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When Hard times Come's Along Don't Say: "Why me?" Say: "TRY ME"

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“I keep Hurting My self Cause I feel I am The problem”

I wanna Share my story… My Name Is Maria Katia Dimapindan i’m From Rome italy But I’m Filippina. I’m 15 Yrs old And I’m 2th In Superior.

I was Born In a Family Full Of Pride And Small Dreams. I have a Big sister And A Big brother. So i’m the youngest.

My Dad Was Addicted Of the lottery Ect. And My mom was So tired That She Give up On him And So my Dad Flight For Philippines. I was A Daddy’s girl, So when He’s Gone I was Divastated. My dad Promise me That He’ll Coming Back After 3 months.

But… Now I’m 15 Yrs old And My dad Is Not Here.. For 5 Yrs I didn’t See him After That episode. He Lie To me. He Let Go The Promise. When I was 12-13 Yrs Old, I was So angry Abouth My dad So I forced My Mind To Forget Everything Abouth him. To Forget He Was My father. But When I was 14 My Mom And I Decide To Send Me In the PH For Know Him To See If He’ll Really Change And If It Will be okey if He’ll Coming Back here in italy.

When I was In the PH I was So Scared Cause I didn’t Know him. In my Mind He Was Just A stranger. But in my Heart I know That He Is still my father. My Dream Is To become An Actress, So I decide So Tell him Everything Abouth it And Make him Know Me WHO I REALLY AM THAT IM NOT A KID ANYMORE. All He gave To me Was Just “You Dissapointed me” “If I knew That You Were Like that You Can Just Stay there in Italy And Not coming here.”

My Dad didn’t Accepted me. And Even know It Makes Me angry Cause i Always Feel That i’m the problem If Why He Not Coming Back. My Mom Still Don’t Want me. All She Did Is To Blame Abouth Everything Or Judge Me Abouth everything. “Omg Katia You need to do diet” or “Look at your self, You are Just Bones Eat Something” “You Are not Good At nothing” “I Think you Wont Never Be an actress” “Look At her She is perfect And you are not.”

My Mom Hates Me. My dad Don’t Aceppt Me. My brother Don’t Even Have A clue Of How I am. My Sister Is the only one who I can Trust Who can I Believe That She Accept Me For Who i am. But She Is Not Here. Shes Gone. She is At work Or too busy Abuth her Busyness.

The People Who i loved Don’t love me Back Don’ Accept Me For who i am. Everytime They Say “You are Not Good Enought” Sometimes I really believe Abouth That. -I’M NOT GOOD ENOUGHT- Maybe That’s Why People Leave me Easily. Maybe That’s Why I Don’t Trust Other people Because I don’t Trust my self eather.

This Cuts Rapprest Me. “I’m not Good enought” But I’M STILL FIGHITING. And I know One Day Someone Can Appreciate me. One Day I WILL LOVE MY SELF.

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"Theu lost someone Who loved them" ~Why You should me sad?

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Hi guys!😄

Welcome to my blog! I hope that Make This Blog Will Help me to Be an Ispiration for the Next generetion! I wanna Show You That We can Make This World Better If we Chose To be The first Who Wanna Talk Who wanna Show The World That There is hope For a Better World. ~I'm a Teenager With a Unrealistik Dream. And Sometimes We need to learn Other People's Mistakes For We To learn Abouth it. Sometimes When The Hard times Come Along, Just That Time We can Make Ours Decisons. -Be Stronger Or Stay Weak? Answer me In The comment!😚 Katia out😉💪