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send “cut!” and i’ll tell you how differently my muse behaves towards yours in private vs in public.

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FLUFF SENTENCE STARTERS. some of these are geared towards romantic interactions, but there are also some that could be platonic!

“your laugh is so amazing. i could listen to it all day.” “what if we watched a scary movie, but instead of paying attention to the movie we kissed so neither of us would get scared?” “you look so beautiful like that.” “if you’re not gonna hand it over, i guess i’ll just have to revoke cuddling privileges.” “i made you hot chocolate. you looked cold.” “you’re one of the best things that’s ever happened to me.” “move over, let me sit by you.” “is it weird that every time i look at you i feel like i’m falling in love for the first time?” “i love you enough to take cold showers with you, weirdo.” “c’mere, you need a hug.” “i got you a little figurine of a cat on a tree stump because it reminded me of you.” “you’re not perfect, but you’re perfect for me, and that’s enough.” “i’m so glad i met you.” “i’m coming with cold hands and they’re going right on your neck!!” “i think we should get a dog together.” “jokes on you. you’re stuck here forever now. i’m never letting you go.” “you have to kiss me goodbye!” “i’ve never felt the way i feel about you before.” “you’re so amazing.” “listen, i appreciate that you’re trying to pretend this was no big deal, but i saw you burn your hand when you were making these pancakes. i know your secrets.”

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ANGST SENTENCE STARTERS.

“please don’t go.” “you have to hold on, okay?” “he/she/they broke up with me.” “i’ll never be the same if you leave me now.” “why would you do this?” “i’m done playing your stupid games! i’m through with you!” “i just keep thinking about it.. and it hurts, so much.” “pain like that doesn’t make you stronger. it just makes you different, and not in a good way.” “i never cared about you. not even for a second.” “i killed someone today. i’ll never be able to erase that image from my mind.” “i never thought being alone could be this bad.” “you’re such a fucking joke.” “did you honestly think anyone was going to buy that kind of pathetic excuse?” “get out. i never want to see you again.” “i’ve lost so many people. i can’t lose you too.” “your name is going to be poisoned for me forever.” “i feel like no matter what i do, nobody likes me any more than they used to.” “everything is changing, and i’m being left behind.” “one day, i’m gonna give you hell for what you did to me.” “you didn’t have to go that far!” “i don’t know how to cut myself some slack.” “am i just not good enough for you?” “so you thought lying about it was the best solution? really?” “i can’t handle this anymore. i don’t know what to do.” “do you ever wonder if this is all you’ll ever amount to?” “i can’t shake the feeling that something bad is happening.” “i thought we would have more time together than this.” “it should have been you. you should have been the one that died, not him/her/them.” “i know i shouldn’t, but i miss you.” “i hope you end up alone for the rest of your miserable life!” “don’t touch me.” “i just need my space from you.” “everyone always lies. that’s just how people are.” “i can’t love you.”

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SENTENCE STARTERS FROM CHRISTMAS SONGS.

“i don’t want a lot for christmas.” “i just want you for my own.” “all i want for christmas is you.” “i’m just gonna keep on waiting underneath the mistletoe.” “all the lights are shining so brightly everywhere.” “last christmas, i gave you my heart.” “i keep my distance, but you still catch my eye.” “tell me baby, do you recognize me?” “if you kissed me now, i know you’d fool me again.” “i guess i was a shoulder to cry on.” “it’s the right time to rock the night away.” “later we’ll have some pumpkin pie, and we’ll do some caroling.” “have a happy holiday.” “think of all the fun i’ve missed.” “think of all the fellas that i haven’t kissed.” “i really do believe in you.” “it’s beginning to look a lot like christmas.” “it’s the most wonderful time of the year.” “there’ll be parties for hosting.” “i’m offering this simple phrase.” “although it’s been said many times, many ways; merry christmas to you.” “it’s lovely weather for a sleigh ride together with you.” “i’m dreaming of a white christmas.” “may your days be merry and bright.” “the snow’s coming down, i’m watching it fall.” “it’s not like christmas at all.” “you should be here with me.” “i’ll have a blue christmas without you.” “the weather outside is frightful.” “it doesn’t show signs of stopping.” “the lights are turned way down low.” “how i hate going out in the storm.” “you better watch out.” “santa claus is comin’ to town.” “be good, for goodness sake.” “we’re here tonight, and that’s enough.” “the feeling’s here that only comes this time of year.” “next year, all our troubles will be out of sight.” “someday soon, we all will be together.” “until then, we’ll have to muddle through somehow.” “i really can’t stay.” “but baby, it’s cold outside.” “this evening has been so very nice.” “i’ll hold your hands; they’re just like ice.” “there’s bound to be talk tomorrow.” “i don’t know if there’ll be snow.” “gone away is the bluebird.” “in the meadow, we can build a snowman.” “i wouldn’t touch you with a thirty nine and a half foot pole.” “in the air there’s a feeling of christmas.” “on every street corner, you will hear silver bells.” “this is santa’s big scene.” “i’ll be home for christmas.” “christmas eve will find me where the love light gleams.” “you can plan on me.”

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Gleb Vaganov, momentarily forgetting how words work.

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Perfectly Platonic Starters

“You look like you could use a coffee.”

“Is that something you want to talk about?”

“Come on, sit down. It’s break time.”

“I needed that, thanks…”

“Here’s a blanket. You looked cold.”

“Thank god you’re back, I need to rant.”

“Is my sweater ever going to be returned?”

“Bad day? Emergency plans are in order.”

“Alright your ride has arrived, where to next?”

“I’m brushing your hair, it’s a mess.”

“You happened to go get lunch and ‘bought too much’ huh?”

“Your hugs are the best.”

“Hey. Hey. Heeeeeey. Come on. We’re gonna be late, get up.”

“I’m late, yes. You should be used to that by now.”

“How long as it been that we’ve known each other? Feels like ages.”

“There was something on your face, I had to get it off.”

“You’re sure people think we’re dating?”

“I think it’s hilarious people assume they’re dating just because they’re nice to each other.”

“I need to hang out with someone I like, can we pretend to be working for an hour?”

“Tea and coffee? What happened?”

“Here you go, one forgotten, left it at home in a rush, lost item!”

“I’m going for a walk, you want anything?”

“… sorry I took a nap on you.”

“I suppose I am now requisitioned to being a napping spot.”

“We could pretend we’re dating, but that might confuse your significant other, and then that might be a waste of petty effort for the sake of rumors.”

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3 am sentence starters

“ why are you awake? “

“ i can’t sleep. “

“ go to bed already. “

“ i’m a being of pure power, i don’t need sleep. “

“ i’ve been running on 5 hour energy all day, there’s no stopping now. “

“ i’m. so. tired. “

“ i had a nightmare. “

“ it’s nothing, go back to bed. “

“ when’s the last time you slept? “

“ you’re clearly exhausted. why are you doing this to yourself? “ 

“ wake up. wake up. wake uuuuup. “

“ i’ll sleep when i’m dead. “

“ yawning doesn’t mean i’m tired! maybe i’m just bored by you telling me to go to sleep so much. “

“ is something wrong? “

“ i just need to finish what i’m doing, then i’ll sleep. “

“ you said you were about to go to bed two hours ago. c’mon, time’s up. “

“ is it okay if i sleep in your bed tonight? i’m kinda freaked out. “

“ stop bossing me around, you’re not my mom. i’ll go to sleep when i want to. “

“ you’re pouring coffee all over the counter. “ 

“ why are you making hot pockets at 3 am? “

“ i don’t care when you go to bed, but do you have to wake me up in the middle of the night with your loud music?! “

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soft caring sentence compilation

❛❛ I took your hoodie and I’m not giving it back. ❜❜ 

❛❛ Please just… just hold me. ❜❜ 

❛❛ C’mere. Lean on me. ❜❜

❛❛ You look like you need a hug. Come here. ❜❜ 

❛❛ I’m never leaving this blanket nest ever again. ❜❜

❛❛ I know you don’t like hugs, but… I could really use one right now… ❜❜

❛❛ Just stay a little longer. Please. ❜❜

❛❛ It’s so cold outside, but you’re so warm… ❜❜

❛❛ I’m sorry. I should have asked first, just… it reminded me of you. ❜❜

❛❛ Let me hold you for a while. ❜❜

❛❛ It’s okay. I’ve got you. ❜❜

❛❛ Everything hurts. Being with you is the only good thing in the world anymore. ❜❜

❛❛ Hey, hey, don’t cry. It’s okay. C’mon, come sit under the blanket with me. ❜❜

❛❛ All I want to do is sit and eat cookies and watch cheesy romcoms right now. But I’d love some company. ❜❜

❛❛ I brought blankets, takeout, and your favourite movie. I know it won’t fix everything, but it might help. ❜❜

❛❛ Please stay with me tonight. I don’t want to be alone. ❜❜

❛❛ I made some tea. Now, do you need to talk? Or should I just put on some music? ❜❜

❛❛ I’m not going to leave. I’ll stay as long as you need me to. ❜❜

❛❛ Your hair’s soft… I just want to pet it until I forget everything but how soft it is… ❜❜

❛❛ Shh, shh. It’s okay. You’re alright. You’re safe now. ❜❜

❛❛ I know you’re hurting right now, and I’m so sorry. Tell me what will help and I’ll do it. ❜❜

❛❛ I just want to see you smile again. ❜❜

❛❛ This is stupid but… could you sing to me? You have such a nice voice, and I think it might help calm me down… you don’t have to, but… ❜❜

❛❛ Lay your head in my lap and try to get some rest. ❜❜

❛❛ wait , did you just say you love me? ❜❜

❛❛ i’m so happy! ❜❜

❛❛ is this a gift for me? ❜❜

❛❛ hey! i’ve got something for you! wait right here! ❜❜

❛❛ i love you. ❜❜

❛❛ wow … your smile is breathtaking. ❜❜

❛❛ let me take you out on a date. ❜❜

❛❛ so what will it be tonight? ❜❜

❛❛ you know , you’re really cute. ❜❜

❛❛ shh … don’t cry. ❜❜

❛❛ so … do i get a goodnight kiss? ❜❜ 

❝  i’m here for you.  ❞

❝  let me help with that.  ❞

❝  i’m here.  ❞

❝  nothing’s gonna hurt you.  ❞

❝  if they do it again, you tell me.  ❞

❝  i’ll protect you. ❞

❝  i’ll make sure nothing bad happens to you.  ❞

❝  let me take a look…  ❞

❝  i’m a phone call away.  ❞

❝  you should have called me.  ❞

❝  here, sleep.  ❞

❝  if you wanna talk, i’m here.  ❞

❝  hey, shh, it’s okay.  ❞

❝  i’ll never let you go.  ❞

❝  you’re with me now.  ❞

❝  nothing’s gonna take you from my side.  ❞

❝  i’ll do what i have to.  ❞

❝  i need you to stay here, okay? i got this.  ❞

❝  it’s safe here.  ❞

❝  i’m fine, let me see your face.  ❞

❝  we’re gonna have to keep ice on that.  ❞

❝  i like seeing you smile.  ❞

❝  you’re so beautiful.  ❞

❝  you don’t have to talk, we can just sit together.  ❞

❝  i miss/missed you.  ❞

❝  let me do this for you.  ❞

❝  i’m on your side  ❞

❝  i’ve got your back, okay?  ❞ 

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★— PSA: You are NOT replaceable. 

You are a unique, wonderful person and your take on a character is your OWN. You bring your muse to life, you breathe personality into them. You make them YOURS. You pour your time and effort into making them who they are - and no matter what anyone tries to tell you, you are incredible, passionate and dedicated.  If someone treats you as though you’re easily replaced? You know what, they’re not worth your time. You aren’t a toy in their collection, you aren’t just another name. You are the heart and soul of your muse.                                        You are great, and valued, and appreciated.  You don’t ever need to live up to anyone's standards but your own. Don’t feel like you are anything less than you are –                                          You are all talented, creative INDIVIDUALS. 

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  INSIDE MY HEART IS BREAKING                      MY MAKE-UP MAY BE  F  L  A  K  I  N  G                                           BUT MY SMILE STILL STAYS ON

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The Last of the Romanov Dynasty

ind. sel. priv. anastasia the musical multimuse rp blog ft. original characters

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“I am NOT

my father’s son…”

Gleb Vaganov from the Broadway musical Anastasia

Independent. Selective. Mutuals only.

Canons and OCs equally welcome!

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@ncvaflows continued from here

Of course she had noticed he was tired. Working as a secretary you learned to read your employers, and the people around you. Things ran like clockwork in the office, and things continued to do so, but she noticed the change in him. Noticed how broad shoulders seemed to slump a little more or how dark passionate eyes filled with patriotism seemed to be more dim than usual. The new order was flourishing and yet there was still so much to be done. So much work to do in order to rebuild and he was one of the officers at the forefront trying to manage it all. 

Maybe that was why she had dared to speak up and ask. A gentle subtle reminder of how far things had come from then to now. Everyone suffered, she had been one of the blessed few who didn’t suffer as much as others, but somehow everyone struggled in some way. People didn’t have to struggle quite so much anymore. Not like before.

“Hard won, but...well worth the sacrifice.” Was the murmur in agreement before fingers shifted her notebooks and files in hand that she had brought to place on his desk. Stepping forwards she gently laid them down and in a heart racing moment of courage she looked up to meet his eyes. “Although sometimes I think we all should enjoy some of the fruits of our labor to our new country, sir. Perhaps closing up work a bit early might do a person good. I-If I may be so bold to say so. This new order is for the benefit of everyone and that includes you too.”

If she had been anyone else in this office, he might have resumed that wonderful façade of severity once more. It so effortlessly seems to convince those who would rather be paid for laziness that it is a wish he will not indulge. One is paid for work and in their new Russia, everyone must do their share. Everyone must bear their burdens.

And yet…

She is most decidedly not anyone else. She is, in fact, perhaps one of the most dilligent workers in this entire office, not requiring him to constantly supervise and bellow orders for her to see to her duties. He respects that. He respects her. This office would benefit from a dozen more like her.

And so, when she makes such a seemingly outlandish suggestion, he does not question her motives. He does not ask her if perhaps she is not the one hoping to enjoy the fruits of her labor or what plans she has tonight that are so pressing?

No, he simply gives a huff of a laugh and shakes his head, the barest hint of a soft smile threatening to appear. It’s… nice. Someone showing genuine concern for him. It’s been a long time. Maybe longer than he can remember with any great clarity. Only generalities.

“Perhaps you are right, comrade. It would do everyone some good to enjoy such sweet fruits as our labors have borne…”

“… If you and the others wish to leave for the day, then you may. You’ve worked hard. You’ve earned it.”

You and the others, she might note. Not himself. He has work to do.