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now I’m questioning, and even if it’s true idk what I’m supposed to do.

so in a community, I made a post and my parents and every time I do so, I get comments saying they’re abusive, but it’s all medical-based and my moms a nurse so they must be wrong… right? But now I’m going through the list of what I have that’s happened (idk why I keep a list) and it seems more and more like abuse, but only towards me, my sister is basically worshipped (apparently the way they treat her is how most parents treat their kids… but it’s it seems like they’re worshiping her..)

TW: Abuse mention, possible sieuzre mention, brief mention of sexual harassment

I went to the museum. I used a wheelchair they had at the museum. Instead of being miserable 15 minutes in, I was comfortable , energetic, happy, and had low symptoms 2 hours in. I returned the wheelchair when we went to lunch (in the museum). I left said activity with more energy than my able-bodied friend.i was even less nauseous after eating.

I wore a copper brace on both knees for 15 minutes. Didn’t help my pain but I was a LOT more stable walking (I had already been walking a lot around the house and was shaky and struggling a lot)

I did my laundry today and attempted to drag my full bin of laundry back up the stairs. I felt really off when I got upstairs and so I measured my pulse with my fingers (I do count beats for 6 seconds then multiply by 10 for beats per minute) and counted 26 (27 as the timer went off) which would be about 260 beats per minute 

During campout I fell more than 10 times, has 4 episodes, laid down and zoned out for 40 minutes (I don’t remember going into my tent), my feet become paralyzed and dragged my numb legs for 15-20 minutes for the police lines, and couldn’t stand or walk more the majority of it.

While walking around Skagway, AK, I had really bad period cramps that were causing an FND episode. When I sat down for a while instead of going into one of the shops, I ended up lasting more her than usual even if the pain did t get much better until later (when the ibuprofen kicked in)

Most of the roadtrip, I was resonantly low-symptom. However on long driving days, more ‘play days’ aka doing more out of the car, I had really bad symptoms. If driving wa under 4 hours in one day, I had less symptoms until we were spending a lot of time hiking around/explorinv. I had really high symptoms & pain (sometimes episodes) on days that were 4+ hours of driving, and often didn’t get much relief of my symptoms until we were off the road for a while and at the hotel. I also figured out that the rythm of the car/road triggered a lot more paralysis/numbness even if it wasn’t an episode

During the roadtrip, I ran during a break. I usually dont have the energy to continue past my limit like I did, but thanks to being in the car through the day, I was able to jog. However, getting back to the car, I could barely hear, and when using my fingers to measure my head rate, I was at a steady 190-230 almost the whole time. I was able to push through, however, more than I usually can due to not spending my energy walking  around and being in pain. Similar to how I used a wheelchair at the museum and managed to make it much longer than I usually can. Soon getting back to the car, I could feel my feet starting to loose feeling, though my hearing took a descent while to return even when my ears popped

At the ren fair, I was so exhausted and done before we even got o inside, but if I held onto the handle of my moms backpack while walking I lasted 2 hours despite having an episode before we even got there. This was almost exactly the same as a forward motion service dog tasks. Even then I still barely made it 1.5 hours.

At the campout, I was unable to walk after an episode and was stuck on a bench. It took me 5 minutes just to be able to stand with just my cane, and I still couldn’t feel my legs despite small amounts of movement I could manage, it took 5 minutes to walk about 100 feet. I cannot feel enough to properly move my feet, all I feel is pain, specially in my right foot (that migrated up my leg and confounded to worsen)  and my hips 

The morning after previous event, episode persisted. I was unable to see the grass, it was an indentured sheet of green. The rocks weren’t very individual either, I as light dent I’ve while it was cloudy, I felt a huge pressure behind my eyes & a migraine despite being hydrated, couldn’t tell how I was feeling (need to continue bathroom, hungry, thirsty, etc), couldn’t think (words weren’t working and I kept forgetting basic words), severe pain from knees down (burning, pins and needles, pain changing joint to join without clear pattern), eyes and ears weren’t working (couldn’t decipher sounds well, etc), lots of dissociating (and a few times where here j came around I was gasping for air, making me think I wasn’t breathing during them), partially paralysis, and all the regular symptoms. Ended up dissociating for an hour after we left the church and started driving, I don’t remeber any if the drive.

Once arriving at summer camp, I found myself unable to feel or move my feet, and unable to properly move the rest of my legs. I was in a lot of pain, and snapped at most of my friends. I was out of energy, tolerance, patience, and had no time to relax and get energy back, at thsi point an episode had been almost constant for 24 hours.

Day 3, first day at summer camp. Archery went well but struggled to sit right w/ tremors, and was unable to take pictures during photography due to tremors so bad pictures came out extremely warped. Pain was continuing to get worse and worse to the point it felt like my hip was being torn apart with every step. End of the day and I am so angry and in so much pain and so tired I don’t feel like I can do anything and I don’t want to.

4th day of summer camp, every step on my left side radiated pain through the lower half of my spine, I can barely walk, horrible migraine, the storm is RELALY bad which makes things worse, was unable to feel what I needed and peed myself in my sleep. I dropped my fork multiple times and my hands shook almost too much to eat. I was toor chaises to feel anything, other than anger, if was just numbness. My archery average went from 31-37 to 19-39. The actual average went from 33 to 30.5

Day 4. Had to pee urgently at 4 am and didn’t realize I had to go until I’d started peening myself and had to snap at my friend multiple times to get there in time. Got 42 in archery and was doing okay. However, got sexually harassed in astronomy, had a severe panic attack that M’Lady Ed multiple Hours, and was in so much pain in my lower back (due to being shoved into a table) that I could barely see and coudont move below the waist as soon as I sat down. Pain spread from a small spot on my back to my entire lower back & hips

Last day at summer camp, got harassed by the kid again yesterday, snapped at Maddison, can’t support myself on both my canes at once, can’t process anything, so exhausted I can’t think, barley can talk, and didn’t relaid I’d peed myself when I walked to the bathroom. 

At waterworld with gf, I wa steering high symtpoms pretty early on. After maybe 3 hours I sat out for a ride. I don’t remeber most of this area (which should be about an hour but I don’t know). I remeber more so of what I felt. I remeber feeling almost like there was a bunch of bees inside my body, then I hit that sort of smell you get when you hit your head. After that, I vaguely remeber sort of holding my hand suinin some way, my eyes shaking or blinking rapidly (mainly because this gave me a headache), and tapping my finger repeatedly on the table. Woutbthe exception of the last one, the same thing happened at least drive while waiting for them.

Because of the way I feel I’m being treated, I feel the urge to run away whenever I get high symptoms, despite being unable to, which results in understimulation and feeling like I’m stuck somewhere 

Evidence I was collecting to see if mom was willing to negotiate support (last few times it didn’t work so I started writing things down)

Dad yelled at me for bringing my cane & headphones to the ren fair, stating ‘what was the point of php if we’re still doing this?’

My dad forgot that I would be coming home from scouts about now and kicked my door open with a knife in hand thinking I was intruded and then realized it was me

Mom didn’t tell my grandparents about my FND (despite the fact I have episodes that sometimes will paralyze me) for a 3 week roadtrip with my grandparents

Mom told scouts staff I could walk summers camp ‘just fine’ when campus is huge, very hilly, and she knows I can’t.

Got snapped at for using my cane at school (7 hours), having a multi hour medical episode, and being unable to walk a mile and a half up and down hill because I had my cane and it’s just my ‘personality’ and I should throw out my cane 

Minimizing all of my symptoms and everything I say related to my health (ranging from pneumonia symptoms to paralysis)

Tells my symptoms/experiences diffferent to doctors than how I tell her and tells me I’m telling it wrong/I don’t remeber it right 

Diminished in what I say even if it’s causing a genuine safety risk (‘my best rate is really high I need to sit down’ ‘mine gets high when I work out too it’s fine that’s how you loose weight…if that’s what your trying to do anyway.’)

My mom refused to vouch/help me in convincing my dad to go with a mobility aid that was a safety assistance (a medical alert and mobility service dog) 

My dad slammed in hand on the table in a restaraunt and made my dad take me out to the car SICNE he was so mad, where he yelled at and berrated me for advocating and asking and ‘pushing’ for a Sevrice dog, while telling me I was ‘being bratty’ and that I would ‘hate myself’ if he recorded me. Said experience is on video where I am audibly scared - voice shaking, shutting down.

Asked my mom if she knew my order at tropical smoothie. Before I’d even said anything about why she just said ‘you can order for yourself’. Not yes, not even no. Then she pulled her eyes when I said I was overstimulated more than usual by the blenders and wanted to go sit outside (I always ignore how overwhelmed I am and just go with it but now I’m realizing that my parents are assuming I’m not bothered by things)

Because of the way I feel I’m being treated, I feel the urge to run away whenever I get high symptoms, despite being unable to, which results in understimulation and feeling like I’m stuck somewhere 

When I was 14 mom forgot mg yearly checkup

One year my mom forgot to take me to get a haircut for a year despite me asking

For in trouble for being uncertainly with little sharp hairs in my shirt collar/on me after a haircut and was forced to continue walking around old town and go to the store and take a detour to get tacos for a homeless person, all while getting in trouble for being uncomfortable and getting trustead.

Things that have happened over the years.

Idk what to do even if this is abuse, my therapist has said before it seems like medical neglect.

I’ve also been asking about a service dog for 5 years, actually almost 6 now. With evidence, examples, training our family pet (until he started getting fear reactive when he started losing his vision [hes 4]), and plenty more, nothing happened and when it finally did they backed out last minute and got mad when I cried as they told me I’m ‘never’ allowed to have a service dog and they won’t help me get a service dog. My dad yelled at me for crying and my mom just shoved a tissue in my face, then they continued to bash me while crying and wouldn’t let me leave.

TW: Homophia/transphobia

my parents are also super supportive of my sister being LBGTQ and genderqueer, but have refused to good. Or acknowledge my pronouns for 5 years AND told me I’m not allowed to have sleepovers with any crushes when I came out as Bi despite also coming out as ace, and when I thought I was lesbian my mom was disappointed. My sister is a lesbian.

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OC Quotebook~

These are thoughts I hear in my mind, they’re also things I’m fairly certain my Ocs are saying- as well as a few that are just things the characters from Aftokios have sajd

“YOUVE YEED UOUR LAST HA NOW GET OUR ME CA”

Cosmos 

“I don’t know your name still but I like hugs”

Sparrow

“The Jeremy seedlings are happy”

Atlas 

“Aaaahhhh this takes me back”

“To where????”

“The mental institution.”

Cosmos and Androemda 

“*throws pillow*”

“*opens eyes and catches pillow* no.”

“You TOLD me to wake you up~ you never said HOW”

Ripley and Wybie 

“Shut. The FUCK. Up. You little giggle box.”

Jazzy

“*bites his boyfriends thigh*”

“Ow???? Help me-“

“*sigh* the sassy little shit strikes again.”

Ripley, Oren, and Ellie

“STOP IT HES TOUCHING ME WEEEENIIS”

cosmos 

“(Loopy af) why does everything sound like it has a heartbeat…?”

“Rio, you’re deaf.”

Rio and Androemda 

“Oo there’s one more snickers~”

“MINE-“

“THEFLOORISLAVA”

“BISH-“

Wybie and Cosmos

“His scheduled ks so precise I swear he PEES at the exact same second every fucking night.”

Cosmos 

“I jsut thought my succulent was bill clinton out of the corner of my eye-“

Andormeda 

“Yeah at the bonfire last night-“

“*sits down gayly and interrupts* oh you’re talking about crime brule~?”

Theophilia and Rio

“Your so cranky today after the full moon~ do you wanna play peekaboo?”

“I AM TWENTY FOUR-“

“Rio your not even 16 yet?”

Androemda and Rio

“I am the Lorax and I speak for the trees but for some reason the greees are speaking Veitnamese”

“Haha- pans over to atlas”

“Ar eyou calling me a Veitnamese treee?”

“Yes. You are.”

“Why???”

“What are you?”

“….veitnamese?”

“And whose child are you?”

“….Demeter….?”

“Veitnamese tree”

Cosmos, Wybie, and Atlas

“I came downstairs to get a glass of water…and this DOOFUS *pans to cosmos* is appanrelfu sitting on the counter, eating a plain tortilla dipped in nacho cheese, and crying.”

“Stop it, you’re being mean.whats wrong?”

“*crying* I don’t know. Tortillas.”

Atlas, Androemda, Cosmos 

“He’s an honorary hunter for two reasons. One he likes the outdoors, two he’s blind. I could change in front of him and he’d think I had a white tank top on.”

“Because your fREAKING PASTY-“

Androemda and Atlas

“What are you looking for?”

“A fox figurine.”

“Why?”

“….therapeutic puproses.”

Rhian & Atlas

“Did you take your meds?”

“*sigh* LET ME READ MY GAY FANFIC IN OEACE GODDAMNIT”

Teddy and Rio

“Ugh I hate taking vitamin C-“

“Vitamin deez nuts~”

“OH SHUT IT, YOU-“

Atlas and Rio

“You fart of a fish.”

“wHAT- GO TO SLEEP??”

Cosmos & Ellie

“Yeah but sometimes Owen the-whah-she-…………..✨EnGlIsH✨”

Ripley

“*pouts while cuddling (it was her choice, she came over to Teddy)*”

“Aww….grumpy little puppy..”

“*glares up at him* that’s what your dad called me.”

“Cool. Not doing that. Noted. No more.”

Rio & Teddy

“Hang in, I need snacks to think.”

“What-??”

“It’s a requirement of genius.”

“I think it’s a requirement of satyr.”

“HEY- don’t diss on grazing behavior”

Cooper & Leo

“Whatcha doing?”

“Drawing. Go away.”

“I got cheese sticks”

“GIVE”

Pollux and Cooper

“Oh no! A twist?!?!?”

Leo

“KODA ALDER STONE-“

“Leona. Alexia. Dane.”

“*gasp* TOO FAR-“

“You don’t even know sign???”

“I know he spelled my name wrong.”

Koda, Pollux, and Leo

“*sigh* we gotta resurrect the dead.”

“With what?”

“My ass”

“WHAT-“

Cooper and Pollux

“Why does he always wear the same red and white scarf??”

“It’s *light grey* and *pomegranate* but-“

“Pomegranate schmomergranite it’s the same thing”

“It’s NOT and I made it.”

Leo and Pollux

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Confession time...

Please re-blog this if it is okay to anonymously confess a fantasy to you.

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Did you cum when you were SA?

No, you piece of shit.

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put my besties name, I’m dead.

OK new game. Use this website to see how common your first name is, and then put that number in the tags. 

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This is the same as how i feel, exept im 19 so im not a minor but im tired of seeing these in my messages, explaining I can’t donate, and being messaged repeatedly asking me for things until i block because they refuse to stop when i say i cant

Please do not send me asks for donations

Here's why (for if you find that statement hard to understand):

I have NO money to give you.

I don't have a big enough audience for my asks to get noticed.

I am a minor, and most of my followers/mutuals are too.

It makes me feel extremely guilty.

Seeing pictures of injuries or hospitals etc are triggering and/or upsetting for me. These pictures often have blood, gore, extreme medical situations, hospital environments, etc. I'm not saying I don't feel sympathy for them, I'm saying I do not want to see that.

They are always worded in a way that makes me feel like I am a murderer if I don't donate.

I said I don't want them, and my boundaries should be respected. They make me feel uncomfortable, and sometimes triggered or upset.

I can't tell what is a bot/scam and what isn't.

I get a lot of spam from this.

Please, just respect the fact that I have said this.

If you want this in your pinned post, please don't credit me. You can copy the words or take a screenshot with my username cropped out. You can reblog this but please don't go on about how awful your experiences have been. I get it, but also if you spiral two much you might end up accidentally saying something bad. This post has led to a lot of hate anons and harassment, so I would rather not have too much attention. Thanks...

I am pro Palestine and want to do everything I can to help but I'm not financially or mentally well enough to do much. I'm not in support of these people dying. Also, this post isn't just about Palestine. It's about ALL asks for donations. I'm not doing favouritism or racism. I just can't deal with it. Don't harass me for expressing boundaries. This post applies to people of all nationalities and backgrounds. Every situation- war, poverty, injury, anything. I'm not discriminating. I'm not being a zionist or a racist or an ableist. It's a boundary.

Yes, this post might seem controversial. But I did literally make this for my own personal experience and didn't expect it to get more than 12 notes or so. Don't add opposing views because quite frankly, it's none of your business. It's not my problem and I didn't mean for this post to get so many notes. Don't use the number of notes as an excuse to fight me. I just want a peaceful Tumblr experience. Also, if you are reblogging this, don't trauma dump. I keep notifications on for this post so that I can block people harassing me before shit escalates, so I can see every reblog. You can screenshot and repost if you want to talk about your problems, but honestly its no better seeing people saying "I'm bankrupt and I just got kicked out by my family. I also have a history of abuse and those images are so triggering that I want to die". That doesn't help me. Make your own post to say that. Please.

I am taking this post off private after slightly modifying it. Any conflicting arguments based on this post will result in my blocking and reporting of you. If you do not understand my point of view, make sure you fully read the post before saying this. I made this post for my blog. If you have any questions or don't understand this post, send me an ask that is composed, calm and polite, and I can talk it through with you.

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if I get this to 50k+ notes I'll actually try to bake this

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My gender is the government of chicken and I am not the president of any of the other parties but I am a good boy

I love when my phone goes form conspiracy theories to ‘good boy’ (My phone litterally somehow always lobs good boy and/or chicken into these things..)

Type "my gender is" on your phone and let your phone finish the sentence, then tag your moots to keep the chain going, I'll go first.

My gender is a little bit more intense than I thought I could have done

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the book I’m writing (an overveiw)

Title: Sundown of Aftokios

characters

Character 1: Koda Stone

Full name: Koda Alder Stone

Nicknames: shot (sign name), pebble, 

Birthdate: November 5th, 2002

Gender: cis male

Sexuality: bisexual (dating Pollux)

Species: Elf (light elf) and dwarf (dark elf) hybrid aka a ‘dim elf’ as Leo calls him 

Age: 16

Build: tall & thin.

Height: 5’7

Face shape: triangle

Eyes: almond w/ wider orbits, electric blue/gray

Glasses/contacts: no

Skin tone: pale white (not quite white, but pretty close)

Predominant features: pointed ears, longer/thin nose, thin upper lip, triangle/arrow like shaped birthmark on his collarbone 

Hair: white/greyish, usually in a sort of military/french crop cut, sometimes grown out and in 2 braids.

Health: Hard of hearing (not quite deaf, but even what he can hear is so muddled he can’t make out words), Autistic.

Usual fashion of dress: Light/classical academia and fantasy

What’s in their bag: headphones, parachord, pocketknife/hunting knife, book, camera, spare clothes (lightwear/casual), flashlight, notebook and pen, first aid kit, 

Disposition/what they’re like: INCREIDBLY sassy, sarcastic, laid back, passive aggressive.

Strengths/skills: sarcasm, 

Flaws: sometimes doesn’t look at people when they’re signing despite being deaf, low resilience, easily frustrated, passive agressive

Backstory: grew up in the northern region, then ended up going with a more nomadic group because I didn’t like staying still. Being deaf, they ended up dropping him with a more northern dwarf settlement until he was picked up for the military training the story starts out with. Now he’s dating Pollux,  the dwarf whose family raised him.

Social Interaction: ambivert 

Tattoos/Scars: small bow & arrow silhouette (wrist), scar on his right side, long cut down his back (right shoulder blade to left hip) scratches on his legs.

Special tools: runes, bow & arrows

Role: medic

Character 2: Cooper Muller

Full name: Cooper Eris Muller 

Nicknames: Coop, charcoal (sign name)

Birthdate: December 1st, 2004

Gender: Nonbinary (they/he)

Sexuality: Gay (men)

Species: satyr (part fainting goat)

Age: 14

Build: slightly chubby 

Height: 5’3

Face shape: oval-ish

Eyes: grey/green eyes, they’re more round and deep set.

Glasses/contacts: no

Skin tone: pale/neutral tanned, a bit more unsaturated 

Predominant features: goat legs/horns, more prominent body hair, larger eyes w/ more horizontal pupils, slightly pointed ears, often shorter 

Hair: brown with red undertones, kinda curly, usually short 

Voice: mid tone, usually a bit awkward.

Health: social anxiety, selective mutism,

Usual fashion of dress: fantasy/adventurecore

Disposition/what they’re like: anxious, awkward, but confident in a few situations

Backstory: grew up with average nuclear family

Social Interaction: ambivert

Tattoos/Scars: training scars mainly 

Special tools: sword that stores as an arm cuff 

Role: scout/satyr guide (aka he can talk to animals and knows a lot abt plants and such.)

Character 3: Aries Norse

Full name: Aries Hilt Norse

Nicknames: Horse, Sword (sign), mom

Birthdate: July 29th, 2001

Gender: female 

Sexuality: aro/ace

Species: Elf (light elf)

Age: 17

Build: lean, tall, and slightly muscular 

Height: 6’0

Face shape: triangle

Eyes: purple-ish

Glasses/contacts: no

Skin tone: slightly tanned 

Predominant features: pointed ears, sharp features, thin upper lip, paler lips, tinted blue sclera, 

Hair: black & slightly curly/wavy

Voice: pretty neutral, not super high but not very deep

Health: moebius syndrome 

Usual fashion of dress: fantasy/hunter, dark academia 

Disposition/what they’re like: serious, neutral, easily annoyed.

Backstory: grew up with a semi-dysfunctional household but didn’t question it and grew up conforming and understanding the social stuff well 

Social Interaction: introvert

Tattoos/Scars: scar down her torso from Minotaur, cuts and scrapes from training 

Special tools: throwing knives, has a semi-domesticated Raven named Kuragi

Role: ‘sniper’/stealth

Character 4: Pollux Blitz

Full name: Pollux Lael Blitz

Nicknames: Label, 

Birthdate: September 25th, 2003

Gender: cis male

Sexuality: Gay  (dating Koda)

Species: Dwarf (dark elf)

Age: 15

Build: stalky and a bit short 

Height: 5’1

Face shape: square

Eyes: large/deep set dark brown eyes 

Glasses/contacts: no

Skin tone: medium dark 

Predominant features: larger/broad noses, fuller lips, large and deep set eyes, round/small ears, browns or black or sometimes dark green eyes

Hair: coily hair that’s bald but dyed purple 

Voice: deep and kinda rough 

Health: dysgraphia, Chronic Regional Pain Syndrome (resulting from a lightning strike), sometimes uses a cane.

Usual fashion of dress: mechanical dress/utility or really fancy/elegant clothes 

Disposition/what they’re like: confident, clever, mildly sarcastic, adventurous, smart

Backstory: grew up semi-nomadic but his family settled eventually and he mainly just hang around the village 

Social Interaction: extrovert

Tattoos/Scars: lightning scar from his right eye to his shoulder/down his arm 

Special tools: sword that shifts into a ring he wears on a necklace when it’s not in use

Role: builder/designer

Character 5: Leona ‘Leo’

Full name: Leona Alexis

Nicknames: Leo, ‘problem’

Birthdate: October 11th, 2006

Gender: cis girl

Sexuality: bisexual (butch)

Species: demigoddess and half plant nymph 

Age:  12

Build: average 

Height: 5’2

Face shape: round 

Eyes:  pink/yellow 

Glasses/contacts: no

Skin tone: slightly greenish tint to her skin, tanned

Predominant features: a leaf/shaped birthmark on her thigh, sharper features,

Hair: more brown/dirty hair color with ‘baby curls’ or really loose curls/waves

Voice: a little squeaky, high pitched, confident and loud

Health: ADHD, Dyslexia 

Usual fashion of dress: Fantasy style dress/adventurecore

Disposition/what they’re like: really chaotic, hyper, kind of annoying, good leadership skills, really confident 

Backstory: grew up with a pretty good home, but ended up sent to a military training school until she was sent to the group.

Social Interaction: extrovert

Tattoos/Scars: a few small scars form training 

Special tools: slingshot 

Role: leader

minor characters/side characters

Marigold

Full name: Marigold 

Gender/Sexuality: lesbian & cis girl 

Species: plant nymph

Age: n/a

Build: average height (~5’4) and pretty lean

Face shape: heart

Eyes: pinkish/yellow

Skin tone: yellowish green

Hair: fluffy and slightly curly, brown ish 

Disposition/what they’re like: open, friendly, calm

Role: Leo’s mom 

Harlow Norse 

Full name: Harlow Envy Norse

Gender/Sexuality: straight and cis girl 

Species: elf

Age: 46

Build: tall and thin

Face shape: oval

Eyes: grey

Skin tone: rather pale, closer to white 

Hair: black with loose curls

Disposition/what they’re like: serious, strict

Role: Aries’ mom 

Harper

Full name: Harper Jones

Gender/Sexuality:  unlabeled, cis girl 

Species: Harpy

Age: 17

Build: thin, sorta tall, 

Face shape: triangle 

Eyes: sharp, yellow

Skin tone: Caucasian, reddish 

Hair: long red and wavy hair with some feathers 

Disposition/what they’re like: observant, laid back, hesitant, friendly 

Role: friend bet along the way/helper

Clover Muller

Full name: Clover Jane Muller

Gender/Sexuality: straight/cis

Species: Saytr

Age: 42

Build: short/kinda stout

Face shape: round

Eyes: brown/orangeish

Skin tone: neutral tanned

Hair: curly brown with reddish undertones 

Disposition/what they’re like: friendly, open, pretty laid back 

Role: Coopers mom

Zen Muller

Full name: Zen Harold Muller

Gender/Sexuality: bisexual, cis man

Species: satyr 

Age: 39

Build: short and stout 

Face shape: round 

Eyes: round/soft, brown

Skin tone: neutral tan ish

Hair: curly red

Disposition/what they’re like: confident, humorous, a bit chaotic 

Role: Coopers dad

Cordelia

Full name: Cordelia 

Gender/Sexuality: bisexual & demigirl 

Species: Ocean Nymph

Age: n/a

Build: average, not super tall 

Face shape: round 

Eyes: sharp and deep blue

Skin tone: deep ocean blue 

Hair: long and flowy, deep blue/teal, straight and silky

Disposition/what they’re like: cool, pretty neutral, usually pretty calm and chill but can get really angry 

Role: friend met along the way 

Stratus

Full name: Stratus

Gender/Sexuality: aro/ace

Species: cloud nymph (stratus clouds)

Age: n/a

Build: a bit stout, sort of tall

Face shape: round

Eyes: soft and round, white 

Skin tone: pale neutral blue 

Hair: curly and white 

Disposition/what they’re like: pretty calm, chill 

Role: friend along the way 

Cove Blitz

Full name: Cove Skylar Blitz

Gender/Sexuality: sexuality unlabeled, cis girl 

Species: Dwarf (dark elf)

Age: 6

Build: a bit stalky, still short since she’s a kid 

Face shape: round ish square 

Eyes: dark brown, roundish 

Skin tone: medium dark 

Hair: coily and dark brown 

Disposition/what they’re like: childish (excitable, a bit hyper) 

Role: Pollux’ Sister

Taryn Blitz

Full name: Taryn Evangeline Blitz

Gender/Sexuality: pansexual and genderfluid

Species: Dwarf (dark elf)

Age: 39

Build: a bit stalky, short

Face shape: heart 

Eyes: rounded, orange ish

Skin tone: dark chocolate

Hair: darker brown, curly

Disposition/what they’re like: neutral, kinda chaotic, likes to keep busy 

Role: Pollux’ mother

Flint Blitz

Full name: Flint Trenton Blitz

Gender/Sexuality: bisexual and cis male 

Species: Dwarf (dark elf)

Age: 40

Build: short but lean 

Face shape: square

Eyes: rounded ish, brown

Skin tone: dark copper 

Hair: broadly and coily

Disposition/what they’re like: reasonably mellow kind of hyper but typically chill

Role: Pollux’ Dad

Oakley Apollon

Full name: Oakley Hope Apollon

Gender/Sexuality: omnisexual and cis girl 

Species: Centaur

Age: 46

Build: pretty muscular but also lean 

Face shape: roundish

Eyes: soft and rounded, blue 

Skin tone: tan ish with black pinto horse quarters 

Hair: black salt and pepper

Disposition/what they’re like:

Role: Nikos’ mom

Nikos Apollon 

Full name: Nikos Christopher Apollon 

Gender/Sexuality: asexual and cis boy 

Species: Centaur

Age: 14

Build: pretty average

Face shape: round 

Eyes: dark blue 

Skin tone: tanned, brown horse quarters

Hair: brown and fluffy 

Disposition/what they’re like: awkwardly confident, kind of energetic

Role: friend they meet along the way

Magnolia Apollon

Full name: Magnolia Emerald Apollon

Gender/Sexuality: n/a (cis and straight but she’s a child so we don’t know yet)

Species: Centaur

Age: 2.5

Build: slightly chubby baby 

Face shape: round 

Eyes: electric blue 

Skin tone: light tan skin, black pinto horse quarters 

Hair: baby curls black 

Disposition/what they’re like: pretty much just a baby, loves her brother 

Role: Nikos’ little sister 

PLOT/CHAPTER TITLES

Prologue: the prophecy happens, then on the winter solstice the world goes dark and the moons never rise…

Settling into base, beginning training, learning of the prophecy (Pollux - Welcome to New York…. I have no idea what that is)

They begin to bond and train more, speculating about the prophecy (Koda - I apparently have ‘stoner magic’)

Leo gets them in trouble, they get kicked out  ( Aries - Leo Ruins Everthing. were screwed.)

They begin to build a boat and collect materials, having to completely change the plan now ( Koda - I sarcastically name a boat and now we’re stuck here

Finish the boat, make a plan, and set out (Aries - Is throwing a child off a boat Wrong? Sadly, yes.)

They reach Sleepy Cat Island, search for the season goddess (Pollux - I bet my life on a mistake)

The group all gets (varying) nightmares about the underworld and take it as a sign to head there (Cooper - Apple Juice and Nightmares)

so they start planning and mapping out how to get there, decide to go to the temple first. (Leo - We go Under the trees *beat drop*)

Journey to the temple with meetings to plan out the next moves ( Aries - I almost throw a knife into my cousin chest)

From the temple they find the entrance to the underworld/finding the entrance (Leo - ‘haha, Whoops!’: Things you don’t wanna hear gods say)

venture down into the underworld ( Pollux - I commit arson for soup)

They go through a maze and what feels like miles until they locate Ceyna (Cooper - Haha Weeeeee (I fall off a cliff))

They try to reason with the underworld god, working out a negotiation. (Aries - A serious battle. My Comrads are making puns)

They end up having to fight a spirit to free Ceyna. They win, and now begin to head home and start planning to get Ceyna back to her temple ( Pollux - We fight god and win)

Leo gets killed in a fight, Koda especially is trying to revive her ( Leo - Into the soup I go)

Ceyna rewinds time, but they don’t have amnesia and Leo isn’t brought back. (Koda - Cherry Jelly)

The group now has to redo the fight with one less person, and plans stragagy before going down ( Cooper - we remeber something we shouldn’t and I don’t want to)

The underworld god is trying to negotiate them out of fighting, but they eventually convince him ( Aries - fighting a child? I’m not against it.)

The spirit they have to fight is Leo, they take a long time dodging until they eventually win (Cooper - Maple Syrup)

The god is furious and insist they fight him, they somehow win (Koda - Bitch Slapping god: the sequel)

They rescue Ceyna and now have to fin the way out through the maze (Cooper - Iate a spider…I’m a vegetarian.)

As they’re heading back, they get attacked again. Aries almost dies but Koda manages to save her ( Koda - I rizz someone to life with my hands)

They finally get back to the boat and drop Ceyna off and are now going back to base to announce victory ( Pollux - I drown in 3 feet of water… I think )

Epilouge: 10 Years Later

Plot

On the winter solstice, the moons never rise after the sunset People start going missing/dying…Time begins to slow, and nothing seems to be changing or growing for 2 days. Then they get a Prophecy.

Hook/lead 

Coming to the training camp

Meeting/starting to bond

Starting to build a boat and train as they figure out leadership and skills

Get kicked out of training camp for messing around

Train on their own and continue to build the boat 

Climbing 

Set sail

Check the Time God temple 

Explore around the island it’s on for any clues

Gets a dream sign to go look in the underworld

Trying to find the entrance to the underworld

Start to make their way down 

Avoid the spirits/monsters down there

Locate the Time God

Try and talk to the underworld god

Climax 

End up having to fight the underworld god, although there was a set of rules to make sure it was semi fair

Complete battle 

Rescue the Time God

As they’re leaving, Leo gets killed

The time god rewinds time to try and save her but doesn’t do it right. They all remeber but Leo’s dead still

They have to fight Leo’s ghost to save the time god

Falling 

The Sun comes up

They all begin to head home

Trying to figure out what to do about Leo’s death

Aries almost dies, gets saved

They finally get back to the boat

Resolution 

Other details

Switching viewpoint (every chapter) without repeating the same scene form a different beiw point

3rd person 

Prophecy:

When the sun sets but the moons never rise (time god kidnapped)

6 heroes, most of which a surprise (heroes chosen and saught out/kidnapped)

Awaken from solitude, despite the peace (they were unaware of the slowing of time, and suddenly realize the grave danger) 

Find the culprit, convince a cease (explore temples/sites and figure out who caused this) 

One from a forest reeking of silence (Koda)

One who burns a dark skilled potence (Aries)

An unsuspected leader will soon show (Leo)

The savior only one truly knows (Pollux)

One who will take the fall (Eris)

Will learn to stand tall (training)

All will cease on the last day, (the first year of the new year will be the last day before they can’t rescue the time God)

Or all who are lost will finally pay (the kidnapped people will die, most of the world will freeze without the sun or moons, and the earth/life/plant based gods will die)

Where do they train/meet originally?: they are apart of the ‘Sundown Prophecy’ program designed to help this prophecy, but they’re at the ‘four corners base’

Boat name:  ‘the disaster’

More about the world

Political system: Representive democracy & military junta (citizens vote for military personnel in charge)

Economic system: mixed (market & traditional)

Type of country: 2nd world country

Laws: basic laws (basic rights, no murder/violence, harassment, disability rights, etc), no jaywalking, speed limits, those kinds of things mainly 

Country name: Aftokios 

Nickname: Land of the Midday Moon

Language: Aftismo (Greek but with English alphabet; ie instead of ‘Γειά σου’ would be ‘ Geia sou’ for hello)

species: centaurs, humans, elves, dwarves, and satyrs 

Wildlife: most forest & rainforest animals 

Domestic animals: foxes, raccoons, dogs, cats, horses, reptiles, fish also sometimes ?kept as pets), amphibians, bears, deer, and most mustilids

Climate(s): tropical (rainforest), semi-arid (plains), continental (4 distinct seasons),  tundra, 

Landmarks (man made): dams ( Dekara & pyrmi), statues of gods, temples, villages/cities, schools/buildings, bases/camps, Cantaur Ranch (centaur home village), satyr council (home/base village), Saipan Capitol (human’s man location), Pine Ridge (Elven Base), Hammerhead Lodge (Dwarf main camp)

Natural landmarks: mountains (the Constellation & Trilogy mountain ranges), waterfalls (glacier, liquid gold, and crow), glaciers (eye & arrow), islands, hills, plains, valleys, rivers/canals (crossroad canal, eurodite, and landslide), lakes (glacier, antler, and liquid gold), surrounding ocean, streams, forests (constellation, secondary, 4 corners), rainforests (Scylla, Circe, calypso)

Island names: sleeping cat, twin isles, Stammy, Capps, haver, triple cove, inverted.

Province names: pagentas (north), Dyse (west), Eah (east), notos (south),

Culture: a mix of Native American (lifestyle), Asian/european (food), and Canada (norms)

Holidays: Christmas, peace day (basically a version of Thanksgiving), pride month, disability pride month, new years, birthdays, winter solstice, summer solstice, 

Transportation: most people use bikes, horses, or walk, cars are rare but exists.

Social rules: tolerance, politeness, strong sense of community, respect. Humor/sarcasm, professional workplaces.

School subjects: archery, combat/martial arts, music, math, English, science, history, with elevates (many options)

Main Job options/most wanted jobs: military, fishing/hunting, farming, teaching, buissness/entrepreneur, private lessons, medic/doctor, craftsmen/maker of things.

Fantasy/mythological sort of world (temples, lots of plants, etc)

species details

Elves

Skin tone(s): usually paler (ranging from slightly tanned to almost completely white), low melanin

Hair: a variety from light brown/ginger to white, typically kept long 

Clothing: typically formal or Scout-like/hunting uniform

Predominant features: pointed ears, sharp features, thin upper lip, blue or green or grey eyes, paler lips (typically), tinted blue sclera, 

Basic beliefs:

Average size/height: between 5’0 and 6’6

Dwarves

Skin tone(s): from tanned to dark brown most of the time 

Hair: curls or coils, usually brown or black. Sometimes braided or left natural

Clothing: typically more leather/canvas but not very strict on clothing outside of school & work. 

Predominant features: larger/broad noses, fuller lips, large and deep set eyes, round/small ears, browns or black or sometimes dark green eyes

Basic beliefs: timeliness, personal-based, self care/put yourself before others,

Average size/height: 4’7-5’4

Centaurs

Skin tone(s): any range of white to dark, usually with correlating fur color on the horse quarters.

Hair: typically long, brown-black though sometimes blonde, 

Clothing: typically just shirts are worn, with those usually being either leather, canvas, or button ups. Arm guards, leg guards, and other such are also common. 

Predominant features: horse lower bodies (shoulders to goal, with human torso and head), large/soft eyes

Basic beliefs: n/a differs family to family 

Average size/height: usually rather tall due to being half horses between 5’8 and 7’3

Satyrs

Skin tone(s): usually more of tan/coppery tones but can be darker or lighter 

Hair: often times brown and wavy/curly but can be straight and blonde-black

Clothing: natural/fantasy style clothes, sometimes more casual stuff like t shirts and such.

Predominant features: goat legs, horns, more noticeable body hair, rounder features 

Basic beliefs: natural/sort of ‘hippie’ beliefs

Average size/height: typically 5’0 - 5’7

Harpey

Skin tone(s): ranges from white to dark

Hair: typically reddish/gunger, can be brown/brunnete, often straight or wavy

Clothing: clothing ranges by individual, no specifics

Predominant features: feathers, bird liek features, bright yellow eyes

Basic beliefs: n/a, differs family to family

Average size/height: often times 5’3-6’5

Nymphs

Water/Ocean 

Skin tone(s): varying shades of blue mostly, symbolizing the body of water they represent

Hair: blues/greys, often wavy and sleek

Clothing: basic/causal 

Predominant features: smooth/sleek features, blue or transparent skin and eyes, slight glowy affect 

Average size/height: varies based on size of their water body 

Plant/land

Skin tone(s): browns/greens

Hair: tree bark/ground appearance, often straight and fluffy.

Clothing: often more leafy/natural 

Predominant features: sharper features, often mimic the appearance of whichever plant they represent 

Average size/height: depends on plant represented 

Cloud/breeze

Skin tone(s): varying shades of grey/neutral blue 

Hair: grey-ish colors, curly, fluffy 

Clothing: typically chiton/toga like

Predominant features: softer eyes, flat midfaces, softer/cloud-like features, 

Average size/height: usually 5’3-5’7

Gods/Goddesses

MOON 

Name: Liloa (Lee-low-ah)

Goddess

SUN 

Name: Selos (cell-ose)

Goddess

SKY 

Name: Syn

God

KNOWLEDGE 

Name: Gei (Gi)

God

LIFE/PLANTS 

Name: Viol

God

OCEAN/WATER

Name: Asul (as-ule)

Goddess

AIR/WIND/WEATHER 

Name: Jino

God

DEATH/UNDERWORLD 

Name: Ikar (Eye-car)

God

WAR 

Name: Bia

Goddess

PEACE 

Name: Equal

God

HEALING 

Name: Leise (Li-sea)

God

FIRE/CRAFT 

Name: Ignez

Goddess

SEASONS/TIME

Name: Ceyna

Goddess

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Not a question but a suggestion, if you haven’t already, you should check out Xena Warrior Princess. You might like it since you like Greek mythology.

Alright, I might thick that out, thanks!

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I am making this post on the behalf of Sami and his family -- Gazans currently suffering from hunger and violence.

Sami says:

"Imagine starting your childhood carrying your little brother on your back instead of a schoolbag. Imagine your first lesson in life being not about games or dreams, but about survival and responsibility. In Gaza, many children grow up too soon, not because they want to, but because war has left them no choice.

These children have never tasted safety. They've lost their homes, their families, and their innocence. Some became orphans in a single night, standing in the ruins of everything they once loved. And yet, even after all the pain, their hearts still beat with hope and kindness.

This is my life, and the life of my family, in the heart of Gaza. Displaced, surrounded by destruction, and living under constant threat, we cling to each other and to life with whatever strength we have left. When someone from Gaza speaks to you, it is not just a story—it’s a cry for help."

Please consider supporting Sami's fundraiser, found here.

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Reblog if you're okay with people coming into your dms or ask box with storylines and rp ideas!

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idk what to title this but pls tell me im not alone haha

I forgot my adhd meds thsi morning

so now that I’m laying down and not doing soemthing, I got really understimukatedso now I’m rocking back and forth, eating M&Ms, and listening to Eminem.

I like to organize them in a pyramid but I didn’t have enough of varying colors sadly so I ate them in rainbow order until I could make a pyramid. ‘Totally’ didn’t cry over the M&Ms not working the way I wanted them to (I’m fine)

sometimes missing my adhd meds makes it impossible for me to mask my autism, and so now I’m also giggling because Eminem wanted to name himself ‘m&m’ but it was trademarked so he spelled it out the way it was pronounced and from what I’ve read he’s either autistic, or suspected to be.

so ig im twinning with Eminem tonight

JUST A FONAL NOTE: HUST BECAUSE YOU FO ANYTHING STATED ABOVE DOESNT MEAN YOU ARE AUTISTIC OR HAVE ADHD. ID YOU BELIVE YOU HAVE ANY MENTAL ILLNESS OR CONSITION PLEASE TALK TO A MENTAL HEALTH PORFESSIONAL

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Reblog this for suicide prevention.

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after affects

TW VENT: MENTIONS OF SA, SH, SUICIDAL THOUGHFS AND PTSD

LAST WARNING

seriously don’t keep going if your sensetice

it’s currently 12:30 am. I cut again.

just got back from a summer camp for scouts: miserable. Medical negkect, got SA’d by the same boy 2 days in a row, was in so much pain and had so many horrible moments and days and whatnkt, had to sleep in the floor, so I found my crochet yarn cutter, laid down in bed, and swiped my thighs.

a couple cat zcractches/baby styros, a couple actual styros, hit beans, the most I’ve cut previously was like 3-5, I think I did 20 across both my thighs. Constantly wearing shorts & pants so nobody should notice. Going to waterworld with my girlfriend on Saturday, wish me luck!

as I’m thing I can feel the blood run down my thighs underneath my pants, I love it. The sting is making it feel so much easier to bury everything and get through it and pretend the abuse I went through with my first gf isn’t repeating~

I did it so hard in the really deep one (beans) I actually broke my yarn cutter- luckily it was an easy fix and still works just csnt do it so hard I cut to beans ig

I want to do more but I’m shaking so bad I barley can type lol, and I think that my thighs need a few days to heal… could go double side a few but it’s 12:30 and I gotta be up by 8

First time taking a pick, my legs are so fking fat. This is only the left one lol there’s more on my right leg but Idrc to take a picture there’s only one that isn’t a cat scratch and it’s tinyyy

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reblog to wirelessly transfer all of your dysphoria to jk rowling

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’grandmothers’

I have been nicknamed grandma since I was 10…..

wHAT

First thing you see after you zoom in is how you die

How you dying 👀