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Thinking about the gaggle’nain again and how Ghilan’nain is the youngest along with her twin and is Like That—I just know in my heart that the oldest set of twins, Athim’nain and Lathen’nain are a whole different genre of Freak.

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Ghil truly is a ‘the horrific experiments will continue until morale improves’ and then celebrates the improved morale with more horrific experiments.

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[For Ghilan'nain]

A God, you proclaim.

But a God could bring their love back to life. Reach out a hand, bade their spirit to return. A God would never die. A God would never weep.

You create, and your creations die. What manner of God would be satisfied with this? The perfect creation doesn't die. Doesn't bleed in your arms, doesn't whisper goodbye as her eyes close.

No God. The Wolf is right, Insignificance whispers softly in your ear. Your arms are empty because you could not stop her from dying. Your fingers and lips no longer feel hers because you cannot grasp past your own failure.

No God.

Not As Bad As It Could Have Been || Accepting || @valorcorrupt

Contrary to what most believe a God does not mean all powerful. Neither does it mean immortal in the traditional sense, Ghilan'nain has found. Andruil, her wife and divinity is not as she once was. The spirit still lingers, in so much as every spirit ripped asunder lingers. Perhaps, someday, her love will find herself whole again. Ghilan'nain does not have room in her own heart for hope.

She barely as room for a heart, two of them beat in her chest for how could she simply leave it to wither.

There is a fundamental misunderstanding of nature on the part of this blood clot of a being, staining her presence with such thoughts. That even the Gods can tamper with the flow of life, that they should. Of course, they have more claim to it than most, their hands manipulate the strings of fate. Cutting flyaway bits when they get in the way--That was what Andruil was to Mythal.

A mistake she needed to correct, so Ghilan'nain felt no true sadness when the mother goddess was shattered before them. She would coalesce again one day and perhaps she would learn the same lesson that she endeavored to teach Andruil. It's doubtful, of course, the eldest of their pantheon rarely have space within them for change any longer.

"I know that My Goddess is dead for I tore her throat out myself," There is a spluttering sound, flesh writhing in ways it was never meant to. What is meant to be however, has never been of much interest to Ghilan'nain, "I ate her heart while she watched because that is what the love of a Goddess is."

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Vhenatish'an learning rock paper scissors from Manfred and it turning into an eternal tie because neither of them realize they can pick something besides paper.

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I really do feel like I got off easier with my merc attack by virtue of having a character so megalomaniacal that nothing is her fault—

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Chappell Roan's The Rise and Fall of a Midwest Princess Sentence Prompts

A series of prompts taken from Chappell Roan's album, possible nsft content. Change bits and bobs as needed

01. Femininomenon

❝ Same old story, time again. Got so close but then you lost it. ❞ ❝ Should've listened to your friends about his girlfriend back in Boston. ❞ ❝ You sent him pictures and playlists and phone sex. ❞ ❝ I'm so sick of online love and I don't understand why can't any man? ❞ ❝ Um, can you play a song with a fucking beat? ❞ ❝ Make a bitch go on and on. ❞ ❝ It's a femininomenon. ❞ ❝ So let's say it's working out. ❞ ❝ You pretend to love his mother. ❞ ❝ Lying to your friends about how he's such a goddamn good lover. ❞ ❝ Got what you wanted, so stop feeling sorry. ❞ ❝ I'm so sick of online love. ❞ ❝ And I don't understand, why can't any man? ❞ ❝ Dude, can you play a song with a fucking beat? ❞ ❝ You know what I mean and you know what you need and so does he. ❞ ❝ But does it happen? No! ❞ ❝ Well, what we really need is a femininomenon! ❞ ❝ Did you hear me? Play the fucking beat! ❞

02. Red Wine Supernova

❝ She was a playboy, Brigitte Bardot. ❞ ❝ She showed me things I didn't know. ❞ ❝ She did it right there out on the deck, put her canine teeth in the side of my neck. ❞ ❝ I'm in the hallway waiting for you. ❞ ❝ I just want you to make a move. ❞ ❝ So slow down, sit down, it's new. ❞ ❝ I just wanna get to know you. ❞ ❝ Guess I didn't quite think it through. ❞ ❝ Fell in love with the thought of you. Now I'm choked up, face down, burnt out. ❞ ❝ Baby, why don't you come over? ❞ ❝ I don't care that you're a stoner. ❞ ❝ I like what you like. ❞ ❝ Long hair, no bra. It's my type. ❞ ❝ You just told me ‘Want me to fuck you.’ Baby, I will 'cause I really want to. ❞ ❝ I fell in love with the thought of you. ❞ ❝ Now I'm choked up, face down, burnt out. ❞ ❝ Okay, y'all, let's pick it up now. ❞ ❝ Well, back at my house I've got a california king. Okay, maybe it's a twin bed and some roommates. ❞ ❝ Don't worry, we're cool. ❞ ❝ I heard you like magic, I've got a wand and a rabbit. ❞ ❝ So baby, let's get freaky, get kinky! Let's make this bed get squeaky! ❞

03. After Midnight

❝ Nothing good happens when it's late and you're dancing alone. ❞ ❝ It's not attractive, wearing that dress and red lipstick. ❞ ❝ This is what I wanted, this is what I like. ❞ ❝ I've been a good, good girl for a long time but baby, I like flirting. ❞ ❝ Can't be a good, good girl even if I tried. ❞ ❝ Cause after midnight I'm feeling kinda freaky, maybe it's the club lights. ❞ ❝ I kinda wanna kiss your girlfriend, if you don't mind. ❞ ❝ I love a little drama, let's start a bar fight. ❞ ❝ Cause everything good happens after midnight. ❞ ❝ I'm feeling kinda freaky, maybe it's the moonlight. ❞ ❝ I kinda wanna kiss your boyfriend, if you don't mind. ❞ ❝ Let's watch the sunrise. ❞ ❝ I really want your hands on my body. ❞ ❝ That’s my type of fun, that's my kind of party. ❞ ❝ Your hands on my body, your hot hands. ❞ ❝ I've been a good, good girl for a long time. ❞ ❝ Baby, put your hands up, be a freak in the club. ❞ ❝ Yeah, I'll make a move. ❞

04. Coffee

❝ Can't meet you for dinner at the Italian place, it's where I met your family. ❞ ❝ I'd suggest the jazz bar on Mary Ann Street, but you'd buy me a drink and we know where that leads. ❞ ❝ I'll meet you for coffee, because if we have wine you'll say that you want me, I know that's a lie. ❞ ❝ If I didn't love you, it would be fine. ❞ ❝ Meet you for coffee, only for coffee. ❞ ❝ Nowhere else is safe, every place leads back to your place. ❞ ❝ You said let's do the park, because I love the park. That may be true, but God forbid it gets dark. ❞ ❝ Here come the excuses that fuel the illusions but I'd rather feel something than nothing at all. ❞ ❝ You'll say that you're sorry, I know that's a lie. ❞ ❝ If I didn't trust you, it would be fine. ❞ ❝ We've done this before and I don't need it anymore. ❞ ❝ So let's not do coffee, let's not even try. ❞ ❝ It's better we leave it and give it some time. ❞ ❝ Because if we do coffee, it's never just coffee. ❞

05. Casual

❝ My friends call me a loser ‘cause I'm still hanging around. ❞ ❝ I've heard so many rumors that I'm just a girl that you bang on your couch. ❞ ❝ I thought you thought of me better. ❞ ❝ You said, "We're not together." So now when we kiss, I have anger issues. ❞ ❝ You said, "Baby, no attachment" but we're knee-deep in the passenger seat and you're eating me out. Is it casual now? ❞ ❝ Is it casual now? ❞ ❝ I know what you tell your friends. ❞ ❝ It's casual. ❞ ❝ If it's casual now then baby, get me off again. ❞ ❝ Dumb love, I love being stupid. ❞ ❝ Maybe we'd have an apartment and you'd show me off to your friends at the pier. ❞ ❝ Baby, no attachment. ❞ ❝ It's hard being casual when my favorite bra lives in your dresser. ❞ ❝ It's hard being casual when I'm on the phone talking down your sister. ❞ ❝ I try to be the chill girl that holds her tongue and gives you space. ❞ ❝ I try to be the chill girl but honestly, I'm not. ❞ ❝ You wonder why I’m bitter. ❞ ❝ Bragging to your friends I get off when you hit it. I hate to tell the truth, but I'm sorry, dude, you didn't. ❞ ❝ I hate that I let this drag on so long, now I hate myself. ❞ ❝ Hate that I let this drag on so long, you can go to hell. ❞

06. Super Graphic Ultra Modern Girl

❝ Never waste a Friday night on a first date. ❞ ❝ But there I was, in my heels with my hair straight. ❞ ❝ So, I take him to this bar; this man wouldn't dance, he didn't ask a single question, and he was wearing these fugly jeans. ❞ ❝ Ew. ❞ ❝ It doesn't matter though, he doesn't have what it takes to be with a girl like me. ❞ ❝ Not overdramatic, I know what I want. ❞ ❝ We're leaving the planet, and you can't come. ❞ ❝ I'm through with all these hyper mega bummer boys like you. ❞ ❝ Oh yeah, I need a super graphic ultra modern girl like me. ❞ ❝ We're hot, we're drunk. ❞ ❝ Look at her moving, baby, she's the one. ❞ ❝ At every party, we're the party, shaking our asses. ❞ ❝ Making out while the world collapses. ❞ ❝ I know what I want. ❞ ❝ Get up off your feet, get up on that bar. ❞ ❝ With everything you feel and everything you are, walk that walk. ❞ ❝ You’re a star. ❞

07. HOT TO GO!

❝ I could be the one, or your new addiction. ❞ ❝ It's all in my head, but I want non-fiction. ❞ ❝ I don't want the world, but I'll take this city. ❞ ❝ Who can blame a girl? ❞ ❝ Call me hot, not pretty. ❞ ❝ Baby, do you like this beat? I made it so you'd dance with me. ❞ ❝ It's like a hundred ninety-nine degrees when you're doing it with me. ❞ ❝ Dance it out, you're hot to go. ❞ ❝ You can take me hot to go. ❞ ❝ Well, I woke up alone. ❞ ❝ I try not to care, but it hurts my feelings. ❞ ❝ You don't have to stare, comе here, get with it. ❞ ❝ No one's touched me there in a damn hot minute. ❞ ❝ Baby, don't you like this beat? I made it so you'd sleep with me. ❞ ❝ It's like a hundred ninety-nine degrees. ❞ ❝ What's it take to get your number? ❞ ❝ What's it take to bring you home? ❞ ❝ Hurry up, it's getting cold! ❞ ❝ Hurry up, it's time for supper! ❞ ❝ Order up, I'm hot to go! ❞ ❝ Whew, it's hot in here Is anyone else hot? ❞ ❝ Woo, you comin' home with me? ❞ ❝ I'll call the cab. ❞

08. My Kink is Karma

❝ We broke up on a Tuesday. ❞ ❝ Who knew that we'd let it get this bad when it ended? ❞ ❝ It's comical, bridges you burn. ❞ ❝ If karma's real, hope it's your turn. ❞ ❝ It's hot when you have a meltdown in the front of your house and you're getting kicked out. ❞ ❝ It's hot when you're drinking downtown and you're getting called out 'cause you're running your mouth. ❞ ❝ My kink is watching you ruin your life. ❞ ❝ My kink is watching you crashing your car. ❞ ❝ People say I'm jealous, but my kink is karma. ❞ ❝ Wishing you the best, in the worst way. ❞ ❝ No need to be hateful in your fake Gucci sweater. ❞ ❝ But it's hot when you have a meltdown. ❞ ❝ You ruin your life. ❞ ❝ My kink is karma. ❞ ❝ It's hot when you're going through hell and you're hating yourself. ❞ ❝ It's hot when you know that you're caught and you're getting pissed off. ❞ ❝ People say I'm jealous. ❞

09. Picture You

❝ Draw the blinds, light every candle. ❞ ❝ Slip off my pretty dress down my chest when I think of you every night. ❞ ❝ It's ritualistic, counting lipstick stains where you should be. ❞ ❝ Oh, I need you around, I'm getting close now. ❞ ❝ Do you picture me like I picture you? ❞ ❝ Am I in the frame from your point of view? ❞ ❝ Do you feel the same? I'm too scared to say half of the things I do when I picture you. ❞ ❝ So, tell me now all your perversions. ❞ ❝ Oh, I need you around. ❞ ❝ I'm getting close now. ❞ ❝ Do you feel the same? ❞ ❝ I'm too scared to say half of the things I do when I picture you. ❞

10. Kaleidoscope

❝ Here we go again, everything is fine. ❞ ❝ I guess we could pretend we didn't cross a line. ❞ ❝ But ever since that day, everything has changed. ❞ ❝ If you really wanna leave, I'll never make you stay. ❞ ❝ Whatever you decide, I will understand and it'll all be fine and just go back to being friends. ❞ ❝ Love is a kaleidoscope; how it works, I'll never know. ❞ ❝ And even all the change, it's somehow all the same. ❞ ❝ Turn it to the left and right, colors shining in your eye and even upside down, it's beautiful somehow. ❞ ❝ It's never just a shape alone, love is a kaleidoscope. ❞ ❝ And if you ever find someone who could write a better song for you, well, I'd love to see them try. ❞ ❝ There's no one else who could, the only one is you. ❞ ❝ And if you change your mind, I will understand and it'll just take time to go back to being friends. ❞ ❝ Every color of the rainbow, don't be afraid to hold it close. ❞

11. Pink Pony Club

❝ I know you wanted me to stay but I can't ignore the crazy visions of me in L.A. ❞ ❝ I heard that there's a special place where boys and girls can all be queens every single day. ❞ ❝ I'm having wicked dreams of leaving Tennessee. ❞ ❝ I swear it's calling me. ❞ ❝ Won't make my mama proud, it's gonna cause a scene. ❞ ❝ She sees her baby girl, I know she's gonna scream. ❞ ❝ God, what have you done? You're a pink pony girl, and you dance at the club. ❞ ❝ Oh mama, I'm just having fun on the stage in my heels, it's where I belong, down at the Pink Pony Club. ❞ ❝ I'm gonna keep on dancing at the Pink Pony Club. ❞ ❝ I'm gonna keep on dancing down in West Hollywood. ❞ ❝ Every night's another reason why I left it all. ❞ ❝ I thank my wicked dreams. ❞ ❝ God, what have you done? ❞ ❝ Don't think I've left you all behind. Still love you and Tennessee, you're always on my mind. ❞ ❝ Mama, every Saturday I can hear your Southern drawl a thousand miles away. ❞ ❝ I'm gonna keep on dancing. ❞

12. Naked in Manhatten

❝ I know you just landed and I know you're probably busy but I would love to see you. ❞ ❝ So, call me when you can. ❞ ❝ I'd love if you knew you were on my mind, constant like cicadas in the summertime. ❞ ❝ We both know we're getting drunk tonight. ❞ ❝ Touch me, baby, put your lips on mine. ❞ ❝ Could go to hell but we'll probably be fine. ❞ ❝ I know you want it, baby, you can have it. ❞ ❝ I wanna know, baby, what is it like? ❞ ❝ Oh, I've never done it. ❞ ❝ Touch me, baby. ❞ ❝ A Pisces, who knew that we were so aligned? ❞ ❝ An inch away from more than just friends. ❞ ❝ If I don't try, then it's my loss. ❞ ❝ Won't you fucking touch me? ❞ ❝ I just want to touch you. ❞ ❝ I want all of your love. ❞

13. California

❝ I stretched myself across four states. ❞ ❝ I traded amber clay roads for the sea foam and the endless sun rays. ❞ ❝ Because I was never told that I wasn't gonna get the things I want the most. ❞ ❝ If it hasn't happened yet then maybe you should go. ❞ ❝ Thought I'd be cool in California. ❞ ❝ I'd make you proud. ❞ ❝ To think I almost had it going but I let you down. ❞ ❝ Too hard to find reasons to stay, even true love could not persuade. ❞ ❝ Come get me out. ❞ ❝ Come get me out of California, no leaves are brown. ❞ ❝ I miss the seasons in Missouri, my dying town.❞

14. Guilty Pleasure

❝ Think back to what you said and I turn red, I'm turning red. ❞ ❝ Sometimes, I scare myself but I can't help what I can't help. ❞ ❝ So shame on me and shame on you. ❞ ❝ I fantasize what we would do and how would it taste and the way you move. ❞ ❝ Oh, some good girls do bad things too. ❞ ❝ I want this like a cigarette. Can we drag it out and never quit? ❞ ❝ Oh my god, you are Heaven-sent with your dirty mind. ❞ ❝ Yeah, you're perverted. ❞ ❝ You give me guilty, guilty plеasure. ❞ ❝ Feels like pornography watching you try on jeans. ❞ ❝ I fantasize what we would do. ❞ ❝ Can we drag it out and never quit? ❞ ❝ Oh my God, you are Heaven-sent. ❞

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Thinking about being someone who shaves their head on an annual basis I do not envy Solas having to go through the prickly itchy fresh hair against air feelings but Dhavi’s gonna have a great time rubbing his scalp because it does feel like velvety puppy fur for a while.

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Something something Blackwall thinking himself Maferath to a romanced Inquisitors Andraste the entire time he’s lying to her is this anything????

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I think that the bench has hands.

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Send ⁉️ for a headcanon about my character that you probably wouldn’t expect.

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Send me "💋 + Name" and I will tell you whether or not I could see my muse shipped with that character

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i wasn't crying. /gatt to shok

I lost and misread the meme || @skyheld

Normally, Kasaanda knows she would lord this over him, catching Gatt in a moment of weakness? That's a victory all on it's own. Even now that she isn't trying to kill him any longer getting the jump on the older, more experienced agent is still fun. This, however, is very very different. It's not right to see Gatt like this, with eyes red and cheeks pink from tear tracks. She doesn't like it, weak is different than this.

This is sad.

"Do you want my tourniquet,” It’s a quiet question. The little priestess fiddles with her pack for a moment before holding the clean white stripe of reinforced cloth towards Gatt. She doesn't quite look at him while she does because acknowledging it like that doesn't seem right either, "For the leaking?"

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REASONS TO CARRY SOMEONE. ( A PROMPT LIST! )

listen, i'm back home now, i'm thinking about things, and i saw the maxton hall gifset floating around and i was like. yk what. carrying people is elite content, and gdi y'all deserve elite content! as always, DO NOT ADD OR EDIT THIS LIST! and there's a lil spicy addition under the readmore, but i left it there just in case people prefer to have a not-so-spicy version.

[ SLUMBER ]: sender picks up and carries the receiver because they're so sound asleep that they won't easily wake up.

[ INTERCEPT ]: sender picks up and carries the receiver out of the room because they're angry and on the brink of engaging in a fight with someone.

[ ASSIST ]: sender picks up and carries the receiver away for medical attention because they've been injured and can't walk easily.

[ HELP ]: sender picks up and carries the badly wounded receiver as fast as possible to the nearest hospital or the nearest place to administer urgent first-aid.

[ ELATION ]: sender scoops up the receiver and carries them away after a mutual victory, or having just received very good news (or maybe they're both just very happy for some reason!)

[ HOME ]: sender picks up the receiver to carry them over the threshold of their new home.

[ AID ]: sender finds the receiver too weak to move, and scoops them up to carry them to get some help.

[ UP ]: sender finds the receiver and picks them up to carry them a distance after learning they're unable to get up.

[ BAREFOOT ]: the sender picks up the receiver and carries them inside because they're not wearing any shoes.

[ WEARY ]: sender notices the receiver about to fall asleep during a task, and picks them up to carry them to bed so that they can actually sleep properly for once.

[ TWIRL ]: sender catches the receiver in their arms and spins them in a neat twirl just because they want to.

[ HERO ]: sender notices the receiver about to fall from a height, and manages to intervene just in time, catching them before they get hurt.

[ FLASH ]: the sender and receiver are part of a photoshoot, and in order to finish the last of the photos, the sender scoops up the receiver in their arms for the final pose.

[ TRAIN ]: during a training session (for a fight or a performance, dealer's choice!) the sender ends up holding the receiver in their arms during their session together.

[ URGENCY ]: sender carries the receiver away from danger after the receiver is revealed to be unable to move, either due to panic or injury.

[ OUT ]: sender grabs the receiver and lifts them into their arms after noticing them swaying and beginning to lose consciousness.

[ SCREAM ]: sender spots the receiver in a terrified or considerably panicked state, and picks them up to carry them to a less terrifying place to calm down.

[ LAZY ]: sender concedes to receiver's requests for a piggy-back ride home because they don't want to walk anymore, and carries them the rest of the distance home.

[ CAREFUL ]: sender gently lifts the receiver out of their seat and carries them carefully to bed after noticing they fell asleep and not wanting to waken them.

[ HASTE ]: in urgent need of getting to safety as fast as possible, the sender scoops up the receiver and starts running because it's quicker and easier to just carry them than expect them to keep pace.

[ FURTHER ]: sender, during an increasingly passionate make-out session with the receiver, suddenly takes them in their arms and carries them towards the bedroom to continue their evening in private.

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Everything I write about Little Rowan is So Sad, Eamon you've taken a perfectly good little girl and given her an inferiority complex and she's only eight.

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“ don’t worry. i’ll stay. i’m not going anywhere. ” rowan for little rowan..

I Lost The Meme || Accepting || @hallamshivanas

Little Rowan doesn't mean to be a bother to her Aunt, she has very important dutis here in Skyhold. Aunt Rowan had explained it as they traveled with the mage refugees, she is an advisor to the Inquisition and helps make decisions to protect the people under it's influence. Little Rowan is one of those people now, because she isn't the heir to Redcliffe any longer.

Because she has magic.

It's her first time traveling on horseback, tucked carefully in front of her Aunt as she rides. Whenever she traveled with Uncle Teagan or Father she always stayed in her own carriage with her nanny. Too little to ride a horse by herself then when she was big enough Father said that ladies shouldn't share saddles and she was the Little Lady of Redcliffe.

Little Rowan gasps to see the very tip of Skyhold's tallest tower skim against the clouds. It's stunning to see a castle more impressive than Redcliffe, but Skyhold towers not just with it's own immense size but upon the glorious rolling hills of great mountains. Redcliffe has the eponymous red cliffs that surround the area but they're nothing compared to the sweeping rockface of Skyhold's base.

It's hustle and bustle like she's never seen before, people directed too and fro and Aunt Rowan's voice is among those that boom commands. Still, when someone comes to direct the refugee mages Little Rowan freezes--She is a mage, but she doesn't want to go with the mages even if Uncle Teagan said she had to. Her hands fly up to grip at the hem of her aunt's riding cloak.

In moments she is hiding beneath the dust beaten fabric, if those who are here to move the mages do not see her then perhaps she will not have to go with them. Her breathing speeds, hitching in a way that isn't very ladylike at all but she doesn't want to go--

“ don’t worry. i’ll stay. i’m not going anywhere. ”

She's hoisted up, gently but firmly held against her aunt's hip. It barely takes a moment more for her to press her face against the woman's chest. Tiny fingers grip so tight the skin pales but her breathing slows before they can fully develop into proper sobs.

"I want to stay with you, Aunt Rowan," Such a small voice, muffled against hair so similar in shade to her own even her own texture is so much thinner, "I don't want to go with the mages."

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Spending 35 minutes googling because you couldn't remember the word eponymous. That's what this hobby is all about.