I've never been one to express myself so directly, more with imagery and symbolism. Obscuring my faults behind a veil of metaphors and euphemisms.
But just for one moment, I want to be open and honest.
If we can't express ourselves directly and be prepared to expect negativity, then we'll surely crumble under the weight of our insecurities.
To search yourself and come face to face with your demons is terrifying.
But if we can't face them, then how do we grow?
How do we recover, or know when we're wrong?
And yes, it's okay to be wrong
And I have been wrong, and I am wrong, and I am wrong!
And this is me, and in all honesty I'm not doing so well right now, but at least I'm finding the courage to face myself.
Self deprecating? Maybe
Self absorbed? Maybe
Bravery? Definitely
I'm so sorry for all the pain and heartache that I've caused you,
I just want you to be happy in life.
I'll come and watch from afar, and admire you and every bit of joy and success that comes your way.
I know that this is for the best, but it's been the most difficult choice of my life.
I did this for you, and knowing full well the consequences.
This is me and my acceptance, all I ask is that you remember me as I walk away.
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Make Them Suffer // Ether
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Wildflower / In Hearts Wake
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Northlane // Quantum Flux
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Counterparts // Swim Beneath My Skin
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Make Them Suffer // Let Me In
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Deathbeds // Bring Me The Horizon
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Don’t wait for people to apologize.
Resentment is a prison in which you are the sole prisoner:
Forgive them, forgive yourself, and be free.
Garrett Russell (via breanna-lynn)
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