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January 16, 2017

1-16-17 7:07 Okay so a series of unfortunate events isn’t supposed to be some cinematic master piece, like, it’s supposed to be a mediocre kid show like iCarly or Suite Life of Zach and Cody. Something that doesn’t really take that much work cuz think about it, people are cutting out cable and getting Netflix. So that mean that have to be able to stream more things. And that’s expensive because Netflix barely got big, so it barley has like any money. To pay for the copyright to stream. And they thought that their best bet was to make their own shows so they don’t have to pay copy right to stream so they can eventually have enough money to profit. Idk I’m crazy. 7:15 You ever think about how crazy the English language is? Like I feel like it’s so much work compared to all the other languages. Cuz there more flowy and smooth and shit. Lmao. 7:44 Omg it legit feels like A series of Unfortunate Events is just a visual audiobook. It’s almost like they used the books themselves as the script. Dang it this new generation is just gonna grow up so stupid. 8:00 I feel like ASOUE is kind of rapey, especially in the bad beginning part 2 8:10 Dude I feel like there’s gonna be a lot of ASOUE porn coming (no pun intended) out soon.

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January 13, 2017

1-13-17 6:48 Dude I fuckin how I can't remember anything. But I remember this time; it was: "I love sitting in the cracks of the sofa." Do people genuinely like the taste of box mix brownies? Like, everyone in the baking community hates the taste of box cake, but do they hate the taste of box brownies? 6:52 I need an anonymous chat room where I could talk to people about literally anything. Like, a baking group where I could ask that question about the brownies lol. Dude when I'm high I get super sonic hearing haha. 7:26 I just subscribed to get the Real Techniques Miracle Complexion Sponge every 6 months. 7:56 Alright so here's the deal, I feel like a few years down the road Amazon is going to be all people need. Like, the work is gonna get so consumed into technology that they won't even need to leave there house. We're gonna get so cooped up into our houses and people are just going to do things from their home. Inline shopping has gotten so popular, I mean, online grocery shopping and delivery is a thing! And it's gonna be like that where people don't ever have to leave their house. But it won't be for everyone. It's only going to be for the people who can afford technology. All the wealthy people won't ever have to go outside lol. So that's why their neighborhoods will be be safer, and more quiet. Safer = quieter Like think about it it's much safer inside, but it's only fun if you have technology and things to do. Like if you didn't have a computer, or phone, or tv or any other kid of technology, you'd wanna go find something to do; like maybe go outside.

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January 10, 2017

1-10-17 8:03 If you're an Asian female, this is how it goes: the lighter your hair is, the more a b g u r. 8:11 I'm gonna end things with Brandon. I think it's finally time that I stand up for myself. And I know you're probably thinking, "hannah, you always stand up for yourself; what are you talking about." But it's time for me to finally not say yes, just because I'm scared to. It's time I started thinking about me.

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January 7, 2017

1-7-17 11:23 HAPPY NEW YEAR! Ugh time is flying by. But anyway, here's the first story/thought of 2017. Hannah, we've made it a long way babe. ✊🏼🤜🏼🤛🏼 When you reach your lowest, look to your Highest; When I hit rock bottom, that's when I started looking up. It's all about looking up to get better. All we gotta do is look up to God. We don't put enough trust and/or time. We're either too broke, to desperate, and too rushed. We're not patient.being patient, that's one of the fruit of the spirits. It's hard to do all of those. Because it's hard to look up, but it's really easy to look down. Think about it. Let me use a physical example: when you use your phone, besides the fact that the other way looks wack, isn't it easier to hold your phone low and look down? Because you have to use your muscles. Just as when you have to rely on God you have to use your spiritual muscles to look up. 11:30 Things are better when they're cleaner. Pots, pans, shower heads, bongs, pieces, etc. 11:47 Ask for an aloe Vera plant in my room. This is about to turn into a jungle. 12:44 You know who I miss? Tran. I really miss Tran. I remember Aiwen's house being sooooo huge. Like ginormous haha. Do you remember that time we had a sleep over at Aiwen's house and Aiwen went to go sleep with his parents so it was just me, julie, Nate and Tran, and all we did was eat a bunch of junk food lol. Good times.

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December 31, 2016

12-31-17 The end of the year is almost finally here. Hard to believe huh? 366 days (it was a leap year). Man it's crazy how much you can grow in a year. It's funny how just a year can change so much. Look at julie: man what happened to that one. She was supposed to be the best. Let's just hope that she's not pregnant. Idk what I would do at all 12:45 I really hope Jeff and Brianne are together forever. They're amazing and I love them. Even if they don't love me back, that's okay. I have a lot of issues and it's kind of hard to deal with, but that's okay cuz I love them so much I gotta try to make them like me more. 12:52 Brianne still has the runs

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December 28, 2016

12-28-16 5:31 I love my dad, but man do I love my brother. He's the best brother I could ever ask for. He's super funny and really wise, and him being around just will always calm me down. He always makes me feel better. Love you Nate. Always and forever. Nathan: "My mean is like, super mean. Like newsworthy mean." Me: "(imitating news anchor) And we're back to being you breaking news: man is wanted for being super mean. More information to follow." Nathan: lmao shut up

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December 22, 2016

12-22-16 Almost Christmas, darn. Okay so you know how Santa delivers all the presents in the world in one night? That mean that he works Christmas Eve, right? Because you're supposed to wake up to see presents. And then the white kids go crazy and open them, but if you have like a super annoying big family like mine you have to wait till after dinner and take pictures of you opening and it and all that weird sentimental bullshit. 10:07 I think in the year 2017 we should all tweet (post,share,write) "I love *insert something that you love right here*" with your own special hashtag, everyday single day for the year, then on New Year's Eve you can go back and look at everything that you loved for that year.

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December 21, 2016

12-21-16 11:54 The word "why" is the answer to everything in the universe if asked a s a question. Think about it, as long as someone keeps asking "Why?", then the questions will never be able to stop, thus, resulting in the definition of the universe. Just like how the universe is infinite, the question why is as well. 11:57 I like the name Simone or Sloane.

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December 17, 2016

12-17-16 8:40 It's the Christmas party. It's good I guess. I'm kind of getting anxiety. But it's cool. Haha. The drinks that Santee brought are so funny. It's like rice pudding lmaoooooo. I'm sad. Idk. Like, I shouldn't be. I have everything. But it still feels empty inside. And I know depression is a choice but it seems like I can't make any other choice than the wrong ones. I try. I really do but even then it's still nothing. And I can't do anything. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. I have to go. It's time to leave. I'm done. I'm gone. I'm out. You won't find me here. It's time. 3. 2. 1. Bye. 10:44 This is the real deal. If it's time, I just wanted to say that I love you; all of you. I even love the ones that it may seem like I hated. But honestly. I just want to love everyone one, but I would much rather have everyone love me. And for some people to love you, you have to hate some. But that's dumb and selfish. I see it now. So please, do me a favor and love. Love everyone. Love thy neighbor as thy self, and love thy self for God loved thee. And God is love. 10:49 To all of the boys in my life, thanks. To all the girls in my life, thanks. I don't have much to say besides I'm sorry. I'm sorry I couldn't make you any proud. Im sorry I'm a fuck up. But know that the love I have for you is unconditional. Mom, you will always be the most beautiful, wonderful, amazing human being in the whole wide world. You were always right, even when you were wrong, and I could never stay mad at you. Dad, papa bear, chief, thank you. You are the smartest, wisest, funniest, realist guy I know. You're blunt and smart and it's hard to argue with you because you are so dang smart. I wish I could have the brain and nose of you because you are the smartest man in my life. I love you. Nathan, Nate the feg. I love you brother. You are so good. And so pure and I absolutely look up to you and respect you. You are the coolest dude on earth, and you deserve even more. Thank you, Nate. 11:00 Julie, jul, everyone wants to write it jewel, and maybe its nicer that way, but you'll always be jul to me. You are beautiful, inside and out. Although you act like this and that you are the strongest, toughest, prettiest girl ever. You are so capable and one day you're gonna find a man that treats you like the queen that you are. You're always going to be terrible in the kitchen, you are going to be an even better person, and even greater mom. 11:04 I don't what else to say, or who else to thank (or blame) for the way I turned out. Aileen, Kat, Waterford kids, ahheeyah Adrian and Danny, Jeff, Brianne, Vincent, etc. I love a lot of you 11:27 Brandon, I love that I met you. But as a short term. Idk what I was even thinking that a guy like you would be for me.

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December 16, 2016

12-16-16 12:47 That's good. It always sucks to find out that the person you told everything too really has zero fucks to give about you.

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December 15, 2016

12-15-16 BWW •SWEET BBQ •garlic Parmesan •honey BBQ •hot •Mango habanero 10:11 I'm gonna put a temporary tattoo in the same spot for a year, then one day get it actually tattooed so my mom will be so used to seeing me with a tattoo she won't even get mad. #infalliblelogic

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December 13, 2016

12-13-16 9:27 Wow. It's so weird how an old scent can take you back. 9:29 Kevin So will always be the one that I get nervous around, and the one that will always be my mcm. 9:35 Okay. So I tried falling asleep but my eyes were hurting every time I closed them. Why does that sound so emo. What is being emo anyway. But anyway. I'm high as shit right now. And like, why did you even right swipe on me haha. That's so funny. But what ev's, we chillin. We're friends. And that's all we're ever gonna be, right? Because let's be honest. I'm too damn high maintenance and it's kind of annoying. But anyway. I legit feel like I'm sinking into the ground. Like falling into a hole. A hole like a vagina. Sex. What. You me. Lmaoooooooo. Wut. Again. I'm lost. I don't even know where this is going or what I am doing but I just wanted to say high. I think you're cool. But I don't think it'd be good if we hung out. Like, I don't want you to have a shattered memory of me. And likewise. So with that being said. Have a great one, Brandon. Good luck. Bye. This is just a sniped into the high thoughts of hannah. After all, I was just saying high 😛 10:04 Some dreams happen in the blink of an eye.

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December 12, 2016

12-12-16 6:56 I remember when it was 12-12-12 haha. Good times. Anyway, I'm going to tell Danny that he has to grow up. Because he's a 30 year old man acting like a 17 year old boy. Listening to this genuinely hurts my ears. 7:00 I think Danny's parents are a actually really bummed that their son is still single and living with him. Like I can picture him coming home from work and his mom saying "តើអ្នករកភរិយាមួយនៅឡើយទេ? [tae anak rk phriyea muoy nowlaey te?]" and him just awkwardly walking into him room saying "no ma. Not today *insert Danny's squeaky high pitched nervous laugh here* what I really wanted to say to him was "no Bitch. It's cuz you're a 30 year old fuckin' man living in him parents home, single, and lonely as hell.", but I played it nice. "Like. Kids are not supposed to like hanging out with adults. And that's what we all are. We are kids. Nate, Jeff, B, and I. We're all just kids. And kids only like kids so since we like you that makes you a kid as well. " 7:47 Just because someone is asexual doesn't mean they don't want a relationship. 9:33 I think Nathan has low key mental retardation. Like, bro this nigga is dumb. I asked him what fickle meant, and he said "isn't that poop? Like fickle matter." 9:58 If someone is sick, and you drink their medicine, would you still get their sichkness? Cuz like, you're drinking their medicine.

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December 11, 2016

12-11-16 11:33 And if a double-decker bus Crashes in to us To die by your side Is such a heavenly way to die And if a ten ton truck Kills the both of us To die by your side Well the pleasure, the privilege is mine Oh, there is a light and it never goes out There is a light and it never goes out There is a light and it never goes out There is a light and it never goes out There is a light and it never goes out There is a light and it never goes out There is a light and it never goes out There is a light and it never goes out There is a light and it never goes out 12:15 The song Fall In Luv will dub perfectly over any hip hop video. No matter what

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December 6, 2016

12-6-16 12:38 am "Well why can't you just stop thinking about her. I mean, she hurts you, right? Can't you just push her out of your mind?" The boy sat and rested with his head at the base of the tree trunk, placed him elbow onto his perched leg, gently placing his fist against his lips and responded to his friend, "it's not that easy when she's everywhere." He elaborated, "I feel her when I'm looking at the beauty of nature. Remembering the things she loved about it. I hear her during the movies we'd watch, or in the shows that we went to on the first and fifth date. I hear her in the songs that used to be her favorites. Listening to her sing at her own pitch wile the song play in the background. I taste her kisses. Whatever sweet tasting lip balm she was wearing that day. I smell her in the my clothes. The way she'd always make me put the blue softening to the full line. I smell her wearing my clothes. How I could offer to buy her a million hoodies, but she just wanted the one that smelled like me. When she's finally give it back, it smelled like her." While still gazing off into the distance, he grinned. A kind of half happy half sad grin and said "so no, I can't stop. I feel, hear, see, taste, and smell her everywhere. She was everything."

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December 4, 2016

12-4-16 1:27 *look up 'if you were sitting in a rectangular box, would sitting at different sides affect your brain differently'" 1:29 My plan to get a good nights sleep failed because I am now more awake than ever. Okay so, weed is not bad for you. Smoking is. And not tobacco. I mean smoking itself. Think about it, if it's not good to inhale smoke in like a camp fire, or inhale around a burning building (bad example), why it be okay to inhale any smoke at all. And it's bad to breathe from your mouth anyway. *look up 'is your nose connected to your brain'* 1:36 Dude I'm roasting people on bumble right now and this shits dooooooooope this guy looks like a fuckin loser who told his audience "okay. When I raise my hands like this I want you guys to cheer for me." Because I don't have any fans. Look at me I'm a fucking dweeb. "hey. Um excuse me sir. Hi. Yeah. Hey. Uhhh.(slightly leaned over, swaying his arms back and forth like a loser) I was thinkin if you'd maybe like to help me out by taking a picture with me with you pointing pretending to actually who the fuck I am." "duhh huh. I lyykkee girl. Uhh huh" "I look like d pwyde" HOLAAAAY SHEEIIIT I look terrifying in this photo. Oh my gaaad.

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December 3, 2016

12-3-16 9:36 Do you ever feel like you're not high enough. Like "woah. People are still assholes and I'm still able to see negativity"; not high enough. But then do you feel too high. Like "what the fuck bro I have super sonic hearing and I can read inside that persons mind."; or when you swear that you can predict the future. Like side check this, the world is gonna end with World War III, organic fruit, the fall of industrialization [machines and modern stuff (please correct me if I'm wrong hahahahahahahah idek broooooooolloloool)], and then God is gonna come back. Remember that God loves everyone, and will always love you. He just wants you to love Him back :). Good night and thank you for listening to my high thought. Love, hannaH 11:01 Christine and Destiny Atiya are fuckin abg rejects lmao. 11:01 Hmm. Brandon sucks at texting 😒 I hope I'm not boring him or weirding him out. I kind of did start to think that I liked him hahah