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I was overcome by the inexplicable urge to redraw famous Edvard Munch paintings as FMA??? I barely even knew who he was?? These aren’t even the only drawings I made…

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Most people are normal, patient kind of people. They wait for Death to saunter in and sweep them off their feet and waltz them peacefully into oblivion.

But then there's me, who just can't wait for it to be my turn. I'm desperate for my turn, enough that I throw myself into Death's arms. But I'm always disappointed and frustrated by Death when he shoves me away for stepping on his toes.

Yet I am silently relieved. I long to masquerade into eternal peace on Death's arm, but glad to know I have time to learn the rhythm first

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I'm not feeling attacked, not me

i had three fic ideas.  wrote one.  i still have three fic ideas.  this is not how math is supposed to work.

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okay. I am wheezing with laughter. beloved followers. let's play a game. take a look at this map.

what do you think this is a map of. just any guesses, just drop 'em in my replies, c'mon.

(if you've seen the video I took this from don't spoil it please)

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Ah damn. They got a chuckle outta me

daily affirmations: you are isildur’s heir, not isildur himself. You are not bound to his fate.

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Hey just a little side note: I’m single again which means I’m back active on Ao3. No regrets, cause I’m slightly awesome at writing (in my humble opinion of course) but I am lowkey kinda sad. Thus is life.

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This. Beautiful.

What makes me insane about royai is that Roy and Riza worked well even before their backstory was revealed.

Two soldiers who fought together in a war, who protect each other, and who are devoted to each other and to a common cause. That works, right? That was enough.

But then. Then.

Then it turns out that they actually knew each other long before Ishval. They knew each other when Hawkeye was just Riza and Roy just her father's apprentice. It turns out that they are not only bound by their job or their cause or the mutual esteem and respect, nor even just by the shared trauma of war. It turns out that Riza is literally the person who put the flame alchemy in Roy's hands. That the alchemical circles on his gloves are tattooed on her skin. That it was Riza who gave him that power and for that she feels just as responsible for every person he has killed with his flames as she does for those she has shot with her rifle. And the reason she did it is because she trusted him and she trusted his naive dreams. And when the war is over he is well aware that he has broken her trust and that is the reason why he agrees to burn her back and trusting her his own back in return, thus explicitly giving her the power to stab him in the back.

And yet she decides to stand by him, despite the fact that he has already disappointed her once, because she has not stopped believing in those dreams he confided in her when they were still two naive kids untouched by the sins of war.

And while it is true that she stays by his side because she, too, wants to seek some sort of atonement and seek justice for the horrors they both committed, it is also true that, by her own admission, the reason she still wears a uniform and is ready to pull the trigger is that she wants to protect him.

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Entering 2023 with nothing but sad girl vibes, you feeling me?

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Follow up to this post: I watched a Tik Tok a week or so ago that said hair can store trauma and negative emotion, and cutting it off is how it heals. I wholeheartedly believe this.

Cutting my hair has made it not only look and feel so much better, but did wonders for me when it came to coming to terms with my past experiences. I really do feel like my hair stored up my trauma and now that I'm free if it I'm starting to heal.

In case anybody cares I cut off all my hair and it's absolutely AMAZING!! Like, why didn't I do this earlier?? I've always wanted to and I finally did and it makes me so happy!! I grinned like an idiot all while this kind old lady (her names Sue) was cutting it and I was just so excited and so happy!!t's so light and fluffy?! And it's adorable!! Yeah Sue got a rather large tip she fulfilled a childhood dream of mine.

For context, I've had long hair my whole life. Like, past my hips, with the shortest it's ever been being at my shoulders. My mom was always against me cutting my hair short, saying it wouldnt look good (my hair has a bit of wave) or it was hard to maintain or "gave the wrong idea" so I was never allowed to. But now, as an adult person who lives alone and makes their own money, I could do it!! I got a kinda shaggy pixie and my hair doesn't touch my ears or my eyebrows cause it's so short. Just what I always wanted but could never do.

I'm quite happy with my choice and everyone tells me it looks good. It was so freeing to do and such a confidence boost. Wish I would have done it earlier, but that wasn't the household I was raised in.

Anyway, cake is great right?

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It's been a hot minute but life happens and this is the internet so no one cares anyway.

But you know what? Life is good for me right now.

My new job isn't always the greatest, but it's brought me to some amazing new places and allowed me to meet some amazing new people. That's a blessing in my eyes.

My physical health isn't the greatest, but you know what? My mental health is better now than it's ever been and that's a blessing.

My financial situation is steadily improving AND I'm living independently, which were goals of mine that are being achieved. That's a blessing.

My partner's legal trouble is almost completely resolved, which is a HUGE blessing.

And my partner is gearing up for a proposal, which just goes to show how great life really is for me right now.

God is good. I forget it at times, especially when I've been in a long stretch of pain and bad, but sometimes I remember and that's even better. These blessings are not my doing but His, and I will count each and every one of them today and when difficult times come ahead.

Praise God. It pays off I promise.

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Hey why the fuck do I have to pay a subscription to have a period tracker app?? Like it's not my fault I menstruate and can't keep track of when. I already have to pay for the stupid shit to keep from bleeding on everything and I have to pay to know when to expect the devil's rain too??

Unacceptable.

Do better app people. I'm poor and have a shitty memory. I just want to know when to expect to be miserable and in pain, why must I pay money for it??

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The amount of gender envy Revenge of the Sith Anakin gives me is astronomical.

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Hot dog water is the exact opposite of holy water in that you can add a single drop of it to any amount of pure water and it will make the entire thing unpure

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Hear me out: Force Sensitive Han Solo.

And go. Discuss, send me fanfics, everything.

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Can we talk about BBC Sherlock S4e3 where Sherlock can't pull the trigger on Mycroft and instead turns the gun on himself?

Can we please talk about how big brother Mycroft, who apparently thought his life wasn't worth much to his little brother since he thought he was the obvious choice, helped by the fact Sherlock instantly pointed his gun at him, takes a step forward out of surprise?

Can we please talk about the utter devastation in Mycrofts eyes as he realises that Sherlock would rather kill himself than his big brother?

About the utter surprise in his face that Sherlock apparently, despite his cold words and mean comments and despite all of Mycrofts (grave) mistakes, values his brothers life over his own?

About the heartbreak clearly displayed by his expression at the realisation that Sherlock loves him?

What does that say about Mycroft, who apparently doesn't value his own life. Who expects his brother to kill him without so much as a blink. Who doesn't even entertain the fact that he could mean more to Sherlock than John or Sherlocks own life. Who apparently couldn't forgive himself for the mistakes he made. Who is surprised by his brothers love.

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fanfiction is so unbelievably stupid you’ll be like oh i want to write about some finctional dudes and suddenly you’re knee deep in two hundred year old inheritance laws

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me: I will do things when I am less tired

me: *never becomes less tired*

me: oh no