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Loki had not expected an apology, and her anger dissipates almost as quickly as it had sparked. She was overwhelmed with guilt that she did not understand. For centuries, she had not felt the shared emotions that she had expected to feel, and had always believed that she was cursed to never have a soulmate, it was as if the fates had wanted to keep her unhappy.

But then, in the last few decades, she had started to feel it, things that didn't fit what she was experiencing. It had been hard to identify at first but eventually she realized that her soulmate must be mortal, must not have existed until that point.

So when guilt overwhelms her, she grits her teeth and just shoves it aside like she always did. She had never lingered on it long, never wanted to get too caught up on it because it felt like a waste of time. Especially when she had realized her soulmate had loved, had never sought her out, which...who would want her as a soulmate anyways? The disgraced daughter of Asgard.

But his words shock her and her cold expression cracks, and she regards him with confusion for a moment, still guarded but not as closed off.

"You..do? I..I'm sorry, I was expecting to read everyone's files after I got settled in, I'm...I don't know what you mean but I am sorry if you've gone through even a portion of what I have.." she says quietly, her words sincere as she steps towards him.

"Could..I have a cup of coffee? Thor raves about it but I've never actually tried it," she admits, a small olive branch to hopefully make a better impression on each other.

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Bucky had been adamant, they needed her in New York. After the incident with the Void, apparently the being that had caused that lost all memories. It would be better for everyone if a magic user was on hand in case there was another incident or if there were more conflicts.

She had been wary, of course after the last time she had been in New York she hadn't expected to ever be welcomed back. In truth she had been surprised to be allowed to settle on New Asgard but Thor had assured her it was alright, and that all had been forgiven. After Thanos, it seemed she was not seen as the most dangerous threat any longer which was good because she had no wish to be a threat to anyone.

She arrives at the tower in her usual black and green dress, her belongings would be transported via portal once she knew where she was staying, it seemed simpler that way.

Bucky comes to meet her, "Hey Loki, thanks for doing this," he says in way of greeting, and she just shrugs, "I'm not sure how much you think I'll be able to help but I'm happy to be here. Honestly anything to get away from my oaf of a brother for a bit.."

He nods, leading her inside from the elevator, "The rest of the team is around but Bob and John are here in the main area," he explains. A shaggy, brunette waves from a couch area and she smiles faintly in greeting before she sees the other man, a blonde getting coffee in what looks like a kitchen.

"Walker, this is Loki, Loki, this is John Walker," Bucky introduces before going to get his own cup of coffee.

"Hello..you and the others, you stay here at the tower too?" Loki asks curiously, looking around.

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" What do you want more than anything?"

Loki doesn't know how to answer, his eyes staying focused on the book in his hand although he is no longer reading

"Happiness..although I don't know that I'll ever be allowed. It's not in my nature.."

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Loki's expression hardens as she hears his words, irritation flashing through her mind as she realizes maybe not all was forgiven.

"You say no offense before being an offensive prick. Whatever you think about me, forget it. You don't know anything," she snaps, glaring at him.

"Thor told your government the circumstances of what happened in New York, how I didn't have a choice in what I did. I helped save the people of my realm when it was being destroyed, and I helped fight Thanos," she says angrily, eyes flashing with anger as she steps towards him

"Hey, cool it," Bucky snaps, not in the mood for either of them to fight. Loki immediately falls quiet, still glaring at John for a long moment, regaining her composure after taking a slow breath and her eyes are cold as she regards him again.

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Bucky had been adamant, they needed her in New York. After the incident with the Void, apparently the being that had caused that lost all memories. It would be better for everyone if a magic user was on hand in case there was another incident or if there were more conflicts.

She had been wary, of course after the last time she had been in New York she hadn't expected to ever be welcomed back. In truth she had been surprised to be allowed to settle on New Asgard but Thor had assured her it was alright, and that all had been forgiven. After Thanos, it seemed she was not seen as the most dangerous threat any longer which was good because she had no wish to be a threat to anyone.

She arrives at the tower in her usual black and green dress, her belongings would be transported via portal once she knew where she was staying, it seemed simpler that way.

Bucky comes to meet her, "Hey Loki, thanks for doing this," he says in way of greeting, and she just shrugs, "I'm not sure how much you think I'll be able to help but I'm happy to be here. Honestly anything to get away from my oaf of a brother for a bit.."

He nods, leading her inside from the elevator, "The rest of the team is around but Bob and John are here in the main area," he explains. A shaggy, brunette waves from a couch area and she smiles faintly in greeting before she sees the other man, a blonde getting coffee in what looks like a kitchen.

"Walker, this is Loki, Loki, this is John Walker," Bucky introduces before going to get his own cup of coffee.

"Hello..you and the others, you stay here at the tower too?" Loki asks curiously, looking around.

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Broken Pair

Bucky had been adamant, they needed her in New York. After the incident with the Void, apparently the being that had caused that lost all memories. It would be better for everyone if a magic user was on hand in case there was another incident or if there were more conflicts.

She had been wary, of course after the last time she had been in New York she hadn't expected to ever be welcomed back. In truth she had been surprised to be allowed to settle on New Asgard but Thor had assured her it was alright, and that all had been forgiven. After Thanos, it seemed she was not seen as the most dangerous threat any longer which was good because she had no wish to be a threat to anyone.

She arrives at the tower in her usual black and green dress, her belongings would be transported via portal once she knew where she was staying, it seemed simpler that way.

Bucky comes to meet her, "Hey Loki, thanks for doing this," he says in way of greeting, and she just shrugs, "I'm not sure how much you think I'll be able to help but I'm happy to be here. Honestly anything to get away from my oaf of a brother for a bit.."

He nods, leading her inside from the elevator, "The rest of the team is around but Bob and John are here in the main area," he explains. A shaggy, brunette waves from a couch area and she smiles faintly in greeting before she sees the other man, a blonde getting coffee in what looks like a kitchen.

"Walker, this is Loki, Loki, this is John Walker," Bucky introduces before going to get his own cup of coffee.

"Hello..you and the others, you stay here at the tower too?" Loki asks curiously, looking around.

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—  𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐅𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

"I’ve tried to hide it, but my heart betrays me every time you’re near—I’m completely, hopelessly in love with you."

"I want to be the reason you look at your phone and smile."

"Loving you is like breathing… and I’ve been holding my breath for so long, I can’t do it any longer."

"Every time I look at you, I realise I don’t want to spend another moment of my life without you."

"I don’t know how or when it happened, but you’ve completely stolen my heart."

"I used to wonder if love was real… and then you came along and made it the only thing I believe in."

"Every part of me aches to tell you how much I love you, even if it’s terrifying."

"Loving you is both the easiest and hardest thing I’ve ever done."

"I keep pretending I’m fine, but the truth is I’m in love with you, and it scares me."

"I don’t know if you feel the same way, but I had to say it—I’m in love with you."

"The truth is, every part of me belongs to you."

"I tried to deny it, tried to push it away, but I can’t—I’m hopelessly in love with you."

"You’re my first thought every morning and my last before I sleep."

"I think about you more than I’d like to admit. I think… maybe I’m in love with you."

"There’s a quiet peace in my heart every time I think of you, and it feels like love."

"I never expected to feel this way, but here I am, confessing that I’m in love with you."

"My heart races, my hands shake, and all I want to say is ‘I love you’."

"You’re the reason I believe in love, and I don’t know how to keep that to myself any longer."

"All I know is that life feels brighter, warmer, and more alive whenever I’m with you. I think I’m in love with you."

"I’ve tried to act normal, but the truth is, you’ve captured my heart."

"I think I’ve fallen in love with you, and every day I fall a little more."

"Loving you feels as natural as breathing, and it’s taken me far too long to say it."

"You’re my heart’s greatest wish, and it’s time you knew—I’m in love with you."

"I feel a warmth in my heart every time you’re near… it’s love, isn’t it?"

"I don’t know how to say it gently, so here it is: I love you. I think I always have."

"If I don’t tell you this now, I’m afraid I never will—I’m in love with you."

"There’s no one else I think about like this, no one else I feel so deeply for. It has to be love."

"I don’t need you to say it back; I just needed you to know... I’m in love with you."

"Every moment we’re together feels like magic, and that magic is love, isn’t it?"

"I’d rather risk everything and tell you the truth—I’m in love with you."

"I was fine on my own, but now that I’ve met you, I can’t imagine a life without you."

"I’d move mountains if it meant I could tell you every day how much I love you."

"Loving you feels like the most honest thing I’ve ever done."

"The truth is, my heart has belonged to you from the very first moment we met."

"I can’t promise that I won’t be afraid, but I can promise that I love you."

"Every day without you feels like a day wasted. I’m in love with you, and I want the world to know."

"If there’s one thing I’m certain of, it’s that I love you with everything I am."

"You’ve woven yourself into my heart, and there’s no turning back—I love you."

"Loving you is like coming home to a place I never knew I missed until I met you."

"It feels like my whole life has been leading up to this moment—to tell you that I love you."

"I’m scared, I’m nervous, but more than anything, I’m in love with you."

"I didn’t know it was possible to feel so deeply until you walked into my life."

"I could search the world and never find someone who makes me feel like you do. I love you."

"I never believed in fate until I realised how perfectly you fit into my life."

"I could wait forever to say it, but I don’t want to anymore—I love you."

"Loving you feels like the answer to a question I didn’t even know I had."

"I love you, (name)."

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Loki listens with faint interest, “some say I’ve got mad..sometimes people are so blind to the truth of things around them and we become the targets for exposing it. As if they would rather live in blind ignorance..”

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"So madness is something you know intimately? Tell me more. Always good to know another nutter or maybe we're not the nutters? Maybe we're the awakened and the normal are the ones that are simply weird. Tell me, have you lost your head?"

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Loki takes a slow breath, then another, trying to calm down enough to explain. But how could he explain, what if he sounded irrational? Sounded as if he was losing his wits?

But he doesn't let that stop him, slowly pulling away to be able to look at Thor again, "I've been having them for weeks, nearly two months now, every night these terrors where..where I watch you die. And more recently I have to watch you die and realize that I'm alone again. And knowing that you're gone, there's no one else for me, I miss you so much that when I wake there's an ache in my chest and I have to remind myself that you're not dead. And tonight I..I couldn't, I couldn't convince myself, I had to see you" he says softly

Loki's face presses to Thor's chest as he tries to ground himself, tries to slow his breathing but his hands just curl into fists at Thor's sides, and he shakes his head, "You can't know that Thor, you..." he takes a shaky breath and his hands move to hold Thor tightly too, his own heart thumping heavily and he tries to tell himself this is real, that the dreams would not become reality.

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Loki's face presses to Thor's chest as he tries to ground himself, tries to slow his breathing but his hands just curl into fists at Thor's sides, and he shakes his head, "You can't know that Thor, you..." he takes a shaky breath and his hands move to hold Thor tightly too, his own heart thumping heavily and he tries to tell himself this is real, that the dreams would not become reality.

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Thor was worried about his brother and could see the fear and panic there. He wrapped his arms around him, trying to calm him down. He wanted Loki to know that he was here and safe. He wasn't sure what had scared Loki so much into having a nightmare like that.❝ I am here , I am alive...., Nothing will happen to me,❞ he knew that even if there were dangers he always made it out.

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"I used to live for my father's approval, for my brother's approval," he admits, leaning back against the door and watching her with unhidden interest, "A parent should protect their child, and it's a credit to him that you're as strong as you are, and you're stronger than most mortals I've met"

He's quiet at the last part of what she says, "I'm sorry, feeling underappreciated is difficult, I know what you mean"

" i just want a chance to prove myself."

Loki raises an eyebrow and crosses his arms, "Prove yourself to who? If you live for the approval of others, you'll never feel content with yourself"

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"It's okay Loki . I am here I am safe" he wondered if his brother had a nightmare or something. Thor yawned a bit and looked over at him .

Loki's breathing was shallow and he was struggling to catch his breath, his eyes frantic as he rests his hands on Thor's chest as if to confirm he was still there.

"I..I saw you dead, saw...saw you bleeding out," he breathes, his voice ragged and the hyperventilation.

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" i just want a chance to prove myself."

Loki raises an eyebrow and crosses his arms, "Prove yourself to who? If you live for the approval of others, you'll never feel content with yourself"

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" i need you to stay with me."

Loki looks wary, he didn't know if he was the best choice if she needed comfort or help. But she seemed genuinely nervous, he didn't know why but he didn't want to leave her alone

"I..can stay," he agrees after a long moment of silence, contemplating but realizing there was only one option.

"What's wrong, what happened?"

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"If you wish to learn how to defend yourself, I could always teach you how to use daggers," he reasons, not wanting her to feel unsafe or at the mercy of the warriors or guards that have more untoward behavior.

"If you have a skill for language, you could possibly learn some of these runes if you wanted. There are books in the library that would help," he offers, sitting back with his book and taking a brief note on the page that he was leaving off on.

" This doesn't seem to be bothering you. Why is that?"

“Why would it bother me? My brother is more of a pest than you” he says absently, flipping through the book he held searching for the spell he needed to work on

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Loki was still mostly asleep but the sound of Clint's voice makes a faint smile come to his lips. He hums contently at the soft kiss, moving to hold Clint close as tucks closer to him, "Good Morning," he murmurs softly, tucking his face to Clint's neck and nuzzling against his jaw tiredly.

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Clint slowly opened his eyes as the birght light of the rising sun went through the bedroom window and tickled his nose. The archer smiled tiredly as his his eyes landed on the man next to him. "Good morning." He whispered still a bit sleepy and moved his head to place a soft kiss on the others head."

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Tom Hiddleston as Loki Thor: The Dark World

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Reblog if you’re open to improvisational rp and just “winging it” with threads

Whether it’s the first interactions between the muses so the chemistry is still up in the air and it’s still unknown as to whether or not they’ll click before potential plotting, or the muses have too much minds of their own and run wild the moment you set them loose in a thread, plotting is hard and occasionally your pre-planned threads jump the track and go in totally different directions than anticipated thanks to the muses’ creative differences. Reblog this to let your rp partners know that you don’t mind simply jumping straight into in-character interactions and threads.

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MOD INTRO

Given that this blog is multiverse, threads can take place at any point in the timeline. Characterizations might vary slightly especially if we are writing AU threads however my version of Loki Laufeyson is almost completely based in his MCU character. I have NOT read the comics nor am I familiar with them at all. I love to plot especially if you feel like our characters could have chemistry.

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