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pure banilla kuki

yes the reference is still there to cover my mistakes

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an old con gag that will always be funny is someone cosplaying spy from tf2 in a group of people and they've got a different cosplay taped to their face to blend in

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When a Character Feels Like They’re Losing Control

(Emotionally. Mentally. Internally. Completely.)

There’s a quiet kind of horror that comes with realizing you’re not okay and can’t fix it. When a character starts unraveling, it doesn’t always look like screaming or smashing things. Sometimes it’s the slow, subtle slipping of the reins...

╰ They overcompensate. Suddenly everything needs to be spotless, perfect, hyper-organized. Their planner is full, their schedule is packed, their smile is pinned on too tight. It’s not control, it’s panic dressed up in structure.

╰ They talk faster, louder or stop talking at all. They dominate conversations so they don’t have to think. Or they fall silent because words feel too risky. Either way, their voice is no longer safe territory.

╰ They get weird about small decisions. Choosing a sandwich becomes a full-body crisis. What should be easy isn’t, because nothing feels certain. It’s not about the sandwich. It’s about everything spinning too fast.

╰ They feel detached. Like they’re watching their life from a distance. They float above the room, disconnected from themselves, and laugh at things they don’t really find funny.

╰ They lash out in ways that don’t fit the moment. It’s never really about what triggered them. They explode over the dishes, or cry because someone asked if they’re okay. Their emotions are no longer matching the moment.

╰ They start avoiding mirrors. They don’t want to look at themselves, because they know. They know something’s off. They know their smile doesn’t reach their eyes. And they can’t face that truth yet.

╰ They apologize too much or not at all. They either spiral into guilt, overexplaining everything. Or they shut off and go stone-cold, too afraid that acknowledging the damage will make it real.

╰ They miss things. Conversations. Appointments. Easy tasks. Their brain is overwhelmed, trying to hold it together, and things slip through the cracks. And when they realize it, they panic more.

╰ They crave control but trust no one. They don’t delegate, don’t ask for help, because what if that help makes it worse? Trusting someone means letting go, and that’s the scariest thing of all right now.

╰ They feel like a passenger in their own life. There’s a version of them who used to be present. Who felt joy. Who wasn’t this… numb, terrified shell. And they don’t know where that person went, or how to bring them back.

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too golden not to rb

she's all yours dude CHILL!!!!!!!

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me reading my writing and wondering how the most incoherent sentence somehow was kept through all these rounds of editing

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tf oc

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YOUR ENA OC IS SO COOL DUDE DJNSNDJSJDJJDDN

omg thank you lmaooo- i spent a long time on him usually none of my ocs get actual recognition so thank you

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evil woman save me

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my ena dream bbq dream where we could carry theodora around and rotate her in our hand . and she would tell us places she wanted to go to

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:D

i do hope the pose is recognizable but i made the boy(mustache mask not on unfortunately)

yipeee yipee bfa my beloved

awwww this looks so cute!!!! i love it thank you!!!

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deadass did i tell you guys about the pirate au that i totally have for tsams/sbdca?

god, lemme know if you wanna see that because i am so proud of it

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It was either two years ago or like early last year but I can't find it in the discord 😔 I still think about the grand occult RP we were gonna do (I was gonna play as KC, same user in the discord)

urghghg I was so excited for it, still sad it didnt get anywhere cause I had so many cool ideas to do with Mors and he also had a Bloodmoon and it was great

anyways I still stalk your stuff cause I love love your AU

also your RP blog with the two Earths is/was really cool *wink wink nudge nudge* /silly

awww ty pookie <3 i remember you! you had that really long intro message well, good news, Morsifer has a voice now! he's going to be voice acted by my brother lol

he is so so silly vanilly and he's probably my favorite character, and i'm just glad that there's people who like my stuff- ty

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Nosy ass plant

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PLEASE

I NEED THEM PLEASEEEEE

ahem

WOMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!