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Storytime + Life update

Lemme tell ya’ll what has been happening these days that I haven’t been uploading my fasting progress.

Well, you see. Like 3 days ago, I had this really bad binge at 2am and all my systems collapsed.

I was throwing up nonstop, I also had some really bad diarrhea. I felt emotionally, mentally, and physically sick.

Mom gave me soup for 1 day straight.

Yesterday, I woke up with extreme hunger. Mom had made tacos, I usually eat 2 and that fills me up until the next day, but I ate 10 for lunch and 6 for dinner with 2 beers that I stole from my stepdad (I still feel bad for the last one).

Today I’m back to fasting and restricting.

I feel really dizzy and tired because I couldn’t sleep one bit yesterday (and today). It’s currently 1:30pm and I’m having intrusive thoughts about how much weight I gained in these past days and how disappointed I am in myself cuz I was doing so good.

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Food/drink: *has more than zero calories*

Me:

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nobody:

what i see when i stand up:

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사랑, 하자 - let’s love.

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Please?!

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Ask away!

Ed questions

1. which eating disorder(s) do you have? 2. when did you develop your eating disorder? 3. are you currently in recovery? 4. honestly, do you want to recover? 5. how are you doing today? 6. 5 safe foods? 7. 5 fear foods? 8. do you count calories? 9. what is your max calorie limit? 10. what is your height? 11. what is your ultimate goal weight? 12. are you trying to lose weight? 13. have you ever been called “fat”? 14. have you ever been called “too thin”? 15. what is your current goal weight? 16. what was your highest weight? 17. what was your lowest weight? 18. do you wish you were back at your lowest weight? 19. does your family know about your eating disorder? 20. do your friends know about your eating disorder? 21. do you wish you didn’t have an eating disorder? 22. have any “free foods”? 23. how often do you weigh yourself? 24. thinspo or bonespo? 25. biggest problem area on your body? 26. favourite part of your body? 27. what kind of results do you want to see? 28. do you purge? 29. do you take laxatives? 30. how often do you purge? 31. do you binge? 32. how long have you fasted for? 33. who’s your biggest thinspiration? 34. favourite eating disorder movie/show/documentary? 35. favourite thinspo picture? 36. can you post a photo of yourself/your body? 37. how does your eating disorder affect your life? 38. what is your BMI? 39. do you follow a diet? 40. least favourite part about your eating disorder? 41. has your eating disorder ruined any relationships? 42. do you have a “guilty pleasure” food? what is it? 43. meanspo or sweetspo? 44. does anyone else in your life have an eating disorder? 45. ever been inpatient? 46. ever been outpatient? 47. ever been in residential care? 48. ever been in a psych ward? 49. are you currently in therapy? 50. what did you eat today? 51. are you scared about the holidays? 52. are your family/friends supportive? 53. have any other mental illnesses? 54. looking for ana buddies? 55. what is your current weight?

Feel free to ask me this- or anything actually, I’m bored.

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Awake for 30 minutes and already cried twice ‘cause my thighs are so fat.

They’re jiggling.

They touch each other.

They are the worst part of my body.

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Day 13 (Friday to Saturday)

Would’ve fasted more but mom made me eat.

30 days of intermittent fasting

Day 1 (Saturday to Sunday)

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Day 12 (Thursday to Friday)

30 days of intermittent fasting

Day 1 (Saturday to Sunday)

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