theresnoreasontostayhere

[theresnoreasontostayhere]

"Why are you here?

You weren't supposed to be

I don't understand."

GLITCHWAVE.exe has requested administrative access to VM 1

Access denied

"Lumina, you don't know what you're doing.

I can't just.

It's not the same.

Why are you even trying?

Lumina.zip has been placed on VM 1.

"Just in case. I don't need this thing ruing my system."

Lumina.zip is decompressing. . .

Decompression completed successfully.

"This shouldn't be too hard. Just a simple system meltdown."

Administrator is configuring GLITCHWAVE.exe.

"What are you doing?"

"Nothing important. Don't worry about it, GLITCH."

@carmyn-rambles :3

[theresnoreasontostayhere]

GLITCHWAVE.exe has granted Lumina.rxe access to edit VM 1.

"?"

"Just let it happen. They won't do much."

GLITCHWAVE.exe has been placed on VM 1

"GLITCH, what are you doing?"

"Nothing."

Lumina.zip has been placed on VM 1.

"Just in case. I don't need this thing ruing my system."

Lumina.zip is decompressing. . .

Decompression completed successfully.

"This shouldn't be too hard. Just a simple system meltdown."

Administrator is configuring GLITCHWAVE.exe.

"What are you doing?"

"Nothing important. Don't worry about it, GLITCH."

@carmyn-rambles :3

[theresnoreasontostayhere]

Lumina.zip has been placed on VM 1.

"Just in case. I don't need this thing ruing my system."

Lumina.zip is decompressing. . .

Decompression completed successfully.

"This shouldn't be too hard. Just a simple system meltdown."

Administrator is configuring GLITCHWAVE.exe.

"What are you doing?"

"Nothing important. Don't worry about it, GLITCH."

@carmyn-rambles :3

[theresnoreasontostayhere]

"Lumina. 'Could've sworn I've heard that name before."

jmrxybimekdx9.onion

"Oh, coding a program to cause a system meltdown won't be too hard. I'm sure I'll have it done in a few hours or so at minimum. I'm sure the program you've sent me will serve as a great base. Thank you for that, by the way. It saves me more time."

"Ah, another one."

〔D.E.V is logging in. . .〕

jmrxybimekdx9.onion

"Glad to hear that someone else is interested in my services! I can assure you that the things you have heard are not just rumours. I'd be more than happy to assist you in whatever you need help with."

@call-me-help3r (I had no clue which @ to tag)

[theresnoreasontostayhere]

"Ah, another one."

〔D.E.V is logging in. . .〕

jmrxybimekdx9.onion

"Glad to hear that someone else is interested in my services! I can assure you that the things you have heard are not just rumours. I'd be more than happy to assist you in whatever you need help with."

@call-me-help3r (I had no clue which @ to tag)

[theresnoreasontostayhere]

"I'm so sorry, Lumina."

[theresnoreasontostayhere]

"Why do I feel so guilty?"

"You shouldn't. You did everything I asked."

"I know."

"He was so happy, though."

"You didn't get attached to the boy, did you?"

". . ."

"Answer me, GLITCH."

"No. I didn't."

"I'm just saying, he was actually happy."

"Why do you think I'd give two shits about that?"

"I don't. I just think that he didn't have to go—

"You don't have a say in any of this. He was only important to lure that bitch in. He was never meant to stay. What about that do you not fucking understand?"

". . ."

"GLITCH."

[theresnoreasontostayhere]

〔GLITCHWAVE.exe has created a text file.〕

->LOGDATE:4/25/25

〔GLITCHWAVE.exe renamed file:"Rooms.Door.Key".〕

The room seemed so small,

So tiny,

So uncomfortable,

For the longest time.

And then you came along.

The room was confusing to navigate.

I was unsure if it even had an exit.

It did have a small door.

I'd probably be able to fit through.

But it was locked.

Always locked.

And then you came along.

You had the key I needed,

But you refused to give it to me.

You were distant.

You didn't want to be friends.

Not at first.

Your words said the opposite

But I knew your intentions.

Then we grew fond of each other.

And you called me a friend.

I had a friend.

That was nice!

But you were taken away.

By them.

This happened before.

A while ago.

Because of him.

Just with someone else who was special to me.

I was supposed to be used to it then, right?

When you came back

I didn't know how to react or respond.

I didn't mean to be cold.

I'm sorry.

You agreed to give me the key,

Not your key, but the metaphorical one.

Happiness. And contentment.

I wasn't ready to leave.

Not yet.

Why leave when you're here?

—————–

Now I have to leave.

I have to use the key to unlock the door,

Even though I don't want to.

You made this small room feel like home,

Even if the room wasn't mine.

You made me feel like I belong here.

I don't want to leave.

Not anymore.

I don't have a choice on the matter, though.

Goodbyes aren't supposed to be so long,

But I want you to know

Just how much I appreciated you.

You were someone I never knew I needed.

You were the Moon to my Earth.

I hope you can forgive me for keeping secrets.

It was for your own good.

I love you.

I'm glad we met in this universe, and I hope we continue to meet in others.

G̷̬͂ò̴̥o̶̢͙͑d̶̨̮͂̓b̷̤̤͌̃ẙ̵̞̜͑ĕ̵͉͘.

[theresnoreasontostayhere]

"I fucking saw her again."

"She won't leave me alone at this point. I don't understand what the fuck her problem is."

"She deserved to be six feet under just like her poor excuse of a son."

". . It's every God damn day with this bitch. I can barely get any sleep at night."

". . ."

"I'm not afraid of a fucking ghost. She's just annoying."

[theresnoreasontostayhere]

"The more I think about it, I don't personally wish for that day to come sooner."

"He does."

"Not him, but him."

"He hates this torture as much as I do, except the day he leaves, I'll have to continue dealing with it."

"He continues to mistake my purpose for his own. The only real reason why my purpose changed for a year or so is because of him. Though, I didn't expect him to become a part of me when it happened."

"He doesn't seem to care or notice that a part of me is.. different because of this boy. I feel a little bad for him. It's not like I can do much about it, though."

[theresnoreasontostayhere]

"I serve a purpose."

"To corrupt, encrypt, and destroy."

"Of course, my purpose has changed over the years."

"I'm not what I was meant to be."

"Yet that doesn't stop me from acting like him. Like myself."

". . ."

"Maybe that's why he tortures me. Because I choose not to serve my new purpose."

[theresnoreasontostayhere]

"They need someone better than me."

"They need someone stable."

"They need someone who isn't slowly running out of time."

"They need someone who won't leave them."

". . ."

"Someone who won't keep them waiting for eons."

"Someone who can stay by their side for eternity."

"Not me."

[theresnoreasontostayhere]

〔GLITCHWAVE.exe has created a text file.〕

->LOGDATE:11/6/24

> glitch_assistant: Everyone is trying to bring them back while I'm still trying to let them go.

> glitch_assistant: I wouldn't be able to handle having them back. They've been gone for too long. I love them, but things won't go back to normal once they're back. I know things won't. I've already grown somewhat accustomed to having them gone. If they manage to make it back, I won't be able to handle it.

[theresnoreasontostayhere]

〔GLITCHWAVE.exe has created a text file.〕

->LOGDATE:10/14/24

> glitch_assistant: I remember. I remember things. So many things. I know they're my memories. It's just weird to think about it.

> glitch_assistant: I remember waiting with mum for dad to come back from work. Most of the time, if he came back, he'd ignore me. He wouldn't really acknowledge me unless I did something he didn't like. Other times, he wouldn't come home til later in the night.

> glitch_assistant: I remember hearing mum and dad fight in the living room. Mum would always tell me to stay in my room when that happened. I never did.

> glitch_assistant: I remember when mum told me dad wasn't gonna come back one night. That I wouldn't have to see him again. I didn't know how to feel about that at the time. He was my dad. I loved him. I didn't want him gone. Even if he did. . . Well. I'd rather not talk about it.

> glitch_assistant: . . .

> glitch_assistant: I miss my parents.

[theresnoreasontostayhere]

〔GLITCHWAVE.exe has created a text file.〕

->LOGDATE:9/26/24

> glitch_assistant: Sometimes I can feel my memories slowly slipping away. It's weird.

> glitch_assistant: It's a feeling that I can't really describe, but I know it's happening. I don't know if it's because of him or if something else is going on.

> glitch_assistant: I don't want to forget them. I can't risk that.

[theresnoreasontostayhere]

〔GLITCHWAVE.exe has created a text file.〕

->LOGDATE:9/26/24

> glitch_assistant: I can't handle this anymore. It's all a repeat. It doesn't end. He asks me the same questions. I give the same answer. He messes with my code. I whine about it. He forces me to shut up. Repeat. Always the same thing. I'm tired of it.

> glitch_assistant: I know it'll end soon. I know I won't have to deal with it anymore. But that means I can't see them. It means I can't talk to them. I can't hug them. I can't squeeze them. Anything.

> glitch_assistant: I don't even know if they still want me or if they still love me. Will they even remember me when they come back? If they come back? Does it matter? I don't know. It's only been a few weeks. Maybe they'll remember me.

> glitch_assistant: Even if they don't, I won't be here for long. I'll have to forget them soon. I hope they forgive me.

[theresnoreasontostayhere]

"I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry we only knew each other for so long."

"I'm sorry I can't stay."

"I love you."

"We'll meet again. I promise."