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To the guy wearing the TEAL corporate shirt...

Thank you for running that Sunday afternoon.

Your MOTIVATIONAL QUOTE shirt saved me.

"No talk. All Action"

That's what the teal shirt says.

It's amazing.

When I saw it, every bit of my overthinking neurons rejoiced.

It's like a message from heaven.

I've always known that.

But in that very moment, it was the perfect message for me.

I need to put that into my life.

PS. I made it as my wallpaper homescreen.

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Consistency beats intensity

Bruh, I think I need to always put this in my head.

I've always been intense and massive in my actions, so I expect everything to change suddenly.

So I become more disappointed in myself.

It's in everything I do.

And right now I want to learn the Law of Detachment.

I just want to detach from all the expectations and negativity.

I want to be consistent with my new diet and physically activities without always checking for my weight or my gains.

I always do that and it bothers me if I don't see changes.

Now I have to focus on consistent efforts, and more actions. Less checking and worrying.

No talk. All Action.

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So last week I was in the brink of insanity...

My overall feelings are falling apart and I don't know what I am doing to be honest.

It all started with me just feeling this immense sadness in my whole being.

I'm just really happy I overcame it.

Talking about it kinda stings tho.

But I guess it's part of the process.

Which leads me to my next points in life.

Lately, i've been searching for things like Self-esteem, building my joy, connecting with myself, healing my shame, dealing with inner critic, inner homophobia, self-hatred and all of that.

I feel that sums every kind of neurosis I have.

I need to admit this.

Because I have struggled with it in the past, I mask it with affirmations.

I realized that I am not living my life according to what I think is right.

I have so many issues and on top that, I WANT THEM TO BE SOLVED NOW!

I hate that i have to go through the process.

Which makes me more ANGRY, MORE FRUSTRATED and MORE HATRED of myself.

So now, I have so many things going on in my life and I am learning them all at once.

And I know that now and so I need to be gentle with myself.

I need to settle this once and for all.

I need to accept that most of my problems aren't actually problems.

And fundamentally, I am OK.

I am a good PERSON and I am doing amazing all my life prioritizing others and people.

I have to accept every bit of me while still work on the things I want.

I can do it.

I can be the best but still be open for learning and growth.

So right now all I want to talk about is my relationship with myself/

Who am I really?

What am I interested in today?

What are my dreams, goals and feeling about the future?

What am I scared of?

What is my deepest fears?

Talk about it.

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I have to accept this anxiety...

And I know I cannot be perfect all the time.

I know I cannot expect myself to be good and motivated 24/7.

These are the days when I just feel so heavy and I don't know why.

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I want to start my own creative business. I want to help people become relentless content creators.

And I also want to expand my digital product stores.

I just need to start selling my knowledge.

I also want to sell planners and all that shit.

Yeah, I will continue to showcase my talent and earn money from it.

I think this time, I will ignore people who are HATERS.

I need to protect my reputation.

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But for now, I want to earn more money from selling digital products and downloads.

I want to create income passively and I want to generate so much revenue from selling my digital downloads.

I want to PAY taxes na din.

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I can help content creators grow and thrive on TikTok.

I help aspiring CONTENT CREATORS remove stress and overwhelm using the ANC method.

Use their voice and express their talents.

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If I will evaluate myself, how will I use my skills and offer them as a service?

TikTok Growth - everyone likes it, especially for their business.

Conversion of the audience to FREE and PAID

Sales Psychology

Video editing - Learning HOOKS and everything they need.

So yeah, I will teach everything I am learning for the next generation.

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Ok, I need to START offering my skills to business owners.

I need to START looking for ways to grow their business.

I want to learn the basics of content creation and how to offer my clients my services.

I just need to work with one client today.

And I need to start pitching my services to them.

Could you let me know who I would like to SERVE?

I can serve Nurse Entrepreneurs and Educational Course Creators.

Something transferrable.

And digital products.

Yeah, this is based on my experience and how learning how to do it can actually help me grow as a person.

I want to LEARN TikTok Ads as well.

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No, I will not be a slave to my poor and scarcity mindset.

Today! I am choosing prosperity by being generous and open.

I'm going to put in my best effort.

I'm going to take it to the next level and learn to accept that people will hate me online for no reason.

I am going to continue to release all this pain and anger inside of me, and I know if I keep putting myself in the same shit.

I'm going to lose it.

I need to maintain myself.

I need to keep myself accountable and protect my peace.

My inner peace.

I want to continue living my life as a normal person and I just want to prove to myself that I can

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Bardagulan for tonight!

I love it.

It makes me nervous and extremely mad.

But yeah, I have to handle that.

I can do this.

I need self-care.

It's anxiety inducing.

But I really love my growth as a content creator and person.

I received bashing for all the WEAKNESSES.

But I am learning to love them.

I am OA, a snowflake, I'm easily offended, and I have my opinions.

I'm OKAY with all the insults.

There's some truth with it and I need to accept that.

I cannot please everyone.

The grass is greener when you water it.

I need to WATER positive comments about myself and my brand. Yes. I'm creating clout to reach more people but also I want to connect with who I am as a person.

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mapapa "How to Handle Bashers Ka Nalang Talaga"

HAHAHA

Anyway, eat my dust, people.

I can speak whatever I want because I have the resource of fame.

I can do it.

I have the strength, and actually, my HOOKS are performing well.

Even if I attracted the wrong crowd, that's engagement.

That's more eyeballs.

So yeah, I'm doing great :)

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⚠️Trigger Warning: S3xu@l @bus3 ⚠️

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At this point in my life...

Maturing is realizing I am 100% accountable to all the sufferings of my life.

yes, people can be assholes.

And we become victims of their carelessness.

But somehow if it's a repeated cycle of pain and agony.

It's my fault now.

Yes, I don't want to be harsh but yeah it's my fault for staying, tolerating the same friendships.

I trigger people a lot with my jokes and I know I could be better if I just put myself to shut up.

Anyway, stop complaining my dear and realize ur lucky and blessed.

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Dear Universe.

I summon your energy and give me peace and alignment that I need.

I feel this very strongly that my abundance and energy comes from being honest and authentic of what I truly feel.

These past months have been mindblowing for me...

Things I used to pray for finally came to life...

In unexpected ways...

Today, I felt like the man who had a goose laying golden eggs..

I feel greed and I just want money from others...

I have this quiet desperation in me, somehow telling me that I should continue to self promote without thinking of my audiences needs...

Which is totally a lie because I have been prioritizing them.

I want to make money but in the expense of not having people to judge my work or feel that I'm only selling to them.

I am growing my community and I am going to learn more and more about it soon.

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I want to learn SPANISH because I want to speak Spanish.

But recently, I want to be a digital nomad.

I want to learn the basics of video editing, leverage my skills in making videos and talking to the camera, and help businesses grow their online presence on TikTok.

I want to incorporate that aspect of myself because I want to earn money and I want to feel abundant.

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Oh my god???

Did I just hit my target earnings for the year?

I swear!!! Grabe, I'm a manifestation magnet.

I'm like??? what??? everything I prayed and wished for came true???

Money, fame, followers, career growth???

I should really focus on getting what I want.

Grabe, I'm speechless.

I don't know what to say.

I'm in awe.