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dio vs. the straightest gunslinger in the world, rule 63 edition

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soundscape of young green martian playing with pvc pipes

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Eternity to spare

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get okay with being some level of burden on others, seriously

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one thing i’ve noticed as someone who has been diagnosed with NPD, ASPD and BPD is the differences in how i’m approached depending on if people know i have all three of those conditions or if i only tell them about my BPD.

BPD is definitely still stigmatised, i’m not denying that. but it’s not to the degree of NPD and ASPD stigma especially (in my experience) when i’ve spoken about my trauma surrounding abuse.

when i’ve told people the abuse i’ve had to endure and explained that it caused me to develop BPD, i’m often met with understanding and compassion (admittedly yes i will still receive some ableist remarks but still a large amount of compassion).

but the second i say it also caused me to develop NPD and ASPD, suddenly all that compassion vanishes. all of a sudden, nobody is nice to me about it anymore at all and everybody begins to say shit along the lines of ‘narcissists don’t get abused, you must’ve been the perpetrator’ or ‘typical narcissist playing the victim’.

whilst both situations come with ableist remarks to my disorders, it’s astounding to me the fact that i get no level of kindness and sometimes even called a liar the moment i mention i also have NPD and ASPD.

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im fucking losing it

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I'm very tired of this "queer college students should stop supporting Palestine, they'd kill you there!" I watched a hijabi ask a trans man, "but what name do you want to go by?" A butch giving a woman their hoodie so that she could keep her hair covered after the cops took her scarf. Muslim girls making sure the lesbian couple got through the system together. Religious men making sure green haired protestors got out safe. A Palestinian girl with an ex-southern baptist fiance, who definitely isn't a practicing Muslim, whose parents were raising hell for her. I don't want to hear it. Solidarity forever, free Palestine.

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jurijs back on his shit again

back on my tumblr posting, younger brokerzuka

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i was on ballp.it and i saw absolutely the best stock image i’ve ever seen

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dandelions deserve more respect than they get

you say “weeds” I say “widespread non-native edible plant and early-blooming pollinator resource that is not considered invasive because it behaves politely and does not cause deleterious ecological consequences”

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him and mr are married and happy together

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wait you understand that kinks are ok because they're fantasies that make you happy right? you all get that you don't need to have trauma for your kinks to be okay? right? like none of you think i witnessed a tragic accident on the pool toy assembly line right?

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wait you understand that kinks are ok because they're fantasies that make you happy right? you all get that you don't need to have trauma for your kinks to be okay? right? like none of you think i witnessed a tragic accident on the pool toy assembly line right?

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sleepy flower king actually goes kinda hard huh

screenshot to see ur nickname!

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