I just finished episode 3 of Young Royals last night and literally have to take a break. I love this show but something about it always puts me in a very sad state. I cried while making supper last night and felt so isolated. I might be the only person in the world who feels like this lol. I just feel so lonely and Young Royals amplifies it unfortunately. I feel sad that I have to hide myself. Sad that I don’t have a boyfriend/girlfriend. Sad that I only have one friend (thankful for her) but she will never know the true me. Only I will.
So yeah, that’s my rant. Tomorrow I’ll watch more of it and get hit with more and more loneliness ✨
Sometimes my heart goes really fast thinking about the fact that I own Heartstopper V3 & V4 and I put them at the bottom of my nightstand drawer… what if my parents find them one day? Questions will be had that I’m not ready to answer. That I’m not quite ready to admit to myself or others.
Season 1 of Heartstopper is so nostalgic for me. It just radiates joy and comfort. I “found” Heartstopper this time last year (in April so close enough) and it provided me the comfort I needed. 🩷💜💙