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Andito nanaman ang mga demonyong bumubulong
Gusto ko nang mamatay
Mas maayos ang lahat kung wala ako
Gusto ko na silang lumaya sakin
Andito nanaman sila
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The truth is i cannot unlove you
My dreams, my prayers are all of you
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Everything's fine but here I am wishing not to wake up anymore, why?
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I honestly don't know what to do. Ilang beses mo nang sinabi sakin na pagod ka na, na sawa ka na. Gusto ko na lang itao saimo kung anong makaka maray saimo. Kung mas better ka na wara ako ta aram kong dagdag pa ko sa problema mo, e aram kong loaded ka na sa mga problema mo, mas maray pang butasan mo na lang ako yela. Dae ko mafeel na natatabangan tayka ma ease su mga kulog na namamatian mo, su mga gabat na tiga pasan mo. Mas okay ba kung wara ako? Will you be better without me? Gusto ko kuguson ka, gusto ko mamatian mo na yaun lang ako digdi para saimo, pero pano kung ako su nagtatao saimo ning problema pa?
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Uni nanaman ako dipota. Pirang beses ko tiga build ang sadiri ko. To feel good. To feel myslef. Uni nanaman ako. So close in losing my shit. Baga maga putok tikab ko. Di na man ako naga overthink. Okay na ko. Tapos bigla nanaman ako nakamati ning kamunduan wara man rason. Nata. Nata
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I don't wanna doubt myself anymore. I wanna stop treating myself bad. Lord God help me.
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Nag papalpitate ako and para akong susuka. Para akong nine'nerbyos na hindi ko alam.
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To the person who heals me everytime i kill myself,
Baba, i know you doesnt like hearing me saying these things because as you said “kinakalaban ko lang sarili ko” and i should think positively because these drowning thoughts wont help me. You are right, yes. Thats why sometimes when i am killing myself inside i will hide the battle into you, i will smile and i will set aside the fight inside me. I want to help myself because you thought me how to fight it. You said “ayokong ibaby ka dahil ayokong ibaby mo din yan na nararamdaman mo”. You made me feel better. Your presence, your voice, you. Everything about you calm the strongest storm in me. Im a wreck. Im stupid. Im annoying. Im irritating. Im irresponsible. Im imperfect and flawed. But you always push me to be better. “Pinagsabihan ka na diba” “ilang ulit na” YES! Nakakainis. Nakakainis kasi sometimes ang bossy minsan tamad ka. Minsan paulit ulit mong pini pin point mali ko. Nakakainis kasi minsan parang wala kang ibang makita kundi yung mali ko. And yes mali ako, mali ako dahil ganyan ka kasi gusto mo ako matuto, you want me to be better. You want me to never forget the things youve thought me. You want me to learn. And i think that is real love. A real care for someone you truly love. And i just want to thank you baba. For turning me into this. I am still imperfect and flawed but i am trying my very best. I am. And i am sorry for sometimes neglecting the things you keep on saying to me. Isa lang naman wish ko sayo, habaan mo sana pasensya mo and wag masyado mainitin ulo. Ayokong dumating yung panahon na takot na ko mag sabi sayo na takot ako sayo. This is relationship so we better balance everything. If pinagsasabihan mo ko ill follow, well sometimes i would fail some of those but ill try and kapag pinagsabihan kita ng ganito ganyan please wag mo masamain. I hope you understand me and dont say na “ganyan ako e di ka p nasanay” 2018 na dapat wala ng ganyan sating dalawa kasi if you know na medjo toxic yung ugaling yun change it not for others but for you. And lets reflect on what we did. Sa tingin ko kasi ang susi sa healthy relationship is “LAGI MO ILALAGAY SARILI MO SA PWESTO NYA, ALWAYS THINK THE WHAT IFS. WHAT IF GAWIN NYA DIN TO SAKIN WHAT WILL I DO WHAT WILL I FEEL” yun lang baba.
Maraming salamat sa pag stay sa buhay ko maraming salamat kasi you healed me when i was dying. I love you dont leave me
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Do you know where i was stab the most?
I was stab at my back, yes thats common. But d’you know that i was stab the most in my heart? Words that cuts like knife, actions that made me just want to die. Everyone is hurting me and i understand that its normal.
Im at fault. Yes im at fault for being stab, im at fault for the days and nights that my heart die, im at fault. I am because i let them. I let them stab my heart, twist the knife and pull it, and stab it again.
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Bakit pakiramdam ko walang maka intindi?
Pakiramdam ko para akong mamamatay sa sakit. Ang hirap kimkimin. Ang hirap iwaksi, ang hirap na kalimutan na lang na nasasaktan ka. Ang hirap hirap. Nakakapagod.
Nakakapagod.
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