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My loves! Free readings are now open! Please remember it is one question per blog and to give me your initials/zodiac sign, as well as grant me permission to read into your energy if you are comfortable with that :)

Tarot/Oracle/Intuitive readings

Hello Beautiful! 🌙🌻🧚🏻‍♀️

My name is Alexandra and I am a psychic intuitive. I have been doing intuitive work for over a year now and am now venturing into doing readings online.

✨FREE READINGS✨: Send one question in my ask box and I will answer within 1-2 days (you may ask for me to answer with tarot cards, oracle cards, pendulum, or ask me to intuitively pick, which tends to be the most fun🧚🏻‍♀️). My answer will contain whatever intuitively comes to me, which may include the presence/guidance of one or more of your spirit guides/angels. I do not hold anything back just because it is a free reading. However, I will only answer one question. Please leave your name or initials after your question and grant me permission with intention to feel into your energy :) it makes it easier for me to feel into the situation.

I hope that I can provide you with guidance that will serve you in your spiritual journey :) 💜

🦋PAID READINGS🦋:

🌟each paid reading comes with a personal write up. I usually include automatic/intuitive writing if anything comes to me while I am doing the reading.

🌟If you would like a paid reading, please message me.

🌻Tarot: 3 card spreads for $3

🌻Oracle: 3 card spreads for $3

🌻Intuitive reading: ask any question (I am free to refuse to answer any question if I feel it is inappropriate for me to do so). Each of my answers will be as extensive as it can be, usually around 2-3 paragraphs. Each question will be $3

🌻Combo reading tier 1: Ask any question (it is okay if you don’t have a specific question and just want to know about a general area of your life too!). I will answer with a combination of tarot/oracle cards as well as intuitive guidance. This will come with a write up of at least one page with additional intuitive guidance. $10

🌻Combo reading tier 2: Ask any question or guidance about any area of your life. I will do a reading with both tarot and oracle cards, include automatic writing, suggestions for crystals or healing methods based on your unique energy, and of course include intuitive guidance and advice. This will come with a 2-3 page write up! $15

Remember that you are worthy of everything you desire. I hope my answers can serve you in whatever way you need. Thank you :)

#free tarot readings #free intuitive readings #psychic readings

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Hi I hope you're having a good day and I'm sending lots of good vibes your way 💖 can you please tell me how next year's going to be for me? I would be so grateful for anything you can pick up darling, and of course I give you permission to feel into my energy thank you so much - ES

Hello!!

I am hearing the word friendships!! So it looks like you will come into contact with new people (online and offline) that are interested in the same things you are spiritually. You will feel a deep connection with these people that you have yet to come across before. You may also be getting a new pet lol, so thats exciting! Feels like it may be a cat. There may be some conflict that you have had with someone in which you had to walk away from a disappointing relationship. Spirit wants you to know that this sadness will be relieved in the next year and you will experience great abundance in many areas of your life. This situation was not right for you and it unfolded the way it was meant to. If you are planning on making some sort of big decision soon (the big one you thought of just now), it is wise to take a bit more time to figure out what you want to do. Meditation may bring you clear answers. Overall, an old cycle of your life is ending and spirit is asking that you be open to change, because it will lead you down a much brighter road! Thank you for the question and I wish you the best my love!

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Hello, may I have a general reading about what's in store for me this year? IO, gem. Thank you.

I heard “big revelations”. I feel as though this is going to be a huge year for you spiritually. There are going to be deep truths that reveal themselves to you in very sudden ways. Your awareness is going to expand quite quickly, and spirit is suggesting that when this happens you really take time to ground/center yourself through spending time in nature or engaging in physical activity. It seems that you carry a lot of anxiety with you as well. Meditation is a practice that is highly (i mean highly) encouraged for you, as it will assist you in easing into this big spiritual transformation. I am also hearing the word job, so you may be offered a new job opportunity, but this feels like later in the year rather than sooner. Thank you for the question!

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Hey love. I saw that you were doing free intuitive Readings. I want to know what messages does my twinflame has for me? I am a Capricorn. My initial is M. And i welcome you in my energy. Thank youuu. Have a great day!

You both are very spiritually connected. There are happy times ahead of you and some manifestation you have been waiting for is about to come into fruition! You twinflame wants you to know that they are coming quickly towards you and that you are on the right path. There is something that will bring public recognition towards you, whether it be small or large, that is going to bring you to this person as well as other people you will connect to deeply. You and this person share similar childhood memories (like really specific and obscure ones) and Im feeling that this is something you will both deeply connect on!

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Hi, I’m KAG ♑️, can I have a reading on where I will meet my next boyfriend, and what he’s like?

Im hearing the word park and I also saw kites flying. You will meet your next boyfriend in an outdoor area, most likely a park, and Its going to be sunny outside. Im also hearing music playing, so it may be like a barbecue or some sort of party that is being held outdoors! He is courageous and outgoing, but he also can be a little overly cautious and doesn't trust easily. This relationship will bring you much joy and happy times that you will remember for a long time. Im excited for you! thank you for the question

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Hii, could I get an intuitive reading please? I would like to ask about how I will meet my next boyfriend (inspired by another person on your blog 😊) thank you 🙏🏼- S.B, and I give you permission to look into my energy 😊😊

I am seeing fire. There may be some sort of firepit/campfire at the place where you meet your next partner. This also indicates to me that this relationship will be very passionate and will come in quite quickly. Spirit is saying this relationship will require some balance, as too much passion without heartfelt investment may lead something to fizzle out quite quickly or lose its traction. Right now spirit is asking for you to learn how to truly enjoy spending time with yourself. Often we think spending time alone means watching netflix or being on our phones. I highly recommend picking up some sort of hobby/creative outlet that is just for you to enjoy. I see this bringing you great fulfillment and bringing you to the space where you are receptive to this relationship:) Focus on enjoying the small things right now, such as eating mindfully or enjoying nature. Thank you for the question !

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Hello, hope you are well. May I have an intuitive reading on whats to come for my love life for the rest of this year? I'm am currently single. With all that's going on I've tried to be optimistic about it but doubts and overthinking do get the best of me sometimes. I give you permission to feel into my energy. Thank you -JR

I heard “august” and then pulled the ace of cups! It seems there is going to be a new love opportunity coming for you in august :)! This person may be a libra, they are very diplomatic and love to view situations from different perspectives. I asked spirit what you could do to prepare for this/ensure that you receive this opportunity and I pulled the hermit card. You are being called to reflect on your inner world and release blocks that prevent you from fully receiving/giving love to yourself and others. Cultivating self-compassion and self-trust is a big lesson for you right now! Your mind is very active and there may be a lot going on at once. You may be feeling clouded and confused at times. The best way to deal with this is to meditate and focus on fully bringing your awareness into your physical body. Body scan meditations would be very beneficial for you! Thank you for the question and I hope this serves you

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Hello everyone! How about that eclipse? lol, it hit me like a ton of bricks. I am going to answer the readings left in my ask box today and will hopefully have free readings open again tomorrow. Thank you for your patience if you have been waiting for me to answer your question💖

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here's a carrd to send pre written emails to ask for justice for several of the victims of police brutality and racism

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List of Black Lives Matter and Racial Equality Petitions to sign:

Justice for George Floyd

Justice for George Floyd 2

Justice for George Floyd 3

Charge the Officers Responsible for George Floyd’s Murder

Charge the Officers Responsible for George Floyd’s Murder 2

Justice For Ahmuad Arbery

Justice For Ahmuad Arbery 2

Justice for Breonna Taylor

Stand with Breonna

Charge Officers Responsible for Breonna Taylor’s Murder

Justice For Tamir Rice

Justice For Joāo Pedro

Justice for Alejandro Vargas Martinez

Justice for Belly Mujinga.

Justice for Rashad Cunningham

Justice For Tony McDade

Justice for Dion Johnson

Justice for Jennifer Jeffley

Justice for Young Uwa

Justice for Elijah Nichols

Justice for Tete Gulley

Justice for Tazne Van Wyk

Justice for Michael Dean

Justice For Amari Boone

Justice for Darrius Stewart

Justice for Shukri Abdi

Justice for Ashton Dickson

Justice For Darrius Stewart

Justice for David McAtee

Justice for Cameron Green

Justice for Crystal Mason

Justice For Zinedine

Justice for Regis Korchinski-Paquet

Justice for Christopher Josey

Justice for Amiya Braxton

Justice For Emerald Black

Justice for Andile Mchunu

Justice for Cameron Green

Justice for Tamla Horsford

Justice for Collins Khosa

Free Siyanda

Reopen Sandra Bland’s Case

Free Willie Simmons who has served 38 years for a $9 robbery

Get Washington State to Hold Police Officers Accountable for Police Brutality

Arrest Officer Jared Campbell for macing a child

Demand Jail Time for Dylan Mota and Jacob Robles

Demand Jail Time for All Police who Murder Innocent People

Fire Racist Criminal Michael J Reynolds from the NYPD

Petition for Nationwide Police De-Escalation Training

Petition for Nationwide Police Required Racial Bias Test

stop immigrants being poisoned by ICEBan the use of inhumane rubber bullets

Demand a retrial for Angel Bumpass wrongfully convicted 13 year old with a life sentence

End Police Brutality and Violence Against BIPOC in the USA

Ban the use of rubber bullets for crowd control

Join Campaign Zero

Drop All Charges Against Incarcerated Trafficking Survivor Chrystul Kizer!

Reopen Kendrick Johnson’s Case

Abolish Prison Labour in the USA

Require Dash and Body Cameras for the King County Sheriff’s Office

Donation Links

A thread of Youtuve videos you can stream to donate to BLM

Official George Floyd Memorial Fund

OFFICIAL Gianna Floyd Fund (George Floyd’s child)

Black Lives Matter

We Cant Breathe

43 Bail Funds to Support

Homeless Black Trans women fund

Split a donation between 70+ community bail funds, mutual aid funds, and racial justice organizers

Minnesota Healing Justice Network

Women for Political Change

Spiral Collective

When We All Vote

National List of Bail and Mutual Aid Funds/Organizers/Black Owned Businesses

Venmo names of black trans people that need help

Latino Community on Lake Street

Black Immigrant Collective

Centro de Trabajadores Unidos en Lucha

Atlanta Black Owned Business Relief

Al Maa'uun

Remembering Shana Isuroon

Fundraising for destroyed black owned businesses

Joyce Preschool

Black Table Arts

Northside business support

Du Nord Riot Recovery Fund

Unicorn Riot

Donate to Destiny Harrison & her daughter Dream’s Legacy

Pimento Relief Fund

Southside Harm Reduction

West Broadway Business and Area Coalition

Division of Indian Work

TC Care Collective

Justice for Breonna Taylor

Justice for Jamee

Justice for David McAtee

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Oceanshades | By Frederick Judd Waugh (1861-1940)

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Resources for self-healing

Hello my loves!

I wanted to make this post including the youtube videos and free resources about integrating and processing emotional trauma that have helped me a lot. I wanted to pass these resources and links on so that anyone can find some free and immediate support if they are going through a difficult time. These videos and people have helped me so much personally and I hope that they serve and support you in the way you need, or can help you learn something. Many of these resources integrate emotional healing with spirituality, so if you are not spiritual just be aware of this. If these don’t resonate with you thats completely OK. I suggest looking at this list and choosing whichever ones interest your or whatever you feel like you need. I hope with all my heart that this helps you :)

Disclaimer: Please take care of yourself and reach out for professional help if you need it. These resources are free and available to anyone, but I am not advocating for the complete replacement of personal therapy. Please use your own discernment.

Videos:

Inner child healing meditation

How to transform negative emotions

How to heal any emotional trauma

Shadow work: What is it?

Anger and boundaries

How to change a core belief

How to heal the disappointment wound

What to do when you are upset(triggered) (what does being upset mean?)

Divine feminine self love: moving from self-control to self love

5 ways to heal from rejection

Boundary setting in relationships

Key practice to integrate and heal

Healing from sexual trauma (just a great video on healing + understanding trauma in general)

How to heal the inner child

What is the inner child?

How to feel your emotions (and what to do if you cant feel)

What is anxiety and how to heal it

Beginners guide to setting boundaries

Articles:

What does it mean to reparent yourself and how to begin

Information on emotions and how to cultivate a healthy relationship with them (also a really good resource for empaths)

I will continue to add more to this list as time goes on. I hope this helps you and good luck! You are loved and supported.

#healing resources

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Hello thank you very much for this reading! I appreciate it very much I’ve been trying to work on it but do you have any advice on what I could do to let it go? I’ve been journaling but is there any other way to let it go and heal those wounds?

Hello! I created a masterpost for self healing that i recently reblogged on my blog. You can also look up teal swan, who has helped me heal in pretty much everyway a person can. She has hundreds of free videos that go into detail about how to heal the emotional body + goes in deep with very specific issues. I do not know the specifics if your trauma so I dont want to reccomend anything specifically but being present with uncomfortable emotions is key! Feeling them in your body and not trying to make them go away, just allowing them to be there will help them transform. I know this all probably seems very abstract and so I highly recommend checking out the self healing resource post I made. I will dm it to you. I hope any of those resources helps you💖

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SHADOW WORK SIMPLIFIED

What is shadow work?

If I had to describe shadow work in one word, it would be introspection. Introspection is the examination of your own mental state and is necessary in order to learn more about your fundamental nature. Although it may sound off-putting and even scary at first, shadow work is a necessary component in the process of healing. We all have aspects of ourselves that we’ve rejected and hidden away out of fear. Through shadow work, we’re able to reflect on our thoughts, emotions, and habits so that we can find the root cause of our suffering and heal ourselves. By reincorporating those aspects of ourselves that we’ve denied, we feel more fulfilled and can begin to love ourselves fully.

Where does shadow work come from?

The concept of the shadow self comes from Carl Jung who believed that our shadow self is the subconscious aspect, or “dark side”, of our personality that our conscious ego doesn’t identify with. However, I would like to clarify that “dark” does not imply or equate with bad. That which resides outside of our consciousness can be either good or bad, but aren’t inherently reflective of our value or “goodness” as a person.

Although these repressed aspects of ourselves can manifest negatively, it isn’t because those parts of us are “bad”, but that the process of repression is inherently painful and toxic. This is reflected by Jung when he states, “Everyone carries a shadow, and the less it is embodied in the individual’s conscious life, the blacker and denser it is.” He believed that until we’ve merged our conscious and subconscious selves, that our conscious would be “the slave of the autonomous shadow”. This is due to the shadow self overwhelming our conscious selves by falling victim to our own self-imposed traps.

Through assimilating this shadow self, not over-identifying with it, Jung believed we go through the process of enantiodromia, thereby integrating the subconscious by reincorporating our shadow selves into our personality and allowing us to solidify ourselves through wholeness. He best described this by stating “assimilation of the shadow gives a man body, so to speak.” However, don’t fall into the misconception that shadow work is a short-term practice. Shadow work is a continuous practice and integration of the shadow self is a will take place throughout your life.

How do I do shadow work?

In the last question, I identified that practicing self-reflection is a key component of shadow work, but what does that mean? What am I supposed to be reflecting on? Well, the first thing that you should focus on is being present throughout the day. Identify feelings that come up throughout the day and observe them objectively. What situation or interaction triggered these emotions? How did I react to those emotions? Were my emotions controlling me or was I in control of my emotions? Why did this situation or interaction cause me to feel this way? How did I cope with those feelings (self-harming, lashing out at others, communicating my feelings, journalling, etc.)? Did I punish myself for getting upset? If so, why?

There are numerous ways to reflect on your feelings and experiences in order to get a better understanding of yourself. Through evaluating how you react to situations, which situations upset you, and how you managed those feelings, you’re able to build the foundation to understanding your emotions and bridge the gap between your subconscious and conscious mind.

Once you’ve done this, you’ll find that the emotions you feel in the present are reflective of unhealed emotions from your past. Perhaps the reason you feel that you’re unable to set boundaries as an adult is because as a child, your parents never respected your boundaries by going through your phone or diary, yelling at you when you said no to a request, forcing you into situations that made you feel you had no choice.

By identifying the root cause of your emotional pain, you’re able to address it in the present and heal from the trauma. The simplest way that I’ve found to address them is through journalling. You can purchase a physical journal or even use your notes app, either way, you’re writing out your feelings and reflections to gain deeper insight. It’s important to remember that this looks different for anyone and that the best way to approach shadow work is by doing what feels most natural! You can choose to stick to self-reflective journal prompts, vent about whatever is upsetting you, write letters to whoever has hurt you, etc. Ultimately, you can guide yourself based off of what you feel you need and where you are in your journey.

What parts of yourself do you find yourself rejecting the most? Many of us have experienced the pain of rejection in some aspects of our lives and sometimes, it’s incredibly painful and leaves us with long-lasting wounds. We end up going through our lives carrying baggage that we don’t even know we have! Many times, I’ve found myself wondering why I felt so repulsed by aspects of myself and why I felt so strongly that they needed to be locked away forever. I couldn’t allow myself or others to see my truest self, my whole self, out of fear. I was scared of being rejected, shamed, humiliated by the people around me. I was scared of hurting other people by being myself and of being hurt by others. That’s no way to live, is it? When we tell ourselves that aspects of ourselves aren’t good enough, we end up going through life devaluing ourself. We’ve broken our own trust by rejecting ourselves, we’ve told ourselves that we aren’t good enough or worthy of love. In shadow work, you’re called to go inward and unpack everything that we’ve kept hidden for years and sometimes even decades.

Bring the parts of yourself that you’ve repressed to the surface and nourish them with love, allow yourself to see that ALL OF YOU is deserving of love and support. For you, that could mean unlearning your unhealthy beliefs about food or eating, allowing yourself to be emotional around the people you love (despite how much you were told that you were too emotional, a crybaby, too sensitive in the past), allowing yourself to relax without feeling guilty about not being productive because you recognize your needs (even though you feel your sense of worth is tied to being productive at the cost of your own health).

Common misconceptions about shadow work?

Shadow work is evil or bad, the shadow is evil or bad

The purpose of shadow work is healing through working with your subconscious to release repressed aspects of yourself and heal from painful, traumatic experiences. Your shadow side is simply your unconscious and to believe that it’s bad is to believe that you are bad. It’s merely the part of yourself that you aren’t aware of consciously and shouldn’t be feared.

Certain emotions are “bad”

When you let go of the idea that emotions are either good or bad, you’ll allow yourself to just be and stop putting so much pressure on yourself to feel “good” all of the time. Happiness isn’t a constant state of being so stop expecting to be all of the time, we have a range of emotions for a reason so stop being ashamed of them. Your feelings are natural and if you feel like they’re out of control and something to be ashamed of, there is nothing wrong with that! It’s okay to feel like your emotions are controlling you because that isn’t permanent. Your feelings aren’t permanent and are completely manageable with proper guidance! The reason you feel like your emotions are controlling you is because you probably don’t have the knowledge to cope with them in an effective and healthy way. It’s helpful to sit with your emotions alone and look at them objectively without placing any judgement on them, this will help you calm down and assess your feelings. From there, you can identify what you need to relax and recover as well as acknowledge to yourself that your feelings are natural. When you stop categorizing your emotions as bad, they’re no longer shameful to experience and therefore you can see with better clarity how to cope with them and move on.

I’ve already released it so…

Why am I still upset?

Why does it still keep popping up in my head?

Why haven’t I moved on?

Why am I not making progress?

With the rise of self development and spirituality, I find that more and more people are rushing to complete their healing. Healing is a continuous, life-long cycle and not a destination. Putting the pressure on yourself to reach the place of ultimate healing is not only toxic, but it impedes your ability to actually heal anything. Healing is about love, compassion, and patience and it’s not going to happen according to a timeline. Allow yourself the time to experience your emotions, see them objectively, forgive yourself and others and move on without the pressure of expectations.

Another reason that you could be experiencing this is that despite the work you think you’ve done, it hasn’t been sufficient. I’ve found that a lot of journal prompts provided online are surface level at best and can be more pacifying than revealing. If you’re not feeling anything while doing your inner work, you’re not doing it correctly. Ultimately, this is about uncovering what makes us UNCOMFORTABLE and moving through those feelings. When you allow yourself to experience the sadness, hurt, anger, and/or frustration than you’re telling yourself that these feelings are okay and don’t need to be suppressed. The reality is that no matter what you’re feeling, you are allowed to experience those emotions and it’s only human! Unfortunately, many people associate lower vibrational emotions as bad, but this is a huge misconception! Telling yourself that anger, sadness, etc. are “bad” implies that you shouldn’t experience these emotions and that you have to get rid of them which is not only wrong, but unhealthy. There is no right or wrong emotions so don’t buy into the belief that you should feel a certain way, simply allow yourself to be and you’ll find that it’s much easier to navigate your emotions and needs. The only way to make it to the other side is by wading through the water, be patient and know that you’re feeling exactly what you should be. When you stop censoring yourself, you’ll discover a newfound sense of freedom and wholeness.

If you find yourself circling back to certain topics, for example, your ex-boyfriend than perhaps there are triggers in your environment that remind you of the situation, you have more that needs to be addressed that you may not have been ready for or aware of previously (hence why shadow work is a practice that is ongoing), or they’re representative of a deeper issue that you’re repressing. Whatever the cause is, the same methods as earlier will apply and can be discerned through your own intuition.

What are some basic journal prompts that I can do?

What feelings come up when you think of ____?

How did that experience make you feel emotionally? How did it make you feel about yourself? How did it make you feel about the other person or people?

Write a letter to yourself, your inner child, the people who’ve hurt you, and the people you’ve hurt. Express how you feel honestly, without holding back and then forgive yourself and the other person.

If you could say anything to yourself or another person for closure, what would it be?

How have these situations and experiences impacted your mental health? How have they affected your belief system about yourself, other people, and the world?

What about yourself are you ashamed of? What about yourself are you embarrassed of? What about yourself makes you angry? What do you regret? Why do you feel this way about yourself and where do these feelings stem from?

What makes you feel most alone? What makes you feel most loved? How can you incorporate that knowledge into your life to make it better?

What’s the most hurtful thing someone has said or done to you? Why did it hurt you so much? How does it still affect you now? How can you heal from it and allow yourself to move on?

What do you need to forgive yourself for? What do you need to forgive others for?

Where do you feel you lack security in your life? Why? How does this impact your life and your relationships?

This is a list of generic prompts for you to start with, but feel free to message me if you need help with more specific topics or I can make another post altogether for journal prompts.

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