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hurry up! someone invent grief that doesn't come in waves

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via @thelittlebluedood in ig

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The "stop feeling sad about everything" challenge (impossible)

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Not to be incredibly vulgar and nasty or anything, but I’d like to close my eyes and rest my head in somebody’s lap while they run their fingers through my hair

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but then how long can I cling to this fraying thread?

how many times can I rise from the ashes before I'm consumed by the flames?

how many times can I restart before the weight of it all becomes too much to bear and I snap?

because this time around i think I am on the precipice

I need to remind myself that I have been in situations worse than this and still survived them.

I have to remind myself that the universe always found something better for me

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I need to remind myself that I have been in situations worse than this and still survived them.

I have to remind myself that the universe always found something better for me

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I’m starting to think some of y’all haven’t actually felt the rain on your skin… which is crazy because no one else can feel it for you

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guess who got abandoned again

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lied.

I have grieved this relationship too much, nothing even surprises me anymore

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I have grieved this relationship too much, nothing even surprises me anymore

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the key to be happy in your own company is to do all the things for yourself you'd expect a lover or a friend would do for you

love yourself so much that you don't notice when others don't

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2025 goals

- fall in love with yourself

- discipline

-attract, attract your dreams

- well and soft spoken, well read

- let universe bring the best for you.

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the goal is to become everything I told him I would be and then never speak to him again

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don't care + didn't ask + i see beauty in things you wouldn't even begin to ponder

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“Your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.”

— Charlie Chaplin in a letter to his daughter, Geraldine

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ilaria toma