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Realest.

“Have you ever met someone who you can’t get tired of seeing  everyday?” he asked. “Someone who makes your heart smile and puts a  sweet shiver to your spine. Someone who can sit with you all day even if  you talk about nonsense things. Have you ever known someone who never  asked for you to change yourself? Someone who accepts you just the way  you are. Someone who never wants you to lose yourself just by loving  them. Someone who treats you in the best possible way without expecting  too much from you.” he paused and thought of that someone he’s been talking about. It all comes to his mind. The way she genuinely smiles as if there are millions of fireflies that suddenly showed up at the night  sky. The way she looks at her as if he is the most stunning person in  the universe. His heart seems to love everything he feels. And for  that, he is grateful to know a person like her. He smiled and  continued, “Haven’t you met someone you thought—will never exists in  this world? Someone you thought you will never meet. Because I have met  someone who I thought will only appear in my dreams.”

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There she is, The moon

She's always there,

with her in the darkness,

you finally see She's always there never too close, and never too far

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Balance.

It’s no surprise to anyone that life is hard. This was something that I was told very early on. My father told me that no matter how settled I get in my ways, this world is going to find a way to keep me balanced. And it took me a very long time to understand what he meant by that. These past few years have personally been so hard for me. I reached new lows I never knew existed. But ironically, these past few years have been some of the best years of my life. And why is it like that? Why is it a constant battle? Why is it a push and pull? Why is it a give and take? That’s life I guess. “That’s life.” A phrase that gets used all the time but it’s never really understood. That’s life is something you’re told when you need consolation. When things didn’t go your way. It’s what people tell you when you are defeated. It’s what you hear when you lost hope. For some, people reach this point and they give up. They stop fighting for what they want because they don’t see the point. They’ve lost sight and feel crushed by the defeat. Surround themselves with it. But if you forget the drive, if you lose the fight, then what do you have? What are you really living for? If everything goes your way and you get everything you want, then where’s the balance? When do you get to appreciate? When do you get to love? How do you get to cherish? Why are you alive? Balance. Some people will never understand it. It pains me to know that some can’t see a reason to smile. Some only concentrate on the negatives. They long for a life of perfection that isn’t coming. If I’ve learned anything from these past few years its that our time on this earth is precious. So I will continue to keep my head up and I will continue to push on. I won’t give up the fight. I wear this unwavering smile because I have to. I smile because I know that I am living my life to its fullest potential. I smile because I am very lucky. I smile at the give, I smile at the take. I smile because despite what I’ve been through, I know I am not the only one. And above all I smile because I am still here..

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I Don’t Know What My Future Holds, But I Know Who Holds It.

I would talk to the Moon. 384.400 Km away and I can still feel its Gravity.

On behalf of all the things and works in this world I would have done just to reach you, I have done it. I was always trying. And if this the last chance I had, I would just take it.

Maybe things don’t happen for a reason. Maybe we’re just grasping for ways to make sense of the chaos around us. Maybe we’re giving meaning to things that have no meaning. Maybe we’re clinging to hope so hard that we forget about reality. What if we’re wrong and nothing is meant to be? We’re just lost souls wandering endlessly, desperately seeking comfort from the notion that things will work out in the end no matter what. What if we’ve tricked ourselves into believing that everything will be okay in the end just so we don’t have to face the reality that maybe it won’t?

We always seem to forget that everything is temporary. We postpone our feelings and words to another day, another week, another month, another year. Everything is temporary. Forever is an empty promise. And I am sure, as sure as day changes to night time, we will soon forget each other. But I’d rather dying empty than I lost my forever. Forever is a long way, but yes I wanna spend it not alone.

Do you know a story about a boy?

Once upon a time, there was a boy who loved a girl, and her laughter was a question he wanted to spend his whole life answering. And luckily, he loved every single answer he found.

Heartbroken was never ever be something we can hide. Losing someone we really care about. It feels like we missed something of our biggest part in ourselves and leave us empty.

But when someone asked “How did you get so empty?”

I want to tell em ‘When people leave, they take a part of you with them. So many have left and there’s nothing left to take.’

Then they will tell you ‘Please don’t be sad.’

Then I told em ‘You can’t be sad when you’re empty. You can’t be anything at all’.

I didn’t want to kiss you goodbye, that was the trouble; I wanted to kiss you goodnight. And there’s a lot of difference.

“In the end, only three things matter: how much you loved, how gently you lived and how gracefully you let go of things not meant for you.” Buddha.

You may hate people, but you cannot forget how they make you feel.

If only I had a chance and more chance, I would love to share everything and told the truth of all, to the Moon, before its getting lost in the nigh sight.

We are brighter when we are close, aren’t we?

You can always find me in your darkest night and I will always find you in my brightest day.