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Here r the afformentioned drawings, sashamilla doodles from class + campers from memory. I was also wondering whether Sasha would actually enjoy the club at all but I think the answer is solidly no, too many people but he would like German industrial techno or smth + too lazy to crop lawl

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This is absolutely canon

very dumb headcanon but i like to imagine baby sasha loved hokey action/sci-fi movies starring arnold schwarzneger and thats partially why he specializes in psi blast

No no you are absolutely correct, I think he'd love cheesy sci-fi movies and would be able to appreciate those that use practical effects on a technical level

I think he would've enjoyed John Carpenter's "The Thing" and the alien franchise

[thenecropolix]

very dumb headcanon but i like to imagine baby sasha loved hokey action/sci-fi movies starring arnold schwarzneger and thats partially why he specializes in psi blast

No no you are absolutely correct, I think he'd love cheesy sci-fi movies and would be able to appreciate those that use practical effects on a technical level

I think he would've enjoyed John Carpenter's "The Thing" and the alien franchise

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"just you."

(cw: pregnancy, light discussion of sasha and milla's traumas)

sasha nein's going to be a father. he's handling it about as well as he can.

"I'm pregnant," Milla says, a private, vulnerable smile gracing her lips, and the axis of Sasha's world abruptly tips about 45 degrees, knocking him right off the surface of the planet and out into orbit.

Or, so he thinks.

In reality, he stands there gaping at her, stood so still she privately suspects he may have gone completely into shock, straight into power saving mode, all circuits are busy, please try again later. Her brows furrow. She knows Sasha better than anyone at this point in his life, and she's never seen him have a reaction this dramatic. Sure, they hadn't been trying, but they'd said if it happened by some mistake or miracle.. well, they more than likely wouldn't say no.

She supposes he wasn't expecting it to happen so soon. ..or at all.

Carefully, telegraphing her movements to him, she slides a gloved hand up to cup his face, stroking along a high cheekbone with her thumb. "Sasha, my darling, come back to me? I'd very much like if we could have a talk about this, once I can reach you from wherever you've squirreled yourself away." She waits for him. She always waits for him. (it's never a burden. Many years ago, he was the one who waited for her.) 

She's not going to prod him through their telepathic link; she'd clamped down on her end beforehand, severing their connection to allow him the privacy of his own thoughts. Admittedly, it's partially for her. She'd prefer not to know if his immediate reaction is negative.

Of course, this means that she doesn't know, cannot know how he's actually feeling. Which is mostly very overwhelmed. Milla is.. they're going to... he's going to be.. Frankly, if he finishes any of those thoughts, he might have to go psiblast the nearest window and hop right out of it. 

..She can't be. Well, she can be, and she is, and it's genuinely a very exciting thought, except for the part where Milla becoming a mother is the first step in the actualization of his greatest fear.

If Milla has a baby, that will make her fallible. She’ll no longer be the woman he met, powerful in her confidence and care. She’ll be vulnerable. His father always spoke of his mother (on those few rare occasions he was willing) as if she’d been completely untouchable, as though she’d made the sun shine and the flowers bloom. If she’d been so wonderful, so capable of anything.. what had been the variable that led to her demise? It had to be him.

He doesn’t want to be the nail in the coffin for another woman he loves.

Milla is already a mother in many ways; she treats every child at Whispering Rock as her own, much the same as she did for the children in the orphanage, a long time ago. There’s also the obvious. Morris. It’s not the same with him. She is his mother in name and in role, but their relationship has always been in a gray area, something between parent and confidante.

So he worries, now, what bearing a biological child will do to her. Many would think it’s foolish, but it’s a superstition he’s carried for as long as he remembers. Mothers are cursed.

He remembers too late he has to actually respond to Milla, that she must be worried sick, thinking he doesn’t want her, doesn’t want them to have a family. He shakes the fog out of his head, and attempts to give her all the attention she deserves.

"..You," Sasha croaks, coming back to himself, and Milla nearly jumps as he seems to remember where he is, what conversation he’s having. "really?"

Her expression softens. There’s nothing she can do now but nod. "I wouldn't have told you if I wasn't sure, baby."

He gives her a headlong, flustered look. She catches a glimpse of how wide his eyes are behind his glasses. "And you're..." He gestures vaguely, prompting her to answer a question he doesn't know how to ask.

"Fine. ..Tired, but I'm healthy." She catches his hand, sliding their fingers together. She very nearly manages to put a smile on his face, which she’ll count as a win. "And happy. Very happy."

His free hand hovers about her, unsure and unwilling to reach out to her. Gently, she guides the questing hand down to her hip. That's safe for both of them, and frankly very hard to miss. "Are you happy?" She asks him, and preps herself for any answer he could give.

"It's incredibly complicated," he responds, and that's not one of the answers she'd been anticipating, but she listens to him without judgment. "I... love you, and I wouldn't turn down an opportunity like this. But I'm inclined to be.. afraid. That something will happen to you. ..it's unavoidable."

After hearing something so sweet, Milla simply can't help herself. She surges forward to kiss him silly.

He squawks in surprise and embarrassment, and she only kisses him harder, willing him to spend just a moment without overthinking. When she pulls away, his entire face is flushed. She likes that she can do that to him.

“You’re such a gentleman,” she coos, and she thinks her cheeks are starting to hurt with the force of her smile, “so kind. So considerate. We’ll do this together, yes? My knight in shining armor will be there to lend an ear if I have concerns?”

“Always,” he says, and his response is so swift that it makes her want to cry. “I’m just worried that I’ll lose you.”

Milla shakes her head, gently nudges his chin so she can kiss him properly on the forehead. “You won’t.”

“You don’t know that.”

“I do. You won’t lose me. I won’t let that happen, darling. Put a bit of faith in me.”

“All of my faith, and everything else. I’ll give you everything you need.”

She kisses him again, bumping their foreheads together. “I already have what I need. Just you.”

[thenecropolix]

Using your post about Lars meeting Otto and mayhaps kissing, I got a server of ppl hooked on the ship. Fuck yeah

Are you for real

Oh my god hahahaha

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Theoretically let's say Sasha managed to get back in touch with his dad and they make up

Can you imagine Sasha introducing Raz to his dad and Herr Nein is like "new grandson??" and comments on how much Raz reminds him of Sasha when he was a boy much to his embarrassment

Also please consider Sasha's actual dad meeting his adopted dad(s) Otto and/or Ford

Let the peepaws unite and discuss about their boy and fluster him as much as they can (and mayhaps also kiss?? who knows)

[thenecropolix]

did I tell you how Sasha's name is most like an Americanized version of the German name Sascha?

I saw that yes!

I also understand that it's apparently a nickname for the name Alexander

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I feel bad for laughing but this is too funny

Oh my god

Sasha's mom meeting Raz while this is happening though

Theoretically let's say Sasha managed to get back in touch with his dad and they make up

Can you imagine Sasha introducing Raz to his dad and Herr Nein is like "new grandson??" and comments on how much Raz reminds him of Sasha when he was a boy much to his embarrassment

Also please consider Sasha's actual dad meeting his adopted dad(s) Otto and/or Ford

Let the peepaws unite and discuss about their boy and fluster him as much as they can (and mayhaps also kiss?? who knows)

[thenecropolix]

Theoretically let's say Sasha managed to get back in touch with his dad and they make up

Can you imagine Sasha introducing Raz to his dad and Herr Nein is like "new grandson??" and comments on how much Raz reminds him of Sasha when he was a boy much to his embarrassment

Also please consider Sasha's actual dad meeting his adopted dad(s) Otto and/or Ford

Let the peepaws unite and discuss about their boy and fluster him as much as they can (and mayhaps also kiss?? who knows)

[thenecropolix]

RIGHT

LIKE

THAT POOR WOMAN

TRYING TO COMFORT HER HUSBAND AND SON

BUT SHE'S IN THE BODY OF SOME CRACKPOT OLD GUY W/ NO CONCEPT OF ETHICS IN THE NAME OF SCIENCE

Theoretically let's say Sasha managed to get back in touch with his dad and they make up

Can you imagine Sasha introducing Raz to his dad and Herr Nein is like "new grandson??" and comments on how much Raz reminds him of Sasha when he was a boy much to his embarrassment

Also please consider Sasha's actual dad meeting his adopted dad(s) Otto and/or Ford

Let the peepaws unite and discuss about their boy and fluster him as much as they can (and mayhaps also kiss?? who knows)

[thenecropolix]

I can only imagine the stark contrast in taste between Sasha's mom and Otto Mentallis

Theoretically let's say Sasha managed to get back in touch with his dad and they make up

Can you imagine Sasha introducing Raz to his dad and Herr Nein is like "new grandson??" and comments on how much Raz reminds him of Sasha when he was a boy much to his embarrassment

Also please consider Sasha's actual dad meeting his adopted dad(s) Otto and/or Ford

Let the peepaws unite and discuss about their boy and fluster him as much as they can (and mayhaps also kiss?? who knows)

[thenecropolix]

Theoretically let's say Sasha managed to get back in touch with his dad and they make up

Can you imagine Sasha introducing Raz to his dad and Herr Nein is like "new grandson??" and comments on how much Raz reminds him of Sasha when he was a boy much to his embarrassment

Also please consider Sasha's actual dad meeting his adopted dad(s) Otto and/or Ford

Let the peepaws unite and discuss about their boy and fluster him as much as they can (and mayhaps also kiss?? who knows)

[thenecropolix]

I just know everyone in the psychic 7 would look at Lars like "blink twice if you're being held against your will" and Otto's like "jokes on you, he's into me" (bob: he has bad taste then)

Theoretically let's say Sasha managed to get back in touch with his dad and they make up

Can you imagine Sasha introducing Raz to his dad and Herr Nein is like "new grandson??" and comments on how much Raz reminds him of Sasha when he was a boy much to his embarrassment

Also please consider Sasha's actual dad meeting his adopted dad(s) Otto and/or Ford

Let the peepaws unite and discuss about their boy and fluster him as much as they can (and mayhaps also kiss?? who knows)

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This sounds like something Otto would say if someone asked about the situation

Oh god

Now you've got me thinking of a what if scenario where Otto met Lars and Sasha back during the golden days of the psychic 7 where Lars just lost Sasha's mom and now all of a sudden he runs into this chatterbox of an inventor fellow who is surprisingly good company and oh god are these feelings no no no—

Theoretically let's say Sasha managed to get back in touch with his dad and they make up

Can you imagine Sasha introducing Raz to his dad and Herr Nein is like "new grandson??" and comments on how much Raz reminds him of Sasha when he was a boy much to his embarrassment

Also please consider Sasha's actual dad meeting his adopted dad(s) Otto and/or Ford

Let the peepaws unite and discuss about their boy and fluster him as much as they can (and mayhaps also kiss?? who knows)

[thenecropolix]

Theoretically let's say Sasha managed to get back in touch with his dad and they make up

Can you imagine Sasha introducing Raz to his dad and Herr Nein is like "new grandson??" and comments on how much Raz reminds him of Sasha when he was a boy much to his embarrassment

Also please consider Sasha's actual dad meeting his adopted dad(s) Otto and/or Ford

Let the peepaws unite and discuss about their boy and fluster him as much as they can (and mayhaps also kiss?? who knows)

[thenecropolix]

Theoretically let's say Sasha managed to get back in touch with his dad and they make up

Can you imagine Sasha introducing Raz to his dad and Herr Nein is like "new grandson??" and comments on how much Raz reminds him of Sasha when he was a boy much to his embarrassment

Also please consider Sasha's actual dad meeting his adopted dad(s) Otto and/or Ford

Let the peepaws unite and discuss about their boy and fluster him as much as they can (and mayhaps also kiss?? who knows)

[thenecropolix]

I'm crying that's amazing

Forget asking Otto, the conversation with Lars would be hysterical

Theoretically let's say Sasha managed to get back in touch with his dad and they make up

Can you imagine Sasha introducing Raz to his dad and Herr Nein is like "new grandson??" and comments on how much Raz reminds him of Sasha when he was a boy much to his embarrassment

Also please consider Sasha's actual dad meeting his adopted dad(s) Otto and/or Ford

Let the peepaws unite and discuss about their boy and fluster him as much as they can (and mayhaps also kiss?? who knows)