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Bo Derek, “Ghosts Can’t Do It” (1990)

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Robin Tunney - Supernova

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Debbie

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Last night, my memories stirred my dream

You were relentless, all over me

Wrapped up, on top and in between

Hugs so right, I couldn't breath

But I dared not move, do not disturb, that would be mean.

My eyes fell open anyway

This dream, was indeed, not real, not my day.

I shrugged, then rolled over to see you roll the other way

Wondering how did we get to this place?

Where passion has no roots to bring flowers to our days?

I still live for those moments that never stay

Live for that love that I hope will come back my way

Content to lay here, my love, a few inches is a million miles away.

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If you only knew....

If you knew that last time would be the last,

Would you let it go?

Would you let it pass?

If you knew, that last time, your parent held you tight,

Would you hold on for a while?

Would you push away in flight?

If you knew, that last time, love would make your heart beat fast,

Would you be so quick to hate?

Would you try to make it last?

If you knew, that last time, home would never  be home again,

Would you still wander the world?

Would you, perhaps, stay in?

If you knew, "if you only knew..."

What would you do?

Would you stay or would you grow?

Which is better?

I'll never know

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“Keep in mind that the true measure of an individual is how he treats a person who can do him absolutely no good.”

—  Ann Landers | @wordsnquotes-online

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“The hardest kind of resistance, is when you’re resisting yourself. When your heart want something, and your brain prevents it. When you want to cry, but you smile instead to protect your pride. When you feel like blowing up, but prefer to explode in your deepest depths, so no one around you can feel it.”

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Shahrazad al-Khalij | @wordsnquotes

word: 

resistance

the refusal to accept or comply with something.

(via wordsnquotes)

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“I like art, and by art I mean music, poetry, sex, paintings, the human body, literature.. All of this is art to me.”

— unknown / anonymous | @wnq-unknown

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“I love unmade beds. I love when people are drunk and crying and cannot be anything but honest in that moment. I love the look in people’s eyes when they realize they’re in love. I love the way people look when they first wake up and they’ve forgotten their surroundings. I love the gasp people take when their favorite character dies. I love when people close their eyes and drift to somewhere in the clouds. I fall in love with people and their honest moments all the time. I fall in love with their breakdowns and their smeared makeup and their daydreams. Honesty is just too beautiful to ever put into words.”

— Unknown  |  @wnq-unknown

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Love without words?

Can you have a solid relationship with someone who does not express their innermost feelings and desires? I struggle with this question daily. I have told her everything, even weird dreams and fantasies but she tells me nothing, not even so much as do this or that or I like this or that. "You're so good, I don't need to say anything." is her response when I ask. While that fed my ego at first and I bought it, I have trouble believing that after 20 years, she has never had a desire or fantasy that I haven't met the needs of. It has killed my self esteem, I no longer enjoy the intimacy, it causes anxiety. I just keep wondering what she is really thinking and the many possible reasons why she doesn't share with me? She tells me that she is only attracted to me but in the last few years I have heard her talking to her friends about other men she thinks are hot, men that she "drools" over, I have seen her search history and men that she has looked up from her past as well. That causes more insecurity than anything, the men are all very similar in appearance, I can see that she definitely has a "type" and they look nothing like me, at all. None of this would bother me if she talked to me, if she was honest when it comes up instead of not saying anything. For a while it seemed as if maybe she didn't wasn't to hurt my feelings but now I just feel like she regrets being with me and is looking over the horizon....