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Hello detective

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fucking hate it when the stuff everybody says "actually works" does actually work.

hate exercising and realizing i've let go of a lot of anxiety and anger because i've overturned my fight-or-flight response.

hate eating right and eating enough and eating 3 times a day and realizing i'm less anxious and i have more energy

hate journaling in my stupid notebook with my stupid bic ballpoint and realizing that i've actually started healing about something once i'm able to externalize it

hate forgiving myself hate complimenting myself more often hate treating myself with kindness hate taking a gratitude inventory hate having patience hate talking to myself gently

hate turning my little face up to the sun and taking deep breaths and looking at nature and grounding myself and realizing that i feel less burdened and more hopeful, more actually-here, that i am able to see the good sides of myself more clearly, that i am able to see not only how far i have to grow - but also how much growth i have already done & how much of my life i truly fill with light and laughter and love

horrible horrible horrible. hate it but i'm gonna do it tho

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Hello, Detective Reed.

WIP Wednesday featuring RK900 “Nines” and Davin Reed

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WIP Reed900

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Sixty- The Pretender

Heard this song and thought of Sixty :D

“I spend almost all of my time feeling like I'm falling even further behind. I feel like everything I do is a lie and all the words just further pull the wool over eyes.

I know I'm no good at being who I am away from the light.

I'm the pretender, what can I tell ya? Designed to deceive, so tell me who you want me to be.”

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WIP Wednesday

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How do you feel about AO3, bieng down?

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"Cahir Mawr Dyffryn Aep Ceallach was loyal and that had been the end of his career after sustaining an injury in defense of his Emperor. When a treaty was brokered through marriage to one of the Wolf Lord's council the choice of Nilfgaard's sacrifice was clear.

"Sometimes the path you walked was not the one you would have chosen and the path you choose is never the one you would have thought to walk."

"The Sun Was An Okay Guide" by Faetailty

I love this story! It's written soo wonderfully and I revisit it often (like several times a week). Give it a go!!!

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It's us

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“Gavin Reed is a great detective but with his personality, it's no surprise he has people wanting him dead. What is surprising though, is to be successfully killed but not staying dead.”

“Magic Touch” by you_stole_my_crush

Omg, I love this story and it’s still going! Gavin is written wonderfully, and without giving too much away I’m rooting for Sixty!

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“From the handful of pets Connor tries to hide in his room, Hank always did say that the 9-year-old had a bad habit of picking up strays. Apparently this also included androids.”

A cute story featuring Android Gavin and Human Connor called “Feel the Sun”

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Lambert: .....Shit! I love him!?

Aiden: " You alright, Lam?"