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On Isolation

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Thinking about finding an abandoned obscure goddess. The popular ones are large and looming when they descend from the heavens, but this one has become so small. Her prayers rarely recited have left her dwindling into obscurity. Gently picking her up and holding her close to my chest, barely large enough to be a doll. Whispering prayers in her name and feeling the warmth of long starved divinity grow. Hearing her make such cute sounds over how it feels. A personal goddess

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I am a shark defender not in the sense or “they’re puppies 🥺” but in the sense of “these are literal apex predators that are in their home. we know that’s their home, they do not intentionally eat humans bc we are not their natural prey and they’d never attack us if we never went into their habitat. that’s always the risk we take if we go too far out into the ocean and we shouldn’t demonise sharks any more than we should demonise a tiger that mauled some idiot who thought climbing into their enclosure at the zoo would be a good idea. they’re doing what is natural to them and it’s generally pretty easy to just stay tf away from them”

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I don't want to die.

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and is your shame helpful? is it inspiring goodness and change? or is it keeping you frozen in time unable to move on and be everything you have expanded to be?

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NASA released the clearest pictures yet of our neighbours in the solar system

Oh and of course us

Honourable mention

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Interesting news for fucked up weirdos who enjoy body horror and exploring differences between Self and Other

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how’s that house that raised you?

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Eternity Gate

by Neil Roberts

(via Warhammer Community)

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If I had to describe my soul, I’d say it feels like a song no one stayed long enough to finish.

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Gentle

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Let’s not pretend doms don’t need after care too.

Ask them if they are satisfied, whether they came or not. Do they want to cum?

If they need anything to drink.

Perhaps they might be cramping from putting a lot of effort.

Tell them they did well and which parts you enjoyed the most.

Compliment them for their work.

Cuddle up to them.

Offer help for the clean up afterwards.

Order food together.

Sex can be something casual, but might be intense too. Either physical or mentally. Take care of each other and regularly communicate with each other. No question should be taboo. It’s better to be safe than sorry.

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not doomed by the narrative but saved by the narrative. yeah i know you'd rather die than keep suffering but the story doesn't actually care what you want. you have to keep going, even when it hurts. even being erased from existence won't stop you from being salvaged from the wreckage of un-being. get up. keep pushing. keep bleeding. keep living.