theinsideisfucked

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Oh no.. I’m scared

[theinsideisfucked]

Why the question of “am I loved by you still” and not “do you know that I always feel loved by you” ?

[theinsideisfucked]

I have nothing if I can’t feel

[theinsideisfucked]

When I can breath I can feel again.

This is why it’s worth to be alive.

[theinsideisfucked]

Why wouldn’t you contact me when I’m drunk and I need your love

[theinsideisfucked]

Think I’m starting to feel again

[theinsideisfucked]

”I will endure a lifetime of missing you for the privelige of loving you."

[theinsideisfucked]

You’re like poetry, not because you’re poetry in its self but because you make words flow by just looking at the world

[theinsideisfucked]

I can feel the nicotine leave my body. The abstinence is real but not painful

[theinsideisfucked]

I’ve never given my time to someone who I feel waisted it.

My time, your time, my feelings, your feelings matter equally. Be respectful to yourself and your loved ones

[theinsideisfucked]

It’s almost like a relief because now you finally know why you didn’t feel like your self even though it’s disheartening to know that you lost yourself.

All you knew was that something was wrong. Barely felt it before it was Beyond your control. How does one lose its being ? The attributes that was YOU; vanished or hidden?

You can come back now. Be reminded not forgotten. Purpose is important and can be a must for lifelong fulfillment.

[theinsideisfucked]

I don’t want for this night to end

[theinsideisfucked]

I just felt new life entering me… wow

[theinsideisfucked]

Today I almost cried because I felt happiness again

[theinsideisfucked]

I used to live with more meaning

[theinsideisfucked]

I used to live more passionately

[theinsideisfucked]

What the hell is going on with myself.