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How do you heal when the damage feels like home?

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we all remember where we were when we heard this lyric for the first time:

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Joy Sullivan, from “Culpable”, Instructions for Traveling West

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It can be so healing to stay up until 3am. Unfortunately, it will also completely ruin your life.

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You belong with me. 💚💛💜❤️🩵🖤

Letter on my site :)

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from Autopsy by Donte Collins

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this love - taylor swift

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i'll be summer sun for you forever ☀️

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once these 15 million different stressful situations resolve themselves I’m gonna be so normal again. I can be normal and not exhausted

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mmm oh I can't think about that or I'll die

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You deserve good things, and I want to be one of them.

Ellen Hopkins

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“I’m 24 years old and play this game with myself: buy myself something delicious for the weekend, blueberry muffins or flaky croissants, and forget it by Friday. Saturday morning comes and I am lucky to know me. I wasn’t born knowing how to love me, but I’m learning now; catching up for lost time between us. I keep the windows open. I play oldies throughout every corner of my apartment. I tell the dog how good it feels, at least for today, at least for right now, to be alive.”

— Schuyler Peck, Can’t Get Enough Of My Love

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Never thought this would ever happen to me. 🥹

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It’s still so incredibly painful to think about. How do you explain that to someone when you claim you’ve healed?

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Natalie Díaz, from "American Arithmetic", Postcolonial Love Poem

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“Where exactly do you put your hands on somebody who hurts everywhere?”

— Charles D’Ambrosio, The Dead Fish Museum: Stories

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How do I even tell my irls without seeming like I did smtg wrong