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You know the best thing about the sky? It may change based on its situation, but it will always be there. The sky may not be able to promise to give a wonderful weather, but it has kept its promise to always be there.

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Imagine how will it feel like, when you have been used to having it everyday, when suddenly it will be taken away from you, because of history, history you don't want to remember, that you have kept and not taken with you at present.

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One. And you have placed me back to the old me. Yes you changed the way I see life and people’s relationships but you have let me faced a very sad night alone.

I have gone through hardships, wrong decisions, and life changing situations. But you have taken back what you have given me. You’ve taken back trust, courage, and willingness. You have made me grown to be stronger, wiser and better partner. Unfortunately, you have taken everything you have taught me, everything you gave me, snd what you’ve made me.

I’m no longer willing to proceed with the battle, or no more battle because I lost it I guess? I’m too weak and that is because you left me. I have let go of the rope because I’m close to falling alone. I know regrets will still follow me, but I cannot stand seeing myself dying, because of the pain it caused me.

I had a lot of wrongdoings. Unacceptable way of talking, very rude way of saying, and very unprofessional gestures that I have truly been changing, regretting, and I have understand as unbecoming. Never have I imagined that life will be easier for you to think about things without me. When all I was asking was for you to take me with you, so I can also think clearly.

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I lost the energy. ⚡️ via Dana Castellano on Pinterest

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To the only person I will love this much, missing you everyday Mom. 💔

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381. "All my life I've waited.."

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380. Loving doesn't always just affiliate with kisses, or hugs, or affection, or sweet nothings. It also involves understanding, courage, respect and most importantly trust. When you trust them with all your heart, you learn to love them truly. Wherever they may find their happiness.. whether it's with or without you.. you let them. Because loving is giving. You give and give until nothing is left. ❤️

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379. “It’s plain hurtful when the person who should’ve known you best, is the very same person who has a lot to judge.”

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378. "Does he ever think about me like I think about him?"

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377. They often say, “When you don’t like a thing you have to change it.” but “When you can’t change it, you have to think of ways to accept it.”

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376. She's truly one of the most amazing woman that ever lived. She's cool, funny, irritating at times, She's loud and extraordinary. My mom was the best, she's one of a kind and for all the time she is, and forever will be loved. There will be no one this lifetime will be as beautiful and awesome as she. She is and forever will be my hero. A loud woman with a selfless heart. Even if she don't have much, she is one of the most thoughtful people I know. She's amazing, and I miss her everyday. <3

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375. And yes, people think they have the greatest problem in the universe.. looks like they totally forgot about people from depressed areas, people who lost their loved ones at a very young age, and the children fighting for cancer who never felt the need to give up.

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374. Dear You, It’s been a while since I last saw your beautiful face, since I last heard you laugh, since I last felt your touch, I miss you.. I really do. It’s so sad to think that you can still see me, but I can’t see you, I can’t hear you, and I will never get the chance to get an advice from you.. I want to share my everyday stories with you, I want to hear you sing once more.. I want to hear your “teasing strategies" once more.. I want to hug you, I want to kiss you, I want to feel your warm embrace and your soft hand in my face. We really can’t get everything we want.. but I know dear God wants everyone to get what they deserve.. I do deserve to have you.. and you deserved to rest in his Glory.. I love you, I think of you everyday, I still hope one day we’ll meet again, and on that day, I will hear you say how much you are proud of me.. I love you with all of me.. with all you have taught me, with all your words and sacrifices that made me ME. I will never be the exact person that people wants me to be, but I will do my best to be the person I promised you, and I promised myself I will be. Thank you everyday, Iloveyou everyday. I was never the best student, I was never the greatest friend, I was never the best Barista, I will never get the greatest compliment for an HR position, I may never be the best Lawyer in the world.. one thing’s for sure. I am the greatest follower, the greatest fan of the greatest Mother.

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110312. HARDEST. “I hope you never hear those words. "Your mom. She died." They are different than other words. They are too big to fit in your ears. They belong to some strange, heavy, powerful language that pounds away at the side of your head, a wrecking ball coming at you again and again, until finally, the words crack a hole large enough to fit inside your brain. And in so doing, they split you apart. ” 

― Mitch Albom, For One More Day

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367. It's not about how many gifts you received, It's about how many laughs you shared with important people.. It's not about the good food you ate, but those you are with.. It's not about how special the greetings are, It's about how many who remembered and gave the effort to let you know that you are Loved.

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363. God is love, and Love is all I need.

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Last Day.

I realized how much I will miss those guys. 7 great people with seven different personalities, seven different ways of teaching, guiding and helping me grow, I realized they'll be 7 amazing people I will never forget, for giving me extraordinary experiences and lessons in 13 colorful days.