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In an unfair world having no talent at 27 you should quit its not worrh it. i am done.
at this point of age my friends dont pick up my call. idk if they took it into their heart that i cannot pay the 500 that i took or its just not worth talking to me. no worries Allah i am ready and done with this life anytime just waiting for you. heaven or hell i will leave it upto you.
please forgive me for all the promises i couldnt keep or the way i behaved with everyone.
one last wish i hope i get to fall in a trance or in a sleepy way that i have a good life. for all eternity i want that dream think of it as a punishment or a last wish from a banda from this life.
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even religion o mone hoitese cursed for me. suicide o haram kire bhai ? i need to have atleast something? kanna ashtese kanteo partesi na thik thak moto frustration e. bap ma kono bebsha o raikha diye jaye nai je kisu ekta backup thakbe. kire bhai sodo thekei obostha hobe eijonne amar? drugs are the only way that can help me to cope up ? Allah tumi amaro uthay nao please i am done with this life. i dont want jannat jahannam or anything. just remove me from existence as jotodur exist kortesi eta korar theke na korao bhalo. its not pleasant . and i dont see hope at all Allah. labh ki kisu kore ? amar jibon ta e faltu ami manush tao faltu. first er dike mone kortam shobai ke help kortesi maybe thats my purpose but shetao ekhon ar mone hoye na. hat kata kati korar jonne blade kinte gesilam blade ekhane pawa o jaye na lol. i fcking hate my life
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here in one of the most beautiful park i have seen in my life but alone and missing you
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kisher labh ki ami jani na. apatoto i dont see a point in life. got addicted to ganja at this point the only thing which is calming my anxiety and overthinking.
jani na kopale ki ase but either a job or dying or any good news in lofe would help nad motivate me atleast
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this world is not a place for mid level guys like me its just sad even though trying to push everything to be better i just cant beat or go closer to the base one.
is this it for me ? anyone ? if you guys see all of these please help provide a bit of comfort atleast ? i have no one honestly . my lifes just normal having a huge break i am roaming around the city alone. never get called or included at anything
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in a world full of talented, smart and genius people i am just an average guy who has average records in everything i do basically
life is tough for people like me we strive we cannot balance and we get burned out and fall out
later we wait for death
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my karma from all those years are accumulating and its hitting back daily for the last couple of years kids be very kind to people do not turn like me
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what do i do ? who do i talk to ?
ALLAH are you seeing me ? I am not capable enough to do anything. I begged to you to bring me in this country you heard me. Now for my thesis and conference i cannot complete the code. My friend was helping me so far thanks to you i could manage a friend who would help me in my codes. yes you helped me. He dont want to work on the code i see from his oniha of meeting me these days prioritizes some normal things over the work when he completely knows when the due date is. Its just my problem at the very end. I dont understand the codes i am doing and anything.
who do i share my incapabilities or my problems to ? No one has solution or helping hand in mind. But believe me Allah i am a good person i forget everything when someone asks for help. I dont want to have the thing i had back in 2021 its been almost 3 years from that now. I dont want to die but if needed i will just keep on cutting myself till you or someone hears me. Its been 3 years i cant ommit the idea of taking my life. I definitely need help i also feel like a beggar these days. right now its so hard to breathe cant even cry.
For years i have no one to talk to no one around me who would help they only listen and judges among themselves in their inner conversation circle trust me i know by seeing their eyes. What do i do ? what is wrong with me ? why am i not capable enough ? should i just quit ?
I AM LOST PEOPLE FOR THREE YEARS NOW
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guys i went to the doctor today my health is decling its like i have no issues on me but i am getting skinny day by day . the doctor was nice suggested me to go through a dietician and counselor. I dont have the money these days to afford any medicine how do i say it to them ? i am skipping a meal these days so that i can survive in here. i am trying my best guys. i already have a credit card debt have nothing in my pocket bought a case of beer and just gonna pass this day. right now i am waiting in the parking lot to meet a friend. if i get a job i might get another chance to shine but not everyone gets to shine its just my shiny era has passed. everyone asks me if i am dating someone or something going on in my life ? i say them its just me the most boring person there is. i feel no motivation to do anything at all. i just wanna die thats it. end the suffering for me please i request Allah
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why eould you wish to leave this place ? you have everything you wanted
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it is tough for people like me to survive here in america. first of all its just me no one else plus i am an introvert and wait up it gets worse. also i do not have enough skills. i know people are gonna say everyone is alone in life bruh please. I am like alone alone i talked with my parenta maybe 2 weeks ago even though my sister has enough resources taking help from her would be like stabbing myself in a conscious mind. what do i do people ? i dont even have anyone to share these talks or talk my everyday things or anything with anyone. I have tasted my loneliness in these 27 years of my life i am disgusted by myself. I am thinking of going back to my country if i do not get a job. maybe i will be loser maybe i am a loser and living life like that but what else to do ? illegally staying here is not an option because it goes against my personality. I am not sure if any one reads this or any of my post if any one does please like help me by lending and ear or something?
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i dont see the point of having facebook or messenger or instgram i dont even get a single text message from anyone at all i am 26 no love no friends just me. will i be able to take on life ?
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those who begs the almighty to finish their lives for themselves lives the longest
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Allah if you sending us to this earth please give us a fair starting point atleast
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i might go insane at some point in my life if i am admitted to a mental hospital or a center i request the staff there please try to understand me and go a bit easy on me. give me all the test drugs if possible i want to quit as soon as possible i dont see any other way during that time
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Hey Allah i dont know if you are reading this bossman i know i will be alone and a person with no love all i wanted from you is that i dont want to be rich or anything just take a look in my career and i am good you knew i literally had no one to share anything. you know all of this. you were supposed to be the bestest planner. then why is my life a complete shit ?
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my religion doesnt allow me to believe in past life but maybe i did something horrible at some point of my life or maybe before i dont know maybe thats why Allah is punishing me
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