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I need my clothes to hang off of me and make me look like I’m nothing

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[thepathtoperfection2]

there's an old saying it goes a lil like: i'm gonna kill myself

[thepathtoperfection2]

If my brain didn’t need calories to work I’d be dead by now. Like honest to good being afraid of failing academically is the main thing keeping me from just completely shutting out food. Don’t know how I feel about this.

[thepathtoperfection2]

Npd culture is seeing all those ppl talk about “narc abuse” and “how to tell if ur dating a narcissist” bla bla bla and I’m like??? If I’m dating you I literally love you and think you’re literally so superior to everyone around u and I treasure you for being worthy of me???? I would not abuse or manipulate u ever bc ur amazing and I love you??? Anyone close to me I love with all my heart and would never intentionally hurt them????

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[thepathtoperfection2]

Who was there for you when no one else was? who, huh?

Keep starving.

[thepathtoperfection2]

The stare down between me and the fucking toilet after every meal I eat is almost romantic.

[thepathtoperfection2]

Having a 3d is a type of devotion,

It's a devotion to yourself

It it saying, "I am good, but I could be perfect"

It is saying "no thanks, I'm not hungry"

If this disorder is taking over my life, so be it.

I will MAKE this disorder my life

[thepathtoperfection2]

༒︎More altspo༒︎

to get me through all this shit

stay skinny loves

~ desperate lydia ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

[thepathtoperfection2]

telling someone about your ed when you're not underweight yet is so humiliating, but more motivation to starve❤️ (i will prove that i'm sick)

[thepathtoperfection2]

regret hurts more than an empty stomach.

[thepathtoperfection2]

The guy I'm dating told me he really likes feeling my ribs. I have never been more motivated to keep going🖤

[thepathtoperfection2]

"starving yourself won't work if you want to lose weight"

actually it will! hope that helps x

[thepathtoperfection2]

༒︎ Some of my alt th1nsp0 ༒︎

[thepathtoperfection2]

Disability will have you thinking shit like “I’m not even that disabled. I can manage as long as I limit myself to very specific careers, never go shopping for more than an hour or two at a time, keep my plans open so I can cancel and stay in if need be, and only go out a few nights per week at the most”

[thepathtoperfection2]

sorry for being annoying i could kill myself right in front of you if you want

[thepathtoperfection2]

Do it for the

Thin legs

Skinny waist

Visible ribs

Dainty shoulders

Elegant hands

Striking collarbones

Feminine neck

Hollow face

Sharp jawline

🦋 🦋 🦋