thesewickedwoods

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i’m not getting better anyways so why not get worse

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„Suicide is selfish“ let me be selfish for once in my life.

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When will it be my turn to be put down like a sick dog

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i would make such a beautiful dead bird on the sidewalk

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good things will happen 🧿

things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿

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please don't be mean to me bc i can be meaner and i hate being mean

[thesewickedwoods]

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I would like to write to you but... will I disturb you? Would you be annoyed? Will I be wrong?

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Quite frankly, I'd rather be unconscious

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There's this constant longing for someone who cares, some older, wiser being who listens & takes care of me.

This longing scares me. I try to write about it but there are no words for it.

It all leads to this unbearable loneliness that I can't fucking face...

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God grant me the strength to do the things I enjoy

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Haven't I given enough?

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why do so many people just feel totally fine with completely disregarding me and my feelings but I am always expected to prioritize theirs?

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Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals

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it's a lot harder to "get better" when you're trying to get better alone

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I don’t feel real