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[thegirlofdreamylife]

Why build more than need?

For earthly pleasures

When the mother has provided

Riches beyond measure

To utilize and pass on to the next generation

We are greedy, for we suffer

For the greed we perish

We diminish nature and yet we are at nature's mercy

Why murder when one can save

We failed the mother

Now it's time to protect and restore her faith

Let's save the place where we are born

Where we will rest

Let's not turn a blind eye to the truth

For the mother is crying in agony

For the tortures we conducted on her

Come my friends

Let's be the change

And make our place a better on

For the new comers of the future

[thegirlofdreamylife]

Monsters

The monsters were never under the bed

The monsters stood next to me,

And pretended they knew everything about me

They looked at me everyday

They scorned me and mocked me

They called me fake when I cried

They tried to take away my door

They had minds full of trash

They never trusted the kid, they brought to life

They never understood the pain I felt

Nor did they do anything to lessen it

I laid in bed, too tired to move,

Too tired to face the world, so I locked myself

I was left with my thoughts, dark dark thoughts

And they? They screamed at me

Yelling out profanities when I set my boundaries

They planned without letting me know

And forced me to go to places I don't feel safe

They blamed me for the tiniest of mistakes I did

They ripped my books apart, to "teach me lesson"

They made sure I had no real friends

If I had friends they would never accept them

They were the monsters

The monsters were never under the bed

The monsters laughed at my miseries

They extended their hands,

Pretended to be my friends

My naive soul trusted them

And look where that got me

The monsters mocked my choices

Made me their puppets

And I did their work for them

And when they didn't need me anymore

I was discarded like a ragged doll

Useless and unwanted

Couldn't believe I fought for them

To people who told the truth bout them

The monsters were never under the bed

They monsters were in my head

So loud, so adamant, so demeaning

My soul had two sides,

One that tried to protect, other that tried to kill

They forced me to grow up too quick, too fast

Nothing I did appeased my inner monster

It sought morbid pleasure from watching me in pain

It drank from my sufferings, added to my loneliness

It made me skeptical of people, and of me

The monsters of my life, never go away

One goes while the other stays back,

Seeking pleasure from my torture

Like how God extracts Ambrosia for theirs.

-Nyx, for the monsters never goes away.

[thegirlofdreamylife]

Sitting in front of the laptop has negetive effect on my eyes 🧍 I now need to have extra large font to understand the texts there 🧍 I'm doomed-

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Watch "Therapy Gone Wrong: Abandonment Issues" on YouTube I'm sorry- but 😂😂😂😂😂

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I AGREE- THIS SONG HAS ME CRYING BUCKETS ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ

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So :P we had a secret Santa and Tho everything will be revealed tomorrow I couldn't help but Share this Poem i wrote....

Look at her go,

Walking with pride,

With no care of the world,

Smiling at morbid pleasures,

And still cannot handle sweetness

Look at her go

With her beautiful brain,

But very wild heart

Loving small things,

Which others tend to overlook

Look at her smile

As she does her work and let's others know

Her smiling as she knows

She never have to please others

Some might call her freak,

Behind her back or up in front

But what is the opinion of a silly few mortals

Compared to her beautiful self?

She might not be an elf for you

But she certainly is one for me

Packed with Magic,

And powers of world beyond

She knows her way around this world.

Off she goes

Into the world,

Her smiles of strength

And heart of gold

- Nyx

[thegirlofdreamylife]

I have noticed something. My apartment, although situated in a very busy street but every time I'm In my room, I get no sound at all. It's very silent...like pleasant silence. It helps me get focused but it often makes me question everything. There are two people I teach, Both of them live in the flat opposite to me but their Rooms are full of noise and too much noise. Sometimes people shout at each other, sometimes cars honking and what not. But every time I'm in my room I feel like I'm being transported to another world. Not sure if it's good or bad. Music helped me so much this whole year...this whole year had been so bad not my marks but my whole world.

[thegirlofdreamylife]

A Moment's Glory

It all starts with Combustion

Of Flames and Destruction

Burning so bright, so beautifully

A deadly beauty, attracts fear

Of death and damage beyond repair

But it burns, so brightly

A brilliant orange dancing death

Ready to engulf anything

Of man, animals, houses an tree

Leaving all but ashes,

Evidences of something

It's neither solid nor liquid or gas

Some say it has a mind of its own

That it's an entity of love and death

A few hours or minutes it burns

To show the world it's dance

With feathers of beautiful flames

So bright, it blinds one's mind

It freezes the thoughts

Of catastrophe or death

The kiss of the deathly flame

With its glory

A Moment's Glory, of beauty and death

-Bree

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Blues

Is it the season of joy

If blues and goodbyes?

Of smiles and laughter

Of distress and cries

A season full of emotions

Of Mirth and Heartbreaks

Is it smiles? Is it cries?

Or despair of the soul?

Or is it just blues

That comes with this season?

Joys turn mundane

And smiles fade

Like a white washed picture

All for one, Survive for what?

Friends or fiends?

The blues of high sky

Just blues and blues of sadness

And waves of depressive episodes

Hit by a feeling of dread

Of the Unknown disaster

The summer blues fade

To strong and heavy spring blues

To the dread of winter

And a circle of different blues

A hellish distress of what unknown

No one stays no one cares

Where we die? Where we live?

-Bree, for every one who feels blues

[thegirlofdreamylife]

Heartsmith

Dear Mr Heartsmith

You fix all of their hearts

But what ‘bout yours

The pieces you give to ‘em?

I sell hearts for I have none.

Every day I meet so many people

But I can't feel a thing

Is it because I have no heart?

I smile I laugh

But It all seems so fake

I don’t feel pain

I can't see the Truth of hearts

Some people are bad

Some are good

Yet there are people misguided

By the false sense of truth

But here you are fixing all hearts

Regardless of how they are

You have your heart’s pieces

One by one till you had none

To give to save

So you smiled still

Giving away pieces of yours.

Maybe you were destined to smile

To enjoy like everyone else

At the end, You gave it all away

You traded your life for mine

You have me your heart

Oh Mr Heartsmith!

Your emotions flood into me

No one remembers you,

But I will, Mr Heartsmith

For the heart you gave me

Is precious than any of the world!

-Bree, To the Heartsmiths who love without judgement

[thegirlofdreamylife]

CUTIEEEEE AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

winter’s here!

[thegirlofdreamylife]

Wish

I wish this was you,

With me, by me

Dancing in the rain

Dancing through the pain

I wish I hadn't been this selfish

To want you all for me

To share a piece of my heart

And to understand me the way I am

I wish you'd had fallen for the real me

And not the one I showed to everyone

And Most of all, I wish

I wish I hadn't meet you at all

As you walked away,

I picked up what remains of my heart

I turned indifferent to everything

Only to have you come back

When I'm still not over you

Asking me why you suffer

I wish love was a two sided thing,

Of Give and recieve and not just take

I wish I hadn't been infatuated

With anyone who gives me attention

I wish I could share without the fear

I wish I had the opportunity to be me

Without the fear that I'm not likeable

I wish I could stop feeling

So many emotions at any given point

I wish I could stop feeling Inferior

I wish I had no feeling or Emotions

I'm so tired of this human life

-Bree💗

[thegirlofdreamylife]

Noooo why does he look so Sweet- 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

no bc why does he look like that?

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“I cannot explain this emotion” 😵💖