thetaleofasinner

[thetaleofasinner]

Bendito San Juan Bautista, que fuiste elegido para anunciar a los hombres

la venida del reino de Cristo,

guía nuestros pasos por las sendas de la justicia y la paz,

y alcánzanos del Señor su misericordia y perdón.

Gloriosísimo San Juan Bautista,

precursor de mi Señor Jesucristo,

lucero hermoso del mejor sol,

trompeta del Cielo,

voz del verbo eterno,

consígueme del Señor su benevolencia y bendición.

Tú que eres el mayor de los santos

y alférez del Rey de la Gloria,

que eres más hijo de la gracia que de la naturaleza,

y por todas las razones

príncipe poderosísimo en el Cielo,

consígueme del Señor su clemencia y protección .

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June 24

Happy Feast Day To Saint John The Baptist

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Working Hard Or Hardly Working

[thetaleofasinner]

Hace una pinche calor de la chingada.

[thetaleofasinner]

11:24 AM

[thetaleofasinner]

I can’t let you in, I need to keep the door closed.

I went to church on Friday, it was the feast day of st Anthony, I was telling her and she’s a fucking atheist yk? Well you know how these atheists get. Anyways she mocked me on Sunday? lol. I feel cringe and like uncomfortable cause like she makes me tell her about my faith but then like mocks me.

Anyways when I went to the church I kept thinking about how I want to let it all go. But I’m number six? Wait maybe nine, you’re still talking to other men so I can’t, I just couldn’t do that. It’s the thought I had when I took the subway home. You enjoy it, it’s in your brain, but! It is okay. NO PASA NADA

But seriously though, last friday was awesome sauce .

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The visions are real. I wish I could have showed her the evidence, but either way she doesn’t give two shits about me.oh yeah, you know I offered her 💴. I think what if I had just been a John? Okay yeah that will make you angry maybe. Don’t be though. I’m not being snarky right now but oh god, I was so stupid during January, yk cause of her birthday. Anyways lead to February I did a yk? The offering to her and she wanted to turn me inside out! Inside out. Okay okay ? And like when it happened I was like wow, what a fucking looser. Why the fuck didn’t she block me lol? like okay she hates me, as she should , like it was stupid I went with you I should of just stayed with her. But anyways like what I’m saying is , she hates me or whatever but why didn’t she just blocked me and tell me to go fuck myself? It was terrible. Two beans, two. Yeah yeah it’s not much, but rent moment or maybe I could have gone with the fam somewhere. But yeah, my stupid ass thought, well you know? She put the pressure to me. I guess I thought it would help or something. Imagine if I had just been a John to you though? Maybe it would have been different? I don’t know. I have so many thoughts on I could have change things. Eh I just had to lose, the odds are always stacked against me.

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NO PASA NADA!

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You know i think she doesn’t want me anymore though, so that’s good right? You must be happy. Which is all good. She was pissed when I told her how that you had said happy birthday. She was genuinely hot about it, saying how why the fuck did I answer. But look, I’m your dummy . Till death do us part. The prize I must pay. I feel rather dirty though that you know their names. But I am Judas , Judas Iscariot. I can’t fight it. They think I’m weird though like when “family picture” and they sideeye like my intuition tells me they must think I’m embarrassed of them, like when the fam picture yk , but it’s not that. It is that I know that you will know, that you will save those pics. I hate it so much that you know his name. But it is okay. It is all okay

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During June? Was it, like when you came back? I delete the messages . I don’t like thinking of you that much. But I feel maybe I could somehow tell you what I wanted to say on November. Just have some balls! Hehe remember no balls on 23’ ? Hehe. I found the Twitter page, and like I had mentioned it to A she was a good ear to cry on. She said cut contact! CUT IT OUT! Which I did, but yeah I found your Twitter, and? You won again! You did. Why keep coming back then? You have your options, it’s smart okay. Go to them. I’m not getting rid of you, that’s what I wanted to say on November. But you say it

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But in all seriousness, on 2022 I guess I felt like when I seven? Like I had so much fear. Lmao. Maybe I’m just a pussy at heart, I’ll let you decide that. You know! 👀

But I guess I was just fearful of having these thoughts about you, like I guess I wanted to come out. But I’m just confused that’s all it was.

You know on the other Insta account like you’re following me on there too right, yk the vent page where i would write about you. I have so much to ask you. I know you can’t say, cause like you have to defend yourself and have your image pure. But the visions talk to me

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You know, I didn’t get to tell you this on November. Remember ? “Lmk” that fucked me up haha. “Lmk” why? Are you out of your mind. But. Like when I saw you had them on Facebook like I did see it, and I think even on Instagram. And? And? What am I going to do right? Nothing. Just like last year, and now as well. But like I thought it was over on 2023? I did bleed so like you know on the video I send you. I cut you out, like yeah I was bleeding but I’m saying that blood right, that was coming out of me was me cutting you out. I think you know this right?

Oh yeah shit, back to “lmk” like no? Come on dude, you’re all nice cause he threw you out. I told you though, that’s how it goes, right, like if you hadn’t seen it coming you’d be stupidly blind as me. TWINS!! 👯

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I guess you win. Again!

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Man I don’t understand why it’s not working with you, I wish it could be like how it was last year. I don’t want to let her win, I can’t give her the satisfaction. Why are things change, why isn’t it like last year?

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12:01 AM