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Im gonna binge Love Sea now Do i regret not starting sooner???? YES. Why didnt i start sooner???? I fear the insanity that will consume me tbh 😞

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FORTPEAT moment magazine, concept film

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Only episode 1 and we got Tongrak showing hole!??? SLOW DOWN!!??

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i'm fully in tears

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I am NOT READY TO WATCH LOVE SEA YET BUT ive seen posts about ep. 1 and like why is it already soo 👀

I need to be emotionally prepared or i will lose myself 😔

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I recently got into Bridgerton but only for Season 3 and it just came to me how VERY SIMILAR Prapai and Colin are. Like sure their meet-cute are different but the way theyre gone for the love of their lives??? theyre basically twinsies???

Please dont ask me any questions yet. I have not finished screaming about my findings

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Love Sea the series is gonna drop and babes, let me tell you ohhh. I will be SEATED and ABSORBING every minute of it

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Fortpeat second series as standing main leads on their own is less than 24 hours from now how are we feeling!!!

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Before love sea airs I do want to talk about love in the air again like I have many times before lol. But it's just about prapai and sky especially their relationship as a whole and now that it's been obviously like a whole year since the show and i watched it so many times and I still read a lot of people like negative comments about their relationship.

There's like two scenes in particular that stand out to me and it's the scene in episode 12 when prapai reads sky's journal. And so I've seen so many people misinterpret that scene as pai being so invasive and overwhelming towards sky. When it is so far from that because from what we have seen from sky up till this point is he dissociates a lot. Which is understandable because of his traumatic past. He didn't read the journal to torture sky he didn't do it out of any malicious intent. He read the journal to see where Sky's mind was really at because the things that sky was saying didn't add up to all of the good times they had generously shared together. And he knows sky up to this point that he won't tell him his honest feelings sky will only shut down. Him reading out loud having sky listen to what he wrote was a way for him to make sky see that if this is how you really feel that's okay you can love me. And I understand that you can't tell me this because you're scared and so he made the first move towards sky for him to see like he has already fell in love with him he loves Sky for all that he is even though Sky thinks so little of himself. Sky couldn't even fathom pai liking him but at the same time in that journal he wanted pai to have eyes just for him he liked the attention in the love and they attentive caring that he was giving to him. He wanted to reciprocate that in some way so pai can see that he is just as interested in this as much as he is.

Sky wasn't going to tell him this because that would make it all too real for sky. Pai just wanted sky to to face his feelings and not in a torturous way. Sky hearing all that be spoken out made him really as we saw go into a like a very emotional state because he's in that moment now thinking he could possibly lose pai for good. But that's not what he's there for he wasn't there to break it off with him the way that sky did with him earlier in the episode. He just wanted an answer because he knows that this isn't sky like I said he sees sky and so he's not going to leave things to be when he can sense that no something is up. That hug at the end of the scene as well when Sky tells him that he loves him that's all pai wanted to hear and what he kind of already knew. But he made the first move first to tell that to sky so sky can see that it is okay because I love you just as much and I'll make the first move for us and put my feelings out there and tell you that I love you.

And if you've been watching the show it has been pretty clear as day that pai can clearly see something is wrong with sky he picked that up initially an episode 9. From that point on he always kept that to the forefront of his mind and this will also kind of explain people saying he was "stalking" sky. When literally he's been seeing this man not take care of himself at all he doesn't eat his meals he doesn't sleep he's getting sick sky is pretty much abandoning himself. And so all pai did was step up and be that person for sky to see that he sees him he's not going to just let this go he's going to take care of him he's going to be there for him all the signs that sky was showing that others may have turned a blind eye to or others were just not sure if something was wrong. Pai knew something tho which is why he followed sky so much around and try to be like a presence in his life. And in the whole process that was a big thing for sky because he doesn't trust anyone after what he went through understandably so. But him seeing the strides and the commitment that pai was making just for him touched his heart so much that he didn't want to admit it because he liked it he was scared but he liked it this feeling he thought he would never feel ever again nor did he even want to imagine that this person could genuinely like him for him especially as to how he was treating pai prior to this by declining him so many times and by saying he doesn't care who he is and he doesn't want anything to do with him. But once pai set the record straight to him after he took care of sky when he was sick about his intentions of like I just want to take care of you that's it. And like when he was taking care of sky he saw him having these completely horrible nightmares which not answers his question as to why he wasn't getting any sleep. And when he brings it up to sky he derives from that and doesn't into detail which is fine but pai from that point on always comes over to his apartment.

He also sees how important school is to sky but how sky uses school his school work as a distraction and lets it consume him more than it should he doesn't give himself any breaks he works from the time he comes back all the way to next morning most likely. To the point where he's up before all of his own friends. And so pai comes over regularly and helps him with his homework. He wants sky to rely on him he wants sky to see that you can call me text me whatever I'm always going to be accessible for you. And we see sky that starts leaning into that and gets comfortable with him coming over and helping him so much the point where he kind of scared him unintentionally because of how urgent he needed his help lol. And pai made it a pretty clear of like I always help you whenever but you have to be a little bit aware of how you sound to me this is the same man who has saw have nightmares so for all pai knows sky might be in trouble or something more. And so he was upset out of frustration because he didn't think sky is taking advantage of him he wants guy to call him he wants guy to to know that he's there for him.

But he also wants sky to know in that moment to just be more aware of his tone.I like that doesn't even stop him from helping him because he always wants to help sky if he asks for his help even if he doesn't pai is a helper and a giver he's a big brother after all the two of his siblings so it falls in line with his character if you ask me it's not out of line him sticking around sky it's not stalker behavior. It's really him seeing this person who's clearly going through something in their life and they don't have anyone looking off for them nor are they looking out for themselves and so they need someone who's going to be around them to just kind of keep an eye on them and make sure they're okay.

And so he gives him his meals he just need sky to see that someone was there and can see that like I said something was wrong but he didn't even ask he just wanted to see that he sees him and that it's okay he's with him. and you need someone who's going to tell you that you need to and I'm going to be there with you

And then on episode 13 last episode after sky was almost about to be assaulted. Pai yells at sky but it wasn't meant to be taken I think in a horrible way. He's once again seeing sky dissociating from everything around him, including him. What he needed in the moment was for sky to see that's he's here. When sky gets like this he is completely cooped up and it makes it hard for pai to understand and or help him the best that he could.

And so when he did that it brought sky literally back to this reality. When sky really fully realized that pai was in front of him you can see like that relief in front of his face. And pai telling sky just asking him to just cry just to feel what he's feeling this moment because he knows it's not good and it's making him hurt just as much as sky is seeing the man that he loves in pain. They are both hurting in that scene but the same time sky was once again able to see that throug pai reassuring words that once again he's not alone as he thinks he is in his head about all of this.

He has this man in front of him that loves him so much he would do anything for him right now comforting him and taking care of him. And no I'm not saying that pai can fix him but what he can do is be this amazing life partner for him and walk through every stage of his life with this with him. Because you know this has happened this guy it's not going to make him as a person what he went through and I think he wants sky to see that.

I would say even in the special episode we saw a character growth and turns off sky actually wasting out his feelings too pai. In the bathtub scene when he tells him he doesn't like having his exes coming up to him and telling him how they dated him and how he's going to leave you and how pretty much how he used to be before he met sky. Pai heard him out and said I'm so sorry that my past is still becoming a hindrance it seems sometimes and our relationship because of the people that I've been with and them being so disgusting towards you. I will make sure that that doesn't ever happen again and in that way I love it because sky says I know you love me you love me so much and it just shows that like he doesn't even how to think twice about pai love for him because he can see it clear as day. And so he has no problem now voicing out his uncomfortableness with that and telling him because he's like I know you love me and you will try to do something to help this not be such an issue. At the same time this guy was like I'm still going to get my little payback just because lol but it just shows their communication is so much better and sky is able to have a lot more confidence in himself as to when he told that ex off in the restaurant. Because he's so much more confident I think in his relationship with pai and himself.

Okay that's it just thinking about it and needed to write it out 😭😭

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The Love Sea trailer KILLED me. Dont ask me questions 🥹

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The recent FortPeat live left me in shambles. WHY ARE THEY CLINGY!!!??? 😭😭😭 think about the single people 😭😭😭

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For those who don't know, Rafah Crossing is closed. Meaning Palestinians in the Gaza Strip are technically not allowed to go into Egypt through Rafah Crossing (with exceptions, like holding a foreign passport) so in order to evacuate, Palestinians need to bribe Egyptian border security officials. The standard price used to be about $5000 - 7000 per person but some Palestinians have been told to pay $10,000 per person just to cross the border, forget other expenses like food and boarding.

For a group of people who are enduring genocide and the complete destruction of their homes that money is impossible to raise without the help of fundraising. That and the collapse of the UNRWA is the reason you're seeing so many Gofundmes nowadays. The entire aid system is gone with the exception of local aid organisations that have limited reach.

So if you see a credible fundraiser, please at the very least share it so it can reach more people. This list by @el-shab-hussein is a good place to start.

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I am ready to meet the characters they play. Im sure that theyre gonna be my loves too 💖

NOT ME BAWLING MY EYES OUT OVER A SINGLE BACKSHOT ..... 😭😭😭😭😭 THEY HOLD THEY HAVE OVER MY SANITY IS NOT GOOD MY LORD 🫠🫠🫠

I SWEAR I WILL BE THE MOST UNHINGED PERSON WHEN WE GET MORE THAN THIS 🫠🫠🫠 ALSO I MIGHT BE DERANGED AND THERE IS NO HELP FOR ME BBUTTTTT I CAN FEEEELLL THEIR LOVE IN THIS PICTURE I CAN FEEEELLLL ITTTTT 🥹🥹🥹

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I miss them not in a cute way but in a depressed way

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So a free tool called GLAZE has been developed that allows artists to cloak their artwork so it can't be mimicked by AI art tools.

AI art bros are big mad about it.