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“the arts and sciences are completely separate fields that should be pitted against each other” the overlap of the arts and sciences make up our entire perceivable reality they r fucking on the couch

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(in case you need a knife in the next two days for reasons unrelated to political assassinations)

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jurgen leitner has been dead for seven slutty years

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Hey are you offended by the word bitch? I'm going to send you a hate anon, but I saw that you go by she/her and I respect women

don't let anything stop u from being a hater king

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one of the greatest tragedies in life is that you will always be loved more than you will ever know. someone in class finds your presence inviting and warm, even if you’ve only ever exchanged a few words with them—maybe none at all. someone on the street loves your smile and it gets them down the next few streets. someone you used to be friends with still wishes to fondly call your name. someone you used to be friends with five years ago would give anything to be in the same room as you today. someone who regularly comes into work is disappointed when you aren’t there to brighten their day. someone missed you today. someone noticed you were gone. someone loves you when you’re there; someone loves you when you’re nowhere to be found at all. you think you have always disappeared when you’re no longer in the picture, but you’ve never left the frame.

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that comment about how you should not borrow grief from the future has saved me multiple times from spiraling into an inescapable state of anxiety. like every time i find myself thinking about how something in the future could go wrong i remember that comment and i think to myself: well i never know, it might get better. it might not even happen the way i think it will and if it does happen and it is sad and bad ill be sad about it then, when it happens. and it’s somehow soo freeing

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I want Jon and Melanie to be horrible best friends SO bad. They’d get along exquisitely terribly and it would be beautiful. Short and angry mlm/wlw hostility. They hate each other for every reason EXCEPT the fact that one is now dating the other’s ex. Melanie jibes that Jon never deserved Georgie and he agrees affably, which completely ruins the fun of it and gets Georgie to slap them both lightly on the arm. Jon laughs and Melanie does not, but her scowl is 56% worse at hiding her grin than usual. They get along like a house on fire in that there is a high chance of fire if they are both left alone in the same room, no, they don’t keep doing this on purpose, they swear. They would fight each other physically every other day except for the fact that Melanie’s a lady and Jon knows full well he’d get snapped in half. Also, they just did each other’s nails and it’d be a shame to chip them so soon. A toxic ex-friend of Melanie’s showed up once and Jon verbally eviscerated their haircare and how they evidently were endlessly chasing approval from their parents they would never get based on their clothing alone. Melanie almost jumped a man for Jon one time. They pick locks together and the only thing scarier than them in a screaming match is them with their heads bent close to each other and matching wicked grins adorning their faces.

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I had to mentally send myself a reaction image the other day. I ran up the stairs on all fours, said to myself “i’m such a locationpilled scampercel” and then perfectly envisioned this image

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The other thing about rage as an addiction is that it likes to cloak itself in feelings of righteousness. Like, yeah, there’s the stereotypical white male gamebro who needs to invent/buy into elaborate conspiracy theories about how Cultural Marxist SJWs are trying to replace the white race by doing an all-female Ghostbusters remake or whatever in order to justify the amount of time and energy that they put into hating it; or the Twitter dogpiler who needs to conflate “having bad opinions about cartoon series” with “being a pedophile” so that they don’t feel like a bully; but there’s also self-abusing by looking up hateful, bigoted opinions that pertain specifically to people like you so that you can sputter and rage and feel attacked and reinforce your sense of identity because look at the assholes who are attacking you!

What you need is a sort of cutoff frequency in your own brain; just little voice that says, “That’s irrelevant; move on.”

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“You don’t know anyone at the party, so you don’t want to go. You don’t like cottage cheese, so you haven’t eaten it in years. This is your choice, of course, but don’t kid yourself: it’s also the flinch. Your personality is not set in stone. You may think a morning coffee is the most enjoyable thing in the world, but it’s really just a habit. Thirty days without it, and you would be fine. You think you have a soul mate, but in fact you could have had any number of spouses. You would have evolved differently, but been just as happy. You can change what you want about yourself at any time. You see yourself as someone who can’t write or play an instrument, who gives in to temptation or makes bad decisions, but that’s really not you. It’s not ingrained. It’s not your personality. Your personality is something else, something deeper than just preferences, and these details on the surface, you can change anytime you like. If it is useful to do so, you must abandon your identity and start again. Sometimes, it’s the only way.”

— Julien Smith, The Flinch (via wnq-anonymous)

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the two quarterbacks will ceremoniously kiss at the end of the game to signify the end of the superbowl and the beginning of valentine's day

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#Happy Superbowl superb owl

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I contain multiple dudes or whatever the poet said