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[theshaayar]

Everytime I look at the clouds

and the sky, I fall in love with

the seasons but this time my

heart asked me, "you love

different seasons for they bear

different fruits, but why is it so

hard to accept me change?"

-:rohit🌙

[theshaayar]

It take lot more than a friend

to make me speak of my demons.

-rohit💙

[theshaayar]

Every tear rolling down is a lesson learned!

[theshaayar]

i hope to arrive to my death late,

on lap of her for whose love i have craved for ages,

a glass of wine, and my last thoughts to be, "that was hell of a lifetime" 🥂

- rohit 💙

[theshaayar]

But for now, i've grown.

I've grown a better person,

got rid of my demons,

started caring and loving,

not only others but also myself.

So,i guess, everything happens

for a reason after all.

~rohit💙

[theshaayar]

What is Love ? If not agony.

What are you ? If not my greatest agony.

I'm thankful to you,though.

Though,you left,you stayed for sometime.

Though,you broke me,you knew how to fix me.

Though,you don't care now,you cared then.

Though,my love,we weren't endgame,but thought of it was lovely.

[theshaayar]

Maybe it's too far gone.

Maybe i'm so long gone.

Maybe it's time we start over.

Maybe its not that easy

Maybe i still care about you

Maybe you still don't bout me

Maybe i am a hopeless romantic

Maybe i don't know real love

It's just that there were always maybe's but never a could be.

[theshaayar]

What if we were more than just strangers?

[theshaayar]

Maybe if i was to write a song, it could be only that she can feel.❤

[theshaayar]

I love the way you change,

grow, breathe and exist.

[theshaayar]

She wanted to become a poet. I made her my poem.

[theshaayar]

Is this love?

I save all of your selfies and posts to my gallery. I read the captions assuming it might be related to me.

I do open your contact and just stare at the call button thinking if i call what i might say.

Is this Love ?

[theshaayar]

That platonic intellectual intimacy, that is what that can last.

[theshaayar]

I'm sorry that there were nights when you cried yourself to sleep and no one bothered to understand why.

[theshaayar]

What's the difference between life and death ?

Love can only save us from one.

[theshaayar]

Can we hold hands ?

Love,i tried.

I tried resist asking.

[theshaayar]

But i guess, there is more to my life than just loving you forever. I need to free myself from you, because loving you is also damaging myself literally.

As a matter of fact, it's not moving on. I want to keep your love forever in my heart. But to keep your love i just can't keep you. But i guess, you would've known better if we were friends.

I love you forever but also i have a life to live.

GOODBYE! LOVE.