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THERE’S SOMETHING ABOUT LILIJOW
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“Pew,Pew...”
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We went to the shooting range and unlocked another natural skill. Hand-eye coordination was on point which didn’t surprise me ‘cause I already knew that she’s really athletic. She did really well (and the group besides us had their jaw dropped on how well she was shooting, LoL) and I was glad that she had fun. Stopped by for sushi afterward where I discovered that SHE HATES MASAGO/SMELT ROE! The weird thing about it was that she had it before on her Makimono (California Roll), but she didn’t know what it was. Well...‘til I told her, and after that I couldn’t get her to eat it again. I’ll just jot that down as one of the quirky things that she does that simply makes my heart melt, LoL. Next up, karting (she already drives like a maniac, LoL).
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“it’s always been...you”
Probably the most awkward question to answer is when the person that usually makes you happy asks you “what makes you happy?” Then you don’t want to make it so hypothetical so you just try to make stuff up.😄
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“The butterfly effect”
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This is us 40 years from now eating butterfly shrimp at Culvers😂. 
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“I’m your density”
Six months since fate brought us together. Looking forward to the next 700 or so with you, my true soulmate. ❤️. 
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“Hit me baby one more time”
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I did it. ❤️
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“Consolation prize”
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Ok, I didn’t end up getting those UNC Off-Whites, but I got her the second best pair, The Tens Chuck Taylor Hi 70. It’s a pretty silhouette and she can pull this off with so many styles. She loves wearing tube tops and imagine this with cut off jean shorts? OMG that look will be lit! Plus it’s a lot more significant to her as the shoes was released on her birthday. You know me, it’s all about the sentiment. 
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“The hunt for the holy grail”
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This is the shoe that she asked me for. However, I’d be freaking crazy to buy this as it’s now going for at least $1200. Besides that, I need to find a smaller size to fit her which is going to be really hard to find. A friend said to me that “she gotta fucking marry you if you get it.”. Indeed, that’s the reason I’m courting her. That’s the 5 year plan. 
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“That natural glow”
So I thought about doing something more special for Christmas so I decided to give her the painting early. I had spoiled it to her anyway so it wouldn’t be much of a surprise anymore. Can tell you that she loves it🥰. I brought that joyous smile and glow once again (which I hope I get to see for the rest of my lifetime). I freaking love this lady.
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“Never is a promise?”
The one and only was being weird with the look she’s been giving me. Eventually she walked up to me. “Do you remember telling me that you’ll get me a pair of off-whites if I go to the Air Force?”... I absolutely not!! LoL. I can’t even remember the day we talked about those shoes, but she had her phone and showing me which ones she wanted and where to get them. Insaaaaaane prices and not a chance I’d get them. I just told her that she’ll be able to buy them for herself if she makes it to the Air Force LoL. 
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“A Special day”
Another road trip with the one and only and this time to volunteer for a bowling event for Special Olympics. So umm, this time I planned on having control of the music. I did for a couple of Duran Duran songs, one of them was Ordinary World of course, and she finally had enough and played her music. Pretty hilarious actually, but I got her back by aggressively driving for a few minutes to give her a little scare, LoL. I don’t think I had mentioned it, but she’s kind of introverted. I never realized how bad it was until we arrived at the venue. On the way in we saw some of my peers taking a group picture. “Walk slower so we don’t have to be in it” she said. Well I didn’t as I saw that as an opportunity for her to open up. Actually after the first volunteer meeting, I left her by herself and with her phone in my pocket. I thought she’s going to have some type of a breakdown without her phone LoL, but she actually did really well. She enjoyed the event working with the Special Olympians, and there I also saw a nurturing and affectionate person. Freaking melted my heart. I’m falling deeper and there’s no way out now. 
Then we stopped by MD Market, the biggest asian store in town. This was something new to her so I was sure that she’ll be curious with a lot of things. I told her to get whatever she wants to try as that was the actual intent here. And while we where there, she accepted my invitation to join me for Thanksgiving, which unfortunately I was informed that it will be cancelled the day before so we’ll try for Christmas. And we went to another stop at Culver’s. It’s weird as we’re always having some serious convos in there like talking about the future and starting a family. I’m not grown up mentally, LoL, as I still never thought about having kids, but this is always a comfortable topic for me to talk about when I’m with her. After all, she’s the one I picked to mother my child (I still need her to get in that program LoL). Also I had a weird moment while we were in there, I started an interaction with the toddler sitting on the table across from me and we counted from “91-120″. It was a sweet moment. 
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“No happy trees, just happy girl”
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Texturing is done. Can’t wait to see her smile when she sees it.
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“When life imitates art”
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I made that. Isn’t it freaking beautiful? I’m not done yet as I’m going to texture the Giclee to have the feel of a real oil painting. Also wrote a coordinates in the back. So if she makes it through the Air Force, she can visit that coordinate for a message and a surprise. 
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“Yea shorty, it’s my Birthday”
Nothing much to celebrate. I renewed my registration and dropped off a box of Midol for Lilijow. Also the printer called me earlier this morning. I’m meeting up with him later tonight to pick up the printed and framed “painting”. She’ll be so excited to see it! 
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“The 5 Year Plan”
Went to a road trip to Ocala with the one and only and it was quite an experience. I wasn’t sure how awkward I’m going to be for the hour and a half drive up there. Actually it wasn’t too bad and I enjoyed every single minute of it. First, I found it funny that she was terrified of how low my car is from the ground, but I reassured to her that “I know” my car and she’s enclosed in a racing seat that pretty much resembled an oversized baby seat, LoL. And oh, she made me listen to the latest (and crappiest) of local soundcloud rappers and “trap” music. She loves that shit and we agreed to disagree about it. However, I gave it a chance and listened to them for her entertainment.
On the way back we stopped by Culver’s to eat. She had asked me before to take her there if we had the chance so that was the plan for dinner. Our conversation inside was rather interesting. I’ve been pushing her to pursue a career with the USAF so that was pretty much the main topic. She talked about the life that she wanted to have when she finally makes it through. And when she was talking about having kids five years from now, my mind was running amok! Even imagining us watching our children running around in the front yard of our white picket fenced house in Westchester County.
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“The One Where I knew I Love Her”
I’m writing this on the 8th of September, merely a week away from another birthday and I’m glad I’m writing this post. Last night was an uneventful... or actually an eventful night. I dunno, but all I knew that there was a lot of shit went down. I went out with friends to Ulele, an upscale spot in Downtown Tampa. They don’t really have a preferred dress code, you could be in either in your fanciest Zegna suit or in a polyester Tommy Bahama shirt. Whatever you decide on wearing, you still want to dress to impress regardless. I came out with the simplest of Nike Tiger Woods golf shirt and shorts, a pair of Tretorns and a Patek Philippe 5168G Aquanaut on my right wrist. Patek isn’t a household name as Rolex so I wasn’t worried about getting too much attention. However it caught an eye. An eye of someone who later followed our Uber and held us at gunpoint. His only request, the simple PP5168G on my right wrist. He came away with it, but that was the least of my worries. At the time I was staring down a barrel of a Glock or probably a Taurus, all I can think about was Lilijow. My life didn’t flash in front of my eyes, but our lives. She knows I really care about her and I was wondering what would she feel about losing another who was close to her. I was confused, but my heart was sure.
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“Monday Muse”
I tend to get really inspired when my emotions are getting the most of me good or bad. At this time I’m still fending off some feelings about Lilijow. So I busted out my Wacom and Adonit Touch pens and went to work on my iPad. From memory I made a “painting” of her (her shallow smile, those dimples and emerald eyes has been embedded in my mind so it was pretty easy). It came out very beautiful of course. I plan of getting her painting printed as a Giclee on 24x30 canvas and present it to her as a Christmas gift.
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“Wrong Timing”
Since that morning I started falling for the girl. Did I finally found my soulmate? Is this the real reason why I’m so invested in her? Is this why we were destined to meet each other?  Is Lilijow THE ONE? Her and I bonded pretty well and talked about our backgrounds and experiences in the past 4 months. We’re really comfortable around each other and told each other, I believe, some really personal stuff. To be honest, this was an unusual relationship for me. I haven’t had anyone share their life story to me and vice versa. At this time, she probably knows me more than anyone else on this planet. How am I going to express how I’m really feeling about her? If I do, I’m really afraid that it will drive her away. And why? Because of the significant age difference. We had discussed these types of relationships before and this one time she saw a couple, which were the same age as we are, and she seemed appalled by it. Yea I felt like shit about that because if I pursue her, it will seem all creepy, at least to her. So how am I going to convince her that it’s OK? I know for a fact 5 years from now that she will have a different opinion about it. As of now I’m speechless towards this issue. I just want to sit down with her and talk about it. Or I can build a time machine and put her in it back to 15 years in the past.  
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