thelamb12-2-22

[thelamb12-2-22]

me when i feel fucking stupud so now im 6 again wondering why none of the kids want to be around me during recess

[thelamb12-2-22]

are you worried about me like im worried about you <:(

[thelamb12-2-22]

i feel like im pawing at a cold bird

[thelamb12-2-22]

i dont really know where to go again because i feel so so bad and all i want is to make it go away for me and yku but i. dont know what to do and im receiving and receiving and feeling sick

[thelamb12-2-22]

i love you so much oh my god i love thinking about you

[thelamb12-2-22]

in the midst of me not wanting to wake up each morning so i dont have to take a medication that i never wanted and physically cannot take, you check my fucking grades? you run around with my failing? hey i wonder why im fucking failing maria

[thelamb12-2-22]

god forbid im a 15 year old boy, right 36 YEAR OLD WOMAN?????

[thelamb12-2-22]

HGHV DUDE AND AORRY BUT TO ADD. THREE FUCKING BANDS AT LEASTE HAVE BEEN ABLE TO DO EVERY SINGLE EVENT. BROTHER.

dude not trying 2 sound ungrateful or anything but. me n him havent had a single performance thus entire fucking year and the ONLY issue we've had was my projection and i would literally have A FUCKING MICROPHONE. dude!!! a band with two of the most tonedeaf people who did not harmonize at all was allowed to play at homecoming what. is going on. zero performances at all

[thelamb12-2-22]

dude not trying 2 sound ungrateful or anything but. me n him havent had a single performance thus entire fucking year and the ONLY issue we've had was my projection and i would literally have A FUCKING MICROPHONE. dude!!! a band with two of the most tonedeaf people who did not harmonize at all was allowed to play at homecoming what. is going on. zero performances at all

[thelamb12-2-22]

frick my srupid idiot life why do i have to tell myself that i need to help them every tkme why do i owe them :(

[thelamb12-2-22]

I HOPE I HESR THE ECHO OF THE CHOIR THROUGH THE CHURCH

[thelamb12-2-22]

I CANT CARRY THE EORLD ON TOP OF MY SHOULDERS

[thelamb12-2-22]

imogen heaps "just for now" intro makes me feel like i've just given up entirely and had the worst breakdown and im being put to bed and im 5

[thelamb12-2-22]

hnmggg im too much im terirbke im rettbile n horirbke

[thelamb12-2-22]

i feel so insecure and insignificant it physically pains me

[thelamb12-2-22]

I NEED SOMEONE TO CRADLE ME AND GIVE ME THE TIME OF DAY FOREVER. MY NEEDS WILL ALWAYS BE TOO MUCH. I WAS NOT PROVIDED FOR FOR 11 YEARS. I TRY TO FIND IT IN OTHERS AND THEY FAIL ME EVERY TIME.

[thelamb12-2-22]

I FEEL DISGUSTING THAT I CONTINUE TO THINK ABOUT YOU THIS WAY WHEN THIS SITUATIONIS HAPPENINF. I FEEL DISGUSTING THAT I WAS DENIED ADORING YOU FOR A SCREEN I FEEL DISGUSTING EVERY MOVE I MAKE EVERY FUCKING THING I SAY I FEEL DISGUSTING I NEED I NEED I NEED I NEED INENED INEED IENDNE DINEE NE IEND