblog, but that's besides the point. It would be nice to meet you but this is a blog and blogs don't meet people necessarily. I'm literally just typing out all of the shitty ideas for writing I get besides fanfiction out of my head here. To me this blog is a pile of unwarranted feelings and stupid ideas that I just need to get over already.
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Hope this guy had a great summer
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inevitable anders dragon age qifrey wha cover redraw
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if you're in the throes of cosmic despair i cannot recommend museums enough. art or science or history it doesn't matter. oh we're all connected, all of us and everything, throughout all time and space, and no one, no one, no one is alone? awesome. that's what i thought i just wanted to make sure.
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My head went back to the taste of your tongue in the kiln room.
I was such a terrible kisser then, but you didn't complain.
I had so many dreams full of you, so many aspirations for you.
I built a whole life with you in my head.
When you said 'I love you' at new years I wanted to run to you and kiss you.
Now my heart swells remembering.
I regret. I regret saying no to trying again.
But I know we are happy.
Right?
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Help me learn you again
I'll teach you mine.
Entangled milky ivy on a cushioned garden trellis.
We become the pair of leaves I watch dancing under raindrops and wind whispers.
Tell me how deep the rot in your roots is.
I'll tell you how much I grew.
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Where are you...
Where were you?
I am here...
Give me a wish.
I won't ever speak it aloud,
You will also get one wish.
Don't tell me, or it won't come true.
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Here’s a video so you can hear the water and the thrushes. I took it for you because you couldn’t be there. <3
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happy juneteenth but dont forget that prisoners are legally allowed to be subject to slave labor and also black people are disproportionately arrested and subjected to that legality. happy juneteenth but slavery still lives in america. america is still dependant on slave labor.
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-despite everything, there is still love
@arthoesunshine/ @artsheila/ @daisies-on-a-cup/ @gayarsonist / @hjarta/ @yunawinter on twitter/ @bakwaaas/ @death-born-aphrodite/ anon on gentleearth/ @classicnymph on twitter
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Two days time and you'll have it all.
I'll see you again.
Not sure why I fear.
That I'll disappear.
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My dear would you take my fingers and pin them to a marionette?
Let them button your shirts and run through your hair.
Take them for your own. Give me your wrists and joints. Let me be yours.
Press your nose into my neck and breathe gently so that I can feel your life.
I'll paint your new nails with my teeth and smile.
Anything you want.
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What do I do
When you
Do that...
What do I say
When you
Say this?
What do i do
To keep you
Without tying you to me so tight,
That the ropes burn red into your heart
You undo me too.
#6 years#At this point I feel like screaming into the void#I'm really stupid#I have always been stupid#Hell I asked my first love about my second heartbreak in college#How stupid am i#I asked you to stay in my life#But what can I do but hold you here...#I'm pathetic#Absolutely trash#Please.... If you read the tags#Then maybe send a special message next time you message me#A little emoji of a random food#Then I know you saw this#It's not you Sarah... I don't know if you read any of this anymore but hoo boy#I heard you were engaged. Congrats!#I'm absolutely so happy for you my love. You've always deserved a deep happiness and love that I couldn't provide.#That's another story#I still want to tell you what happened then...#But you... The 6 years tag#You are loved by me and more#I wish you could see that
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How often I think about you and your mind.
You're beautiful despite your doubts.
My mind wanders back to younger days when I contemplated how soft the skin of your cheek would be under my lips.
How I think about it now.
I let my mind wander, my hand wanders.
And then life comes back to me. I allow myself to forget the feelings for a day, but you wander back.
Always.
Deep within my psyche you rest your head, and trickle a memory from long ago back into my heart.
I think about you too.
I want you...
This is what I erased in my messages to you so many times.
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Do you want me to be the one to find you cold?
Are you pleading for me to keep you warm?
What are you telling me in between?
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