theymademepita

[theymademepita]

I was non binary my whole life but I didn't come out until I was 19 because from the ages of 7-14 I genuinely believed that I was a "girl" because I thought that's what I was "supposed" to do and who I was "supposed" to be so although I consider myself having been non binary my whole life as I was raised that way initially I technically did have to come out as I started gendering myself as female at age 7 until age 14 when I realized I was non binary but I didn't come out to myself until I began high school and I didn't come out to everyone until I was 19 because I feared judgement fr my family members and friends I feared I'd be rejected by people I loved and cared about and although that happened partialy because it wasn't every family member and it wasn't family members I am forced to live with or see every single day so I was ultimately fine with that the other reason I was okay with that was because this rejection from family members happened before when I was being raised non binary by my parents but was largely ignored by family members and judged by other children (when I began grade school) because "girls don't wear batman and Superman costumes". I'm unsure why they were so surprised or why I was for that matter since I loved the diary of a Wimpy kid series as a kid, captain underpants, pokemon, littlest pet shop figures, strawberry shortcake figures and Shopkins. And although in society those franchise's are gendered I never cared because I liked what I liked. And now that I know who I am I am who I am I am Agender.

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Mid afternoon cheap perfume shot 💉🥃

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Canadian $1 (1973) and $20 (2004)

#canada #money

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if dust bowl is on the album i will be self isolating for 2-3 months. you will not hear from me

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Some baby names I liked but won't be using:

Praies phasielton

Warlington Fathensomber

Marthelntirom klithersinthovk

Raiedion Thule

Garniel rande

Leigsdion Loievde

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Absolutely LOVE! Beautiful lines and darkness with the perfect amount of light 🕯️💯

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Me knowing I'm nothing while I'm alive and dead so I can just stay in the house never go outside

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Me when I'm wrong 😭

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Small town charm

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I am tired of being taken seriously when my intention is to be funny, when I am trying to crack a joke the last thing I want is for someone to take it seriously or to heart I love to make jokes because often times it eases the tention and often times breaks the ice of social awkwardness and brings people closer together or so I thought apparently people take me seriously and believe I am being mean/vile when I am only trying to ease the tention and often times it just results in me losing friends. I'm tired of misinterpretation.

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Write kind words on a piece of paper cut them out and put them in a jar everyday pull out a piece of paper you will now always start your day with kindness and support from none other than yourself. You matter.

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This girl called me nothing after I said she was wrong as a joke. I now feel like I am a bad person even if I was just having fun like why do I say anything at all 😭😭😭😭😭😭

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One of my favorite DVDs at my grandma's house when I was a kid and I liked to watch this one when it's really hot outside <3

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So I just found out mother's Day is for a mom you've LOST and are greaving. It is about celebrating the LIFE of your lost parent.

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Everything is gone nothing is left, pain is the only feeling that matters after the storm has come. I never knew love. Love to me is a work of fiction a pretend concept no one cares about. Hate is familiar to me. I know my way around pain and betrayal.

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On my walk today 💔😔