thisismyrocket

[thisismyrocket]

10-01-03

tvmn. image completely eradicated by artificial ambient light. turn that shit off, heretic! kill yourself! drown! nb.

10-02-03

tvmy. average brightness. impression of organic black stripes, columns, or pillars. nb.

10-03-03

tvmn. yb.

10-04-03

tvmy. very dim. obscured by ambient light. seasons the adjustments times of change.... nb.

10-05-03

tvmy. bright. impression of some angular black edifice. nb.

10-06-03

tvmn. N/A. nb.

10-07-03

tvmy. extremely dim. extremely obscured by ambient light. bitter, craven cowards. nb.

10-08-03

tvmy. very dim. flashing. indistinct image. nb.

10-09-03

tvmy. extremely dim. completely obscured by ambient light. unusable. the future of this site is looking grim. nb.

10-10-03

tvmy. extremely dim. insistinct image. nb.

10-11-03

tvmy. extremely dim. again. ambient light. this is beginning to feel cursed. yb.

10-12-03

tvmy. very dim. swooshing black shape reminescent of the curve of a sailing ship's hull. ?b.

10-13-03

tvmy. average brightness. indistinct image. nb.

10-14-03

tvmy. very dim. image obscured by ambient light. nb. sigh.

10-15-03

tvmy. average brightness. indistinct cluster of shapes. nb.

10-16-03

tvmy. very bright. crackling image. indistinct arrowlike or hatchetlike focal shape. nb.

10-17-03

tvmy. bright. incredibly unfortunate burst of light obscured image. repulsive. nb.

10-18-03

tvmy. bright. squirming starlight eyes watch me and their lips emit a gentle gas the sound of which fills my ears in the rustling. im coming home. nb.

10-19-03

tvmy. slightly dim. indistinct image. implied pseudoqualia. nb.

10-20-03

tvmy. average brightness. implied cliff, horizontal jagged stone that peers over a cliff, forming a fang-shaped cliff edge. i have no idea what this means. nb.

10-21-03

tvmy. bright. vertical streaks of lightning and a mesmerizing cloud formation. the second sea in the sky. lair of the green dragon, holy minefield. love shines upon me. nb.

10-22-03

tvmy. bright. approval. 995. nb.

10-23-03

tvmy. dim. indistinct image. purposed injury. three goals destabilized. this life is once again interrupted. what will life after this become? nb.

10-24-03

tvmy. dim. indistinct image. purposed injury continues. discipline in progress. yb. accidental.

10-25-03

tvmy. bright. mirror hall of rebirth. purposed injury of rebirth. rebirth in autumn. contagious death and death rebirth life. live. nb.

10-26-03

tvmy. irrelevant. discontinue. discontinue. destroy routine. banish. sickening cowardice. be better. you can and will. yb. accidental.

10-27-03

tvmy. slightly bright. indistinct image. nb.

[thisismyrocket]

09-01-03

tvmy. very dim. doubled snowy winter city environment. nb.

09-02-03

tvmy. very dim. image obscured by ambient light. nb.

09-03-03

tvmy. irregular brightness. indistinct image. nb.

09-04-03

tvmy. slightly dim. indistinct image. nb.

09-05-03

tvmy. very dim. indistinct image. nb.

09-06-03

tvmn. N/A. gross negligence. yb.

09-07-03

tvmy. very dim. indistinct image. flashing sky. nb.

09-08-03

tvmy. slightly dim. impression of a light colored monochrome tree. nb.

09-09-03

tvmy. incredibly dim. indistinct image. nb.

09-10-03

tvmn. N/A. negligence. nb.

09-11-03

tvmy. average brightness. indistinct hazy foggy image. unease. nb.

09-12-03

tvmy. bright. a tree stump, struck by lightning. jagged. i will live. nb.

09-13-03

tvmy. slightly bright. defied by image obscured by ambient light. regardless, positivity. nb.

09-14-03

tvmy. bright. clarity of textured image obscured by ambient light. nb.

09-15-03

tvmy. dim. indistinct image. nb.

09-16-03

tvmn. N/A. nb.

09-17-03

tvmy. bright. the impression of a dark, unearthly altar. nb.

09-18-03

tvmy. bright. impression of a column or pillar of light. yb. accidental.

09-19-03

tvmn. N/A. nb. negligence.

09-20-03

tvmn. N/A. nb. negligence, negligence, negligence, negligence....

09-21-03

tvmn. N/A. nb.

09-22-03

tvmy. dim. image obscured by ambient light. nb.

09-23-03

tvmn. N/A. yb. accidental.

09-24-03

tvmn. image obscured by ambient light. yb.

09-25-03

tvmn. N/A. nb. sigh.

09-26-03

tvmn. N/A. nb. angry.

09-27-03

tvmn. N/A. nb. it was truly unavoidable this time. unfortunes beckon.

09-28-03

tvmy. dim. indistinct image. image slightly obscured by ambient light. nb.

09-29-03

tvmy. dim. indistinct image. nb.

09-30-03

tvmn. N/A. vile, stupid reasons. vile, stupid month. sigh. nb.

[thisismyrocket]

08-01-03

tvmn. nb.

08-02-03

tvmn. nb. hurts

08-03-03

tvmy. fluctuating brightness between slightly bright and very dim. image impression of a yellow-green nebula. nb.

08-04-03

tvmn. nb.

08-05-03

tvmy. extremely dim. vague impressions of white geometric objects. nb. despair.

08-06-03

tvmy. incredibly dim. impressions of yellowgreen constellations. nb.

08-07-03

tvmn. nb. kill me.

08-08-03

tvmy. bright. a gentle holy slope. redemption. nb.

08-09-03

tvmy. bright. a dark vehicle lit by bright lightning. nb.

08-10-03

tvmy. bright. indistinct image. nb.

08-11-03

tvmy. dim. image obscured by ambient light. yb.

8-12-03

tvmy. very slightly dim. suggestions of black slope or lightning, with one or two dim stars. nb.

08-13-03

tvmn. nb.

08-14-03

tvmy. very dim. impression of brighter region in upper left. image dotted with dim colored stars all throughout. nb.

08-15-03

tvmy. slightly dim. indistinct image. i'm on my own. it makes sense. nb.

08-16-03

tvmy. absurdly bright. ineffable shape. infested guidance. holy. yb.

08-17-03

tvmn. N/A. nb.

08-18-03

tvmn. N/A. nb.

08-19-03

tvmn. N/A. nb.

08-20-03

tvmn. N/A. nb.

08-21-03

tvmy. slightly bright. generally indistinct image with collection of aberrant stars. nb.

08-22-03

tvmy. average brightness. indistinct image. everything is clouded in swirling . nb.

08-23-03

tvmy. mixed brightness. the upper half of the image was unusually bright, while the lower half was dominated by a shape like a large dark figure, but made of black deadened screen as opposed to a dark image. this is unprecedented. nb.

08-24-03

tvmy. dim. indistinct image. nb.

08-28-03

tvmy. very dim. indistinct spattering of brightness. dense window constellations. nb.

08-29-03

tvmy. unprecedented brightness. unprecedented depth of image. m. utter clarity. alpha qualia reunion. determination. zeal. nb.

08-30-03

tvmy. very bright. very deep. indistinct 3d dark object image. resembled thin support beams of a high ceiling. approval. love. reunion. happiness. drive. love. perfection. nb.

08-31-03

tvmn. a single red-orange star. nb.

[thisismyrocket]

did you know? this is my rocket.

[thisismyrocket]

doing something unusual. might be inactive for a while.

url has changed. carriedizzy -> thisismyrocket

[thisismyrocket]

07-01-03

tvmy. average brightness, identical to wall. image showed a black semicircle with a partial circle in line around it, similar to an upside-down lowercase "e" but the tail only extended to one fourth of the radius. nb.

07-02-03

tvmy. bright, but quickly faded. image showed flickering white halls. interior of an important lunar structure. nb.

07-03-03

tvmy. slightly dim, and fading quickly. the impression of a dark field leading into a possible forest. more lunar places. nb.

07-04-03

tvmy. average brightness. average strength eye sensation. image showed distant starfield, with comet-like shapes departing past visbility. nb.

07-05-03

tvmy. dim. indistinct image slightly obscured by ambient light. nb.

07-06-03

tvmy. slightly dim. image showed gentle warm star in night sky, shifting from green to yellow to red. nb.

07-07-03

tvmy. slightly below average brightness. picture showed a bleak and erratic black forest, seemingly haunted by a single towering white tree. death. nb.

07-08-03

tvmy. dim. image showed a pattern similar to brickwork with cement, in monochrome. lunar structure, ominous to hellish in portent. nb.

07-09-03

tvmy. irregular brightness. indistinct black shape. nb.

07-10-03

tvmy. bright. black triangular shape. i'm sorry. nb.

07-11-03

tvmy. incredibly dim. erratic picture. nb.

07-12-03

tvmy. slightly dim. a blue tint over black line-growths, like roots or veins. nb.

07-13-03

tvmy. dim. apparitions swirling. an eerie sky. nb.

07-14-03

tvmy. very dim. a sliver of lightning shot across the image, vertically and ascending upwards and towards the left slightly. nb.

07-15-03

tvmy. moderately dim. indistinct image. nb.

07-16-03

tvmy. bright. bottom of frame is a gentle black mountain peak. the sky above is filled is dark lightning. it was gentle, mostly. it was not threatening. nb.

07-17-03

tvmy. bright. dark halls. the suggestion of a buried nostalgic library. horrors lurk the halls, nostalgic horrors of that fantastic realm of suicide. what did she think, at times that parallel these? what was she, in those hazy days? i'm so far removed from that time, i realize only now. only six years after. it's been six years since i regularly haunted those vivid halls of murder and antidignity. now they've gone quiet, but all the pictures are still up. you can still smell the sugary scent. but it was a dream of an escape. now i'm the killer, and i'm just lost. i don't know why i was shown that. i'm sorry. nb.

07-18-03

tvmy. bright. eye sensation strong. indistinct image resembling black sheer rock faces. cliffs? jagged erosion? it's uncertain. nb.

07-19-03

tvmy. very bright. extreme eye sensation. image showed wisps of mist over water. a serene wetland in a misty morning. nb.

07-20-03

tvmy. dim. obscured by ambient light. nb.

07-21-03

tvmn. image completely obscured by ambient light. i take full responsibility for this egregious failure. nb.

07-22-03

tvmy. dim. strong eye sensation. indistinct image. nb.

07-23-03

tvmy. dim. moderate eye sensation. indistinct image. impressions of mist. nb.

07-24-03

tvmy. slightly dim. image showed a moving angelic monochrome sunlight, chasing up into the sky. sincere and divine. nb.

07-25-03

tvmy. bright. divine light pulsing like deep stars and shooting like lightning. this path of creation is certainly approved of. nb.

07-26-03

tvmy. bright. a light sky with crossing growths of dark vines. i'm partway through to the top of a monochrome canopy, and the mood is completely silent. nb.

07-27-03

tvmn. obscured by ambient light. nb.

07-28-03

tvmy. dim. image obscured by ambient light. nb. egregious failure that should have earned a generous bleeding.

07-29-03

tvmy. slightly dim. inage showing a flickering green-blue star in an empty sky. what is the meaning of this star? nb.

07-30-03

tvmy. bright. upper left of frame showed a brighter "nebula" formation of light stars. colorless image. skyward beauty in uncanny brightness. important. nb.

07-31-03

tvmn. nb.

[thisismyrocket]

doing something unusual. might be inactive for a while.

url has changed. carriedizzy -> thisismyrocket

[thisismyrocket]

gonna make a sentimental little thing, maybe even tonight

[thisismyrocket]

building something here

[thisismyrocket]

tvmy. very bright. black trapezoid on it's side, shifting slightly. nb.

[thisismyrocket]

VOTE BLACK DAHLIA YOU FUCKERS

Retirement Home Rumble: Round 1

Side B

Why they would crush the other geezers under the cut:

WARNING: There may be spoilers

X-Men Propaganda:

Black Dahlia Propaganda:

[thisismyrocket]

suddenly it found itself with food on it’s tongue, and it was very happy to have the blessing.

[thisismyrocket]

wow! there are so many people who love differently! just like me, too. wow.

[thisismyrocket]

so many people have voices! it’s so strange!

[thisismyrocket]

tvmy. dim. no clear picture. heavy eye sensation. nb.

[thisismyrocket]

they would just build traps on the main road

[thisismyrocket]

This is how it looks to  that other person.