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[Those last words seemed good enough. And just in time, too. Within a few seconds, you feel yourself slipping away. You're not coming back this time, you know you're not. But at least you got to say goodbye.]

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I di d all that I cou ld. 8ut it wasn;t enough. It could nev er hav e 8e en enough.

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I shoulfd oro8a8ly try to make my last words somethimg good.

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don't 8e sorr y. it''s 8etter this w ay..

good8ye, John.

tHanks for everything you di d for m e.

i’m sorry, and good bye…

it was nice to see you one more time…

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randomegbert replied to your post:Ohhhhhhhh 8oy.. Feeling kind of light headed now.

is there anything i can do to help?

I wasd oomed from the start, Johnn.

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It;s getti ng a lot harder to t ype no w.

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Ohhhhhhhh 8oy..

Feeling kind of light headed now.

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I would say that I can't 8elieve this is how it's gonna end, 8ut I'm not really surprised.

It was either this or me living literally forever 8y myself. I'm kind of glad it's not that.

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I'm gonna take a minute to say a few things 8efore it gets impossi8le to type.

May8e.

I'll think a8out it at least.

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Hahahahahahahaha! Not for long. I'm kinda 8leeding out, here.

remem8er how I spent a long time looking for the other survivors in my timeline?

Found 'em trying to go up against Lord English.

Ha! Guess you can figure out how well that ended up, huh?

you’re also existy! but, what’s wrong???

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randomegbert replied to your post:Shit! Shit shit shit shit shit shit shit...

D:

I'm in trou8le.

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Shit!

Shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit!!!!!!!!

SHIIIIIIIIT!

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REBLOG IF:

You are proud of your character

You are proud of the work you put into them

You love the relationships your character has made

You love how your character has turned out

You look forward to watching your character (continue to) grow

You look forward to the stories and plots you and your partners will come up with

You look forward to making more RP friends

I know I am.

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I'm sure everything'll 8e okay, John.

Everyone will remem8er eventually. I mean, you did, didn't you?

Doesn't anyone else? You can't 8e the only one.

May8e you should w8 a little while to figure everything out 8efore you start worrying a8out what to do next.

That's what I've 8een doing with this kidnapping situ8tion, and it's helping, I think.

he seems like a nice carapace. he cared that i just up and vanished.

and i tried that. it’s gone kind of badly.

i just hope rose turns up at some point…

she’s always been the one who knows what to do. i just kind of make it up as i go along.

and right now, i don’t know what to do next…

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Congratul8tions.

And no pro8lem, that's what I'm here for.

I’M AWFUL. THANKS FOR THE GENUINE CONCERN OF MY WELL BEGIN.

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My, how friendly you are. I'm overwhelmed 8y the friendliness.

I'm gr8, thanks for asking.

How are you? (I don't care much, either.)

I TRY TO IGNORE THE VRISKAS FOR I HATE THEM. I IGNORE THE OTHER KARKATS DUDE TO HOW MUCH OF A FUCKING NARCISSIST I AM.

ANYWAY. HOW’RE YOU? (I REALLY DON’T CARE, TO BE HONEST.)

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It was one of those friendly carpaces, right? Of course it was, why wouldn't it 8e?

If no8ody remem8ers anything, shouldn't you........ I dunno, tell them what you remem8er? Wouldn't that jog their memory? You've pro8a8ly tried that, haven't you?

What happened to Rose? Did she disappear kind of like how I did?

I'm sure she'll 8e 8ack.

I came 8ack.

i did go back, actually…

a carapace who lives there contacted me, and i was able to go back. but, even if i did stay, then what? living on the golden alien warship was all about waiting to get to the new universe to finish sburb.

that’s not really an option when barely anyone remembers our old lives.

i don’t even know what to do to figure out what’s going on.

god, i wish rose was here, she would know. knowing about how the world worked was her thing…

i miss her…