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connected with my cousin's sister on insta! I wrote her a letter so now I may get to send it (I don't have her address) and there's some pics of my cousin on there and mow I'm crying again but CONNECTION ☺️🥹😭

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And also needs to be said: the reason why the death toll in Gaza hovers at around 32,000 people is for the same reason the death toll from Covid during the Biden Admin stays at 800,000: because they took away any capacity to continue to count the dead.

— @ImaniBarbarin@disabled.social (@Imani_Barbarin) April 26, 2024

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Messages of support and strength from Rafah, Palestine to the US student movement.

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Never forget that this would not be happening had Biden reined in Israel in October '23 instead of giving them a blank check to attack anyone they please. At the very least there should have been consequences for Israel bombing an embassy.

Instead Biden promised iron clad support for Israel. We're now facing the possibility of a huge regional war that will devastate the lives of tens of millions of civilians in West Asia

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Eid Mubarak, I love you all, may we witness a free Palestine within our lifetimes inshallah

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anyway here's to disabled people who are not healing. disabled people who are not recovering, ever. people with disabilities that only get worse and worse over time. people who cannot access treatment for their disabilities or whose disabilities simply aren't treatable. people who know they'll only get more and more disabled as time goes on. people who know their disability will kill them sooner or later. you are seen, you are important, you are not dead weight, and you deserve support.

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Happy Birthday Shireen Abu Akleh

Your legacy lives forever. You will be avenged. Your Palestine will be free.

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Hi my name is Jean Jacket Hovery Eldritch Way and I am an animal (that's how I got my name) I am a large flying being with large billowy parts that can fold in or flay out and a big tummy for digesting my food and a lot of people say I look like those creatures from Neon Genesis Evangelion (AN: if u don’t know who they are get da hell out of here!) I also sometimes look like a cloud when I'm just chillin. I'm an alien but I'm not green except for my tummy. I'm often hungry, and I go down to the desert to look for food. I am not a vegetarian (in case you couldn't tell) and eat mostly animals. I love horses and have eaten a lot of them. For example today I was trying to eat another horse someone laid out for me. It was sunny and clear weather outside (good for flying), which I was very happy about. A lot of people stared at me. I ate them.

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your honor who gives a fuck. like for real

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This is how Israeli forces has turned Al Shifa Hospital into during their last operation. Mass destruction and a smell of the death filled out the air.

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A blessed Ramadan to all who are taking part ✨✨ remember to give in charity and pray for the oppressed and for forgiveness and take part in boycotting what detriments the innocent and protest injustice where you can ✨👍

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"Ramadan Kareem - Gaza 2024" from Belal Khaled, 10/Mar/2024:

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So we all like the “if you die then I’ll burn down the world” trope but there’s something so powerful and beautiful about living on with their memory instead. It’s not “because you’re dead the world has nothing worth saving in it” but “everyday something in this world reminds me of you and I’m glad for it even if it hurts”.

It’s “I’ll bring your kindness with me wherever I go and someone will remember it even if they’ll never know I borrowed it from you.”

It’s “This is what you would do.”

It’s “I’ll remember you for you and not for what the people hail you as.”

And it’s so painfully beautiful.

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Demonstrators and artists have taken the steps of the met museum unfurling an ENORMOUS (30 x 50 foot) quilt created by artists around the world in solidarity with Palestine.

The quilt was collectively created by 64 artists from around the world and shipped to New York City.

They're demanding the met museum:

(1) cut ties with board members profiting from Israeli bombardment + occupation of Palestine

(2) support an immediate + permanent ceasefire

(3) aid the preservation of Palestinian cultural heritage sites being destroyed by Israel

In addition to the quilt, demonstrators reclaimed and redistributed Met flyers, stickered with movement messaging and demands.

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guy who has chronic pain and fatigue: man why can't i do more stuff

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I'm sad I haven't been able to be on here much for a while, a lot has happened and I've been very tired from it but we have a very good lead on what may be wrong with me and causing the sensory f*ckery and I've been feeling a lot of things because of that. Hope, terror that it's another dead end, an odd sort of numbness because it's so overwhelimg in a way, the fact that this has been messing with me for over half my life and only now after it has held me in a profoundly messed up and horrible state for 5+ years am I beginning to get any sort of explaination as to why, let alone how to remedy it. 

I don't wanna say the name of it rn, and I hopefully will be getting scans soon to confirm, but I think this is it. the symptoms match up perfectly, and I sobbed when I googled it and read things bc if this suggestion is right, I was so close. so so tremendously close. down to the precise part of the inner ear that is affected. that was my guess and what I was demanding be investigated. the scans I was begging for, even tho my doctor thought it was unlikely, would have found it too. I was second guessing myself badly bc I had no hard proof and I had no idea if I would ever know because of how many times I've been given nothing or they found nothing but yeah. I may know for sure soon and that's huge. huge huge. 

but yeah it's a lot and since I can barely move or think on a normal day it's been very hard but also I am so excited to see if we're right. bc that could unlock a world of possibility much of which I thought I had lost forever (not so much the light sensitivity, that only got really bad 6 or so years ago so I figured it hopefully wasn't permanent but the vestibular issues have been bad enough since I was around twelve I could not casually lay down except for sleeping because it would disorient me so much, so the possibility of like even... laying on the floor with my cats... I nearly tear up at it. it's wild). the condition it likely is is treatable! fixable, even! just one fairly small surgery to fix the issue. it's surreal

but yeah it's a lot and I'm exhausted so I have no idea if I'll be on here much but for once it's not just cause something is bad! and I wanted to tell y'all that cause I'm so hopeful rn 🥹☺️❤️