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No he just really likes juice

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This is gonna bug me if i don't figure it out. Wasnt the Gavroche and Grantaire found family dynamic directly from the brick? Like am i tweaking?

Otherwise grantaire and enjolras dying not holding hands is tragic i agree‼️

I saw Les Misérables live recently right. I have literally never had a more emotionally moving experience in my life. I wept so hard I genuinely thought I would faint. ENJ AND R DIDN'T DIE HOLDING HANDS. Instead they set up a found family dynamic between Grantaire and Gavroche. Then they had Gavroche die. And then they had Grantaire weakly try to resuscitate him then give up and cry over his body. Then when Enjolras died Grantaire was the last one standing and he climbed to the top of the barricade and exposed his chest to be shot. I LOST IT. THEY ARE KILLING ME HERE.

Fun fact!! "Les Misérables" is not actually referring to the characters in the story, rather to the audience after watching this 3 hour long gut-wrenchingly beautiful musical play out /nsrs

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A long skirt, t-shirt and a button up as a jacket

Normally i would wear jeans but im going to a pride parade so i thought i would dress a bit more fancy!!!

what are you wearing rn and is it representative of your style

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Reblog if you support asexuals and aren’t a COWARD

RB if your blog is a safe, accepting space for asexuals!

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Imagine if mike crew got struck in his boner and someone started to go down on him and there was a lichtenberg figure around his dick

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Me when i found this and listened to it on loop making others listen to it

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Omg literally the most grantaire of the grantaires, i want to eat this

I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED MY LAST POST 😭😭😭

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reblog to punch mr perry in the face

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in the morning hours, when dawn stretches like silvery fabric, todd sometimes sees neil.

he opens his eyes as little as he can, just a crack to let the light in, and suddenly the other bed isn't empty, stripped bare to the mattress- there's a figure on it, wrapped in blankets, still sleeping, chest rising and falling. gloriously, wondrously alive.

in the afternoon, when the sunlight is rich and golden like buttered popcorn, todd sometimes sees neil.

he feels it before he can see him - the sudden sensation in the back of his neck that there's someone in the room with him. he doesn't turn his head, just glances in the direction of their window (theirs), and he can see the blurry figure of neil looking at his script, muttering lines under his breath. his breath that fills the room with the scent of chestnuts and living.

in the evening, when shadows creep over the floorboards like crocodiles in deep water, todd sometimes sees neil.

he's sitting in bed, reading, a lumpy pillow in his back, and suddenly he realises that neil is standing in front of the door, facing him with an unreadable expression. his hand is on the doorknob, he's ready to leave, but the green of his jumper says he'll come back.

in the weeks after neil's death, todd sometimes sees neil.

it's always short, and bittersweet, and todd knows it's not real, he's not crazy. he whispers neil's name and that's enough to make him leave, and todd sits there with an empty bed, an empty window, an empty space in front of their door.

neil is gone, but he's all around, and sometimes it makes todd smile the whole day, a warm fire in his chest, and sometimes it makes him cry and scream at the emptiness in his room. life goes on.

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I can hear Todd saying "he's gone" in a whispering tone in his room, trying not to break down. With every time he says it though, the thought becomes more and more real so he needs to say it louder. Louder because he'll never hear his voice again. He'll never smell that lovely smell that Neil always carried around. And so he doesn't care about others finding out that he's breaking down. He wails and cries until he falls asleep on the floor hugging the blazer tight.

and then the day arrives when todd can't remember what neil's voice sounded like, and the shirt he kept from him has long lost neil's scent and todd throws up and sobs, burying his face in neil's old school blazer, still hanging in their room with all its achievement pins, and todd desperately tries to find some last trace of neil in it, but he's gone, he's gone, he's gone

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Omg you are an angel thank you for bringing this to my attention!!!!!!!!!!!!

What if instead of leaving without a word and killing himself, Neil paused to look back at them all for a second and Todd can just sense the conversation the Perry’s are going to have at home and he knows how badly that’s gonna affect Neil so he js kinda grabs him and pulls him into a hug and as they pull away Todd like—discreetly gives him a kiss on the cheek bc he’s can’t tell him in front of everyone but he needs Neil to know. And then they gives Neil strength and he goes back to Welton and they all congratulate him there

Then there’s a scene in their dorm room where they just sit down and talk about it and they’re happy and everyone’s happy.

Then idk what happens after, but they live happily ever after

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Liked it, an hour went by and i was still thinking about it so now im back to reblog this cus it hasnt left my mind and i need someone to write this

What if instead of leaving without a word and killing himself, Neil paused to look back at them all for a second and Todd can just sense the conversation the Perry’s are going to have at home and he knows how badly that’s gonna affect Neil so he js kinda grabs him and pulls him into a hug and as they pull away Todd like—discreetly gives him a kiss on the cheek bc he’s can’t tell him in front of everyone but he needs Neil to know. And then they gives Neil strength and he goes back to Welton and they all congratulate him there

Then there’s a scene in their dorm room where they just sit down and talk about it and they’re happy and everyone’s happy.

Then idk what happens after, but they live happily ever after

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I am still so mad that the 2012 one cut grantaire's drink with me lines bc it builds emotion that yes they are willing to die for this, but they are also just college students, barely adults, they shouldn't be this ready to die

i hate it when les mis productions cut out certain songs or lines for the sake of cutting the show's length. like no i will sit here for four hours if i have to. say what you must don't leave it there

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can’t believe i reread les mis and enjolras and grantaire died AGAIN??? really thought they would make it this time 😔

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Noooooo my very real therapist told me thay is better than having sessions with her‼️‼️‼️ Trust‼️‼️

idk who needs to hear this but rewatching dead poets society over and over is not therapy! pls seek professional help bestie ure only going to get worse 😔🫶

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Me after watching it for the 100th time: I AM UNSTOPPABLE, I WILL NOW CONFESS MY LOVE FOR MY CRUSH, START DOING YOGA AND OVERTHROW THE GOVERNMENT ‼️

everybodys talking about post nut clarity but what about dead poets society clarity

i swear i feel like i could conquer the world after hearing carpe diem 26 times

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How even dare you talk rn 🔫

(I need someone to write this)

just thought of the most sick & twisted dps fic idea 😻😻

todd confesses to neil after the performance, and neil asks him to let him think about it tomorrow morning. todd goes to bed kind of anxious for his response but then. charlie’s shaking him awake, “neil’s dead,” on his lips.

and he’ll never find out him neil loved him or not.

that’s it, good night kids, sleep well!