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Being abused can seriously affect your ability to distinguish between “not obviously pleased” and “obviously displeased” because abusers go from Neutral to Hostile for absolutely no discernible reason, and eventually you start worrying that everyone is going to be like that and you start feeling this urge to make absolutely sure that the people you actually care about aren’t mad or upset, because to you, “there’s no evidence that they’re not angry” is the same as “there’s evidence that they are angry”

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“Molti credono che il contrario dell'amore sia l'odio, ma non è così. L'indifferenza è il contrario dell'amore. Perché l'odio è un sentimento forte, un sentimento che ti fa posare gli occhi su qualcuno. L'indifferenza no. L'indifferenza è scontrarsi con qualcuno che non si volta per scusarsi, mentre tu resti lì a guardarlo, mentre se ne va e non si è nemmeno accorto che esisti.”

— Prima o poi ci abbracceremo (via iocredoinme)

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When your serotonin boosts are busy and you don't want to bother them but you're starting to get nausea from anxiety

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inspire

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“'Le Mépris “

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ah it's that time of the month again

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If it makes you happy keep it private

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chibi SuiBian & BiChen  ⚔💖

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Himeji Castle, Japan

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incredibly brave of me to get through the days

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Hello this will be about my come-back and confusion from life.

How am I supposed to know how to talk to someone if the last person I dated was pre-depression, pre-covid and was my friend for years before that?

I am now completely socially awkward and absolutely do not fucking know how to deal with new people.

Thank you for coming to my Ted talk