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Okay well that was awkward and to be honest. I’m not on tumblr much personally

[thewolfdivided]

Before someone screams get a therapist:

1. How or why are you here, this is also listed as a vent blog( if it’s for the cultist sim account name uh, yeah I can tag these posts too)

2. I don’t have money for one. And unfortunately I’ve exhausted my options from my insurance free ones. (They mean well, but small things just immediately turned away)

But no. We’re not alright. If we were, we wouldn’t be hurting people or doing shitty things to others. To friends or family. We wouldn’t be filling every waking hour with trying to do something. And we all have our coping mechanisms. But those coping mechanisms fail us when other’s plans come in.

I don’t understand how people can. Romanticize being a system. It sucks. Aside from memory loss issues. We’re each, at least I think. Individual people with our own wants, goals, and to some extent. Needs. I’m not sure to the extent of it. But I recognize myself as an alter. Which puts myself into perspective, was I just created by the host’s brain to deal with some type of trauma? Some tool to get through the day? I don’t have enough tobacco in the world to work through it.

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SCREAM

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YOU HAVEN’T CHANGED ONE FUCKING BIT HAVE YOU?

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Yes sorry I’m a very depressing individual. I haven’t changed in years and it’s starting to show.

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You’d rather be labeled as a tool instead of an individual person. Easier to be thrown away or replaced once broken

[thewolfdivided]

YES BURN AND NOW YOU FEEL

[thewolfdivided]

SHOVE IT DOWN YOUR THROAT SWALLOW WHAT HURTS

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           YOU COLLECT SCARS BECAUSE YOU WANT PROOF THAT YOU                ARE PAYING FOR WHATEVER SINS YOU HAVE COMMITTED   

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cover cover COVER COVER HIDE FROM SIGHT

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there is no damage you can do to me that hasn’t already been done.

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                   they molded you into a monster 

                        sharpened your claws

                                         your fangs

                                      ripped out everything good and holy

                                  made you howl until your throat burned

                  maybe it’s time to show them what a mistake they’ve made

                          they should never have given you such a  b i t e 

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WHO THE FUCK IS WE?

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. . . :)

[thewolfdivided]

SLIP THE KNIFE BETWEEN THE BONE AND THE SKIN

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Heretic Trooper by mike franchina (sirfrancisdrake on artstation)

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TAKE THE SCISSORS AND GO